Undisclosed · 2021-03-13 07:53
In the past 2 weeks I've been seeing a common element in my dreams where I beat the soykaf out of my dad. I don't hate my dad at all (though I don't really love him either), and obviously I'm not a violent person either. Sometimes it would be in self-defense but regardless, he ends up being in a puddle of blood on the floor by my own hands. I haven't been abused by him so I don't understand why these thoughts would even come to mind.
I guess if you guys have some interpretation of this that would be cool, but I just more or less wanted to get this out there.
Ivan Horvat · 2021-03-13 08:33
My dad is an alcoholic and I had troublesome relationships back in the school. As I grew up I started to see myself fighting back more often, as if my mind was playing with psychological restraint being removed, I guess? So whoever I held anger against eventually got a virtual punch in the face because I wasn't afraid to fight back anymore, too bad it was too late, heh.
Pris · 2021-03-13 09:16
>>4256
Mentality does make a world of difference even if you don't actually get physical. Means you're less willing to take situations that humiliate and subvert you as a person.