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I suck I am a pathetic loser who can't even ask a girl out because I don't want to get over the fact that I don't have any problems in life. I am constantly In front of a screen and I am always bored and I wonder why. I see hallucinations daily probably my mind asking for something more entertaining than being in front of a computer all day. I have even developed some mind tricks to tell me this is a better future than being a social creature like god intended. But at the same time I can't get myself to see the world as an endless chase for some miserable piece of ass that will make me feel even more empty after it's all said and done. Another monkey with an endless scene of empty talk and how to catch a banana. These days have been like being chain of my desires that I keep fighting like they want to consume my soul.

if this isn't spilling the soykaf I don't know what is, ok here we go >I suck I am a pathetic loser who can't even ask a girl out yeah aren't we all. get over it, what's the worst that could happen she says no? you can't lose what you don't have > because I don't want to get over the fact that I don't have any problems in life. if you're aware of this why are you complaining > I am constantly In front of a screen and I am always bored and I wonder why. terminally online. read a book or something > I see hallucinations daily probably my mind asking for something more entertaining than being in front of a computer all day. now we're talking, go on >I have even developed some mind tricks to tell me this is a better future than being a social creature like god intended. But at the same time I can't get myself to see the world as an endless chase for some miserable piece of ass that will make me feel even more empty after it's all said and done. Another monkey with an endless scene of empty talk and how to catch a banana. These days have been like being chain of my desires that I keep fighting like they want to consume my soul. you got me in the first half, I'm not gonna lie you should consider writing fiction everyone in the first world feels like this at your age. the important thing is to just do *something* and live while you can. the questions of what's it all for and the search for meaning dissipates as you get older and start to realize it doesn't really matter soykaf is like kicking dead whales down the beach then you die, I want you to take a leap of faith before you become an old man filled with regret

>But at the same time I can't get myself to see the world as an endless chase for some miserable piece of ass that will make me feel even more empty after it's all said and done. Another monkey with an endless scene of empty talk and how to catch a banana. You wont feel empty, you will feel plenty, which is not always good. >yeah aren't we all. get over it, what's the worst that could happen she says no? It can be a lot worse, they are not innocent either.