Had a really weird one last night..... Dreampt my family and I were watchinc Chase Geiser walking into a half collapsed cathedral, late at in the day, or maybe early night, pouring a trail of gasoline, which he then stopped and focused in one spot. It was apparently this wasn't for anyone to see, it was a personal, and strange occasion. I remarked that it looked like he was doing some kind of freemasonic ritual (he's a freemason IRL), something then electricuted him and maybe set him on fire, initiatied by someone who was a political rival to him, but a freemason themselves (ultimately conjoined in purpose), there was an element of surprise to it, it was discernable that it was expected, but the exact moment was unclear. His body was continously electricuted, until an orb of blue light surrounded by electricity left his body, which rotated for 20 or so seconds around a skeleton that was laying right nearby. I said something about it being a ritual suicide to my family. The skeleton, as the orb circled above it's rib cage, started to emit a blue light in it's chest, before absorbing the energy, which was Chase's essence. and it was then given flesh, but not normal human flesh. The body was an emaciated one, with a washed out brown color, the face looked hollow and defiled, it almost looked puppet like, like this image, but it was flesh. It then looked at us and said, with a low pitched and demonic version of Chase's voice, announcing it's name "I AM INFERIOR", or something similar. For dream logic reasons I was able to fly away from this. I then said in the dream, something slogan like, or a mantra, similar to the entity announcing it's name, with similar (perhaps same or opposite words) but the character of the mantra was humility, and understanding. The entity flew after me, repeating something similar, something like "I AM INFERIOR, AND I DESERVE EVERYTHING", repeating it once. When I awoke from this dream, what was apparent was that the spirit of the 2 mantras, weird as they were, were for one, humility, or rather, openness to it, and understanding ones self as just a man. The demon's slogan on the other hand, but non-negotiable pride. It was an embodiment of the passions, passions like jealousy, but it wasn't a passion for it... as it is for humans, it was not unlike a beast. You can lock eyes with a beast and have an innate knowledge of the void of human characteristics in it. The husk creature almost has some remnant of the image of god inside it, but it was steaped into darkness, gloomy. It was a sad state, but it was his newfound flesh....
In retrospect I can form a narrative, about this being (in the dream that is) the hidden final stage of freemasonry, to sacrifice ones self, their very essence, as they understand it, having dedicated years of their life to it up to that moment, there's the final step, a leap otherwise utterly unwise, but conceivable following years of their persuite of enlightenment. It mirrors the initiation ritual of sybolically dying and being reborn.
I wouldn't suppose there's some greater meaning to any of that dream, I don't meditate on them, but it was such a weird and specific one, that I thought I'd share it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snhV1owGCSM