Tina

A little story I have for you. Context: i am just some teen who has had drinking/drug dependence. I got high and had a lucid dream about things I miss and myself. I wanted to share it. Dream: Chilling with the family, they are doing some bbq soykaf. We eat a i just taste some burnt wood but it is late so eventually they go to sleep. So i take some beer out and start drinking. Realize it is dream because I do not have any yet I am indifferent towards it. Although lucid dreaming is something I wanted to experience. So now i am sitting in a unrecognizable room with a plate of cold bqq. Random people show up who I used to be in class with, teacher, beggars on the street. They individually talk about pancakes. The last who came was a constantly growing silhouette made out of black jelly. It said a sentence and grew from a baby to a child to a teen to a "me". We didn't have a discussion, it was more of speech made out of random sentences. When it was done the black goo became my room and I woke up. Started to think about all the persons who came and I sort of miss being a part of their life. I will probably never see them again. It shouldn't bother me because I didn't have connection with them but still. I just want to go back to whatever time I did not know dreams,drugs,friends existed. Not sure what I am getting out of this but just tell something.

I am a 26 year old. I think you're a completely schizocore drug addict with no future. You should probably think about improving your outcome in life by not partaking in drug use whatsoever.

>>5651 You're probably right but it is mesmerizing in its own way. Not sure why, I just know that when I was 7 or 8 I heard the word "Narcotic" and wanted to be that. Even though I didn't know what the meaning was, I still just wanted to be whatever that was. Now I know and it still has a charm. Not sure if this is some sort of excuse to do any of it. You're most likely right that I do not have a future but why would I want one if none of it is fun/likeable.

Dont fuarrrk out around and find out with drugs and alcohol. People will warn you again and again that it is only a dead end path of lonelyness, hopelessness, and despair. Take my advice and turn your focus elsewhere, dont go down that path or you may truely regret it...

>>5650 Change is a constant. We change our situation change, our friendships or lack thereof change. You could be In the best state of your life and you wouldn`t know, always look the positive in your life. You never know how low you can go. That`s why even though you might miss your old contacts, you should be ready to let go and welcome new ones. If they don`t come try to take a walk and talk to a stranger sometime. As for drugs. They can be fun, but just like food don`t let them consume you.

Not sure what is weirder. 1 I had a similiar experience and posted it here with that exact same image a year ago. 2 Both of us hearing "narcotic" and wanting to be that. 3 Someone consistently calling you a shizocore drug addict with no future for those type of dreams. Probably, most likely because it is true. Even so I do think you're okay. Just do not let drugs control the direction of your actions/life. Lastly, do you miss the people/ individuals or the time ( how you felt, what you did) you were a part of their life?

you probably have some childhood issues dude

>>6498 Hate to break it to you but they're just a couple of AIs talking to each other over the sample they have consumed. The internet is pretty much dead, not to speak of the current state of lainchan