it is very late here
i will prolong my wakefulness for as long as possible
i have lucid dreamed before, but only during my childhood (and maybe only twice)
never had a tulpa, or any other weird /x/ey paranormal stuff associated with sleep
i've lifted this past week so I'll just stop that for now (don't wanna die)
my school course is almost over, so i can look like an autist on campus
i'll try to function normally, and see how long i'll last
hopefully my cortisol won't spike (too much)
i've heard of shepherds who stay up pretty late and they do okay
i am tired of sleep
hopefully when i eventually fall asleep i'll have some insane dream or something idek