Soulmate/Twinflame

Tired of seeing only woman talking about it. I've lot of weird experiences last year, ranging from simple synchronicities like repeating numbers (not only on clock or license plates) to precognitive dreams and visions, it's all so confusing. Now what, I was agnostic way before meeting her in high school (I'm 18 now), and I'm experiencing the same weird feeling back them, it's a calming, pleasing feeling, but it enrages me that I ruined ever change of being with her because I was so desperate. What're your guys thoughts on it? I would love some anons recommended books or videos since I'm very new to this kinda of stuff.

Twin flames is a made up concept meant to appeal to love starved people with inclinations toward magical thinking and schizophrenia. Every book, video series, and course based on it is a grift to take money from desperate people. Your twin flame does not exist. Soul mates are not real. You're 18. You're supposed to have strong feelings for women and you're also supposed to feel stupid as fuarrrk when you mess it and you're supposed to feel like you ruined your chances with "the one" but that's just your hormones and youthful naivety/insecurities getting the better of you in the same way they've gotten the better of everybody for all of history. In 10 years you're going to be embarrassed to have believed in this is stuff.

I wouldn't get too hung up on the concept because it's not going to really help you in actually getting with someone you want to be with obsessing over the concept. You didn't necessarily ruin anything anything unless you went and burned your bridges. >>7227 I'm probably older than you and while I partially agree it may to some degree be age or lack of experience in love but considering I've felt a very strong connection to someone when I barely have a sex drive left I know you're just projecting.

go outside, man. it's not that complicated lol.

>>7228 I didn't say it's due to sex drive. That can be a small part of it, but I'm more saying that the heightened emotions that come with puberty/youth combined with youthful naivety are major factors in why OP feels that some girl from his high school was some unique soul magically made for his and that happiness can only be achieved through becoming soul-bonded with her (or whatever the end goal is in the flavor of true flame nonsense he believes) when the reality of the situation is he's just feeling normal infatuation/heartbreak. >very strong connection I was also not saying that strong connections are only possible due to OP's age. OP's inexperience is just why he thinks this connection is some incredibly unique soul-magic-twin-flame soykaf he won't find with anyone else.

OP here after some time. I did a lot of things to get her attention, but she always avoided me, and even more so after I scribbled some things on her table, and she reacted very anxiously to it. My last salvation was a meeting I arranged with the help of a professor so we could us two talk alone, and I even tried to bring up the subject of synchronicities and such, but I didnt see any window, and I ended up just apologizing. >>7227 I have many proofs that we could, at least, have some short of spiritual connection like, even our full names in both jewish and english gematria gives mirrored numbers, mine being 3311 & 2616 and 1193 & 1626 for hers. But like >>7228 said, I dont get too hung up with all of this, since its just annoying, but mine experince was extremely bizzare to say the least. Last year I was in a group chat on SimpleX, and somebody shared this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7BL_NXq27g video, the thumbnail being a duplicated logo of wireguard forming the number 88... which was a werd coincidence as I was seeing that number all the time at that specific week.

you're 18, been there done that, it will pass.

>>7225 Calling people desperate is cruel and ruins the soul. Social media ruins the soul. People who tell you to never share your phone number ruin your soul.

>>7727 You are young and have your whole life ahead of you, do not worry about soulmates and spending the rest of your life with your pre determined counterpart, you must simply pursue life, there are plenty of beautiful women in the world who can love, break, and change you and you need that, to become a better person, it may seem like she is the only person for you, that the entire world was made for this one relationship, but reality is never that sweet, you just undergo the pain that love brings and move on, find someone who truly reflects the beauty of your soul, not someone who have to try to force a relationship by scribbling on tables, begging for attention, there is someone out there who don't need to do any of that autistic bullshit for, and they won't be your soulmate, they'll be just a random person you'll meet and get to know because you actually have some chemistry.