Absurd Dreams and nonsensical imaginationi

Last months i have been not able to see any "real(?)" dreams but abstract visions of shapes and absurdity. Does this happened to the other lainons? If it did should i use this to reflect my subconsciousness to a piece of paper, or try to fix it as it's slowly making me lil' more psychotic

>>4819 I often see that when closing my eyes but never when dreaming. One time in my life I had a dream about colors floating in dark space.

>>4820 do you think/can you think of the abstract visions without any substances? even my thoughts are becoming abstract and i don't know what to do about it

>>4821 >do you think/can you think of the abstract visions without any substances? Not sure what do you mean by that but my mind produces rotating shapes and melts everyday items to the point when they're unrecognizable. It has no purpose at all, maybe visual cortex is bored or trains spatial operations, but it's nothing for you to see (brain hides weird dreams). >even my thoughts are becoming abstract and i don't know what to do about it Maybe you became clever or something. If it's useful then ignore it, if not you can visit a neurologist and make a brain scan to check if everything's okay. What age are you? I heard brain develops up to 21 or 25 year of life, so this could be a natural change if you're that age. If you're older and you get weird changes in your thinking then it might be because your brain is damaged or rebuilds its fragments. But I'm not an expert so judge wisely.

>>4822 >if not you can visit a neurologist and make a brain scan to check if everything's okay. well i have been to neurologist and they found nothing, I am 18 and i have been to the doctors as well in past, however they found nothing, and with every ticking of the clock i feel like i am slowly going more insane because of my distorted/abstract views and dreams

>>4823 Maybe that's normal for you, try to utilize it somehow. >I am 18 and i have been to the doctors as well in past, however they found nothing Have you had a scan taken? Also wait a few years and maybe it will get back to normal or stabilize. >and with every ticking of the clock i feel like i am slowly going more insane because of my distorted/abstract views and dreams As far as your normal life is not affected by what you see in your dreams then it's okay. I know a mathematician who sometimes has abstract dreams, like living on a plane, so you're not the only one. Are the dreams nightmares? If not then you shouldn't care. My dreams are weird and surrealistic and barely make any sense, even though they resemble real life. Sometimes I only get a slideshow of buildings and places without thinking or having control over what I see.

>>4824 >Maybe that's normal for you, try to utilize it somehow. i mean i draw and do some art to release the pressure of it but it's sometimes not enough as the art the letters they seem just too limiting to express the abstract ideas

i often have dreams that consist more of concepts than actual tangile things and yet somehow i can never tell when im dreaming

>>4819 recommend you figure out how to do such visualisations waking, you learn something useful from that - probably can at least brush up on geometry and primitive logic with such inspiration - and your mind (as best as I can extrapolate it) will pick up on it by building more concrete dream imagery on top of this. I had something similar once while I was sick and pretty scared; I kept kinda rolling (not aggressively) through various hyperbolic spaces, e.g. everything was spherical upon close inspection.

>>4829 Sage goes into the email field, not the name field.