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All my hallucinations

Armitage · 2024-06-27 21:36
The first time I hallucinated was when I was 10 or 11. I remember it quite vividly to this day. I was in my pajamas going to the bathroom. As I was taking a pee I remember seeing paparazzi surrounding me to take picture of my little penis. I got scared and started crying. Mid pee I just ran to my bed and curled in it. My mother came to console me even though she didn't believe me of what I saw. Second time I was 15. It was during one of my heavily depressed episodes. I cried out to God to show himself to me or else I would kill myself. I was sincere with all my heart that day so he did. It was mid class in highschool. I was sitting and all of the sudden I was in a pitch black dark room with no end in sight. 2 red semi transparent balls touched my body. One in front on torso (chest) and second on the back. They were sticky. They expanded into touching my whole body and basically pulled me apart at the limbs in all directions. Then the 2 balls lifted me up mid air. This is where I started to fear for my life. As fear started to creep in I heard the most sincere "I love you" in my life. I felt warmth around my heart. Immediately after that I was back sitting in classroom and I started to cry. Nobody noticed so I went to the bathroom to cry out. Third time I was also extremely depressed. I was 19 and I had trouble at home, trouble with girlfriend, trouble in college, trouble with money. So I asked God to please show himself once more. I was laying on my bed when all of the sudden the tree of life showed itself at the end of my bed. I felt peace and love. I was content. The last time I had a hallucination I was on LSD and God opened up the sky to show himself to me. He was angry and disgusted with me. As he turned his back and closed the sky I saw demons jumping down to attack me, enter my body and laugh. I cried out to Jesus to help me which he did, as he scared the demons away. Bonus points (the dream that was extremely realistic): I was 8 when I dreamed it. I remember walking out of my house and down the street. I see 2 large Ogre looking guys and 1 grim reaper looking cloaked skeleton fella with a scythe between them at the end of the street. The skeleton points at me. Ogres start running towards me. I run back at the house, the house it turned upside down. I crawl into the window. Basic nightmare for a kid, right? As the Ogre is banging at the door I realize I am dreaming. I try to wake myself up. I can't. Ogre breaks down the door. Oh soykaf, wake the fuarrrk up. Ogre sees me trying to wake up and smiles, tells me "you won't wake up, you will die here". OH SHIIIITTT. WAKE UPPPP. He laughs and starts walking towards me slowly. I accept my fate somehow. Hole opens up in the house above me as I am pulled up. Ogre is sad/angry and tries to grab me but can't as I am already being pulled up. Thank you for reading. Hope you enjoyed it.
Chan Siu Ming · 2024-06-28 05:52
beware mimic entities that feed of negative emotions.
John Rain · 2025-02-28 18:50
>>7155 Do you believe that your encounter with God was necessarily an hallucination?
Red hot titanium hypersphere rotati · 2025-03-01 06:54
Have you ever gotten any direct messages in your hallucinations? I've personally only hallucinated once but it was a very clear message embedded in a swastika, when I saw this I exited the hallucination because the sun wheel gave me a choice