energy blockage

for the past few years i have noticed a gradual shift in my consciousness. i have become more depersonalized, neurotic, and anhedonic. most importantly i feel disconnected from the people around me and i cant feel love, beauty, and passion in my life like i once did. i struggle to feel love for the people i am close to and i have become judgemental and selfish. sometimes i can't even feel romantic love for my partner even though i know that i love them. its like there's a calcified wall surrounding my ego.

How many threads have you made saying essentially the same thing? Consider touching grass.

>>7129 Do you have a way to tell whether that's the same user? I do feel similar. Some achievement, some mess, I suppose I've just grown weary of being constantly stressed about everything all the time. I can't help OP with the love thing besides doing things and gestures that show that you still care about your partner and all that stuff even if emotionally you "don't feel anything" but I guess just roll with it as I'm trying to do myself. There's advantages of being a sociopath.

>>7137 It's a sixth sense you pick up after being on image boards long enough.

>>7138 The sameglitterboyry or the sociopathy? Both sound plausible from frequenting image boards.

>>7128 You need to take some vitamin D and exercise.