Depersonalization and sleep paralysis

Are these proof of something perhaps if the universe is real or is this version version of reality suppose to happen. I get both to a vary large degree. I wake up from naps with a feeling of a cosmic terror and paralysis. similarly, I had a few experiences that show evidence that my reality isn't real. I had a sleep paralysis in my so called dream, I was in class and had it along with the same feeling of cosmic terror. I had another experience where the same thing happened and I was siting at a table with a girl and I couldn't speak. I remembered that her mom was a cop and for both experience my sight grain stopped. Another experience shows evidence of me actually being in a coma. I had a sleep paralysis and on the right side of my bed I felt and heard the presence of a girl. She kept trying to get my attention and I think she was trying to wake me up.

Are you insinuating that you're in a coma right now, and that I'm not real?

>>4228 The universe is 'dream-like' in that it cannot be called either real or unreal. These are just mental divisions constructed by a mind that evolved to think in dualistic and materialistic terms due to evolutionary pressure. Real or unreal, doesn't matter! The other dreamers still feel pain and pleasure, sorrow and happiness, and you should always act with that in mind.

>>4228 Dreams are much more strange than what people commonly perceive. Recently. I dreamed of a few words and their associated meaning with random people. It was a different language. I remember it was referred to as something. Upon waking up, I only remembered and jotted down one word out of the three or more words I were introduced to. That word was apparently a South Slavic translation of the thing it was referring to and it was weirdly accurate. If you're deeply terrorized by sleep paralysis you can't dive deeper into the truth. You fear death, and the overwhelming experience and senses that come with the state of paralysis and the amiss feeling that it's like death itself. Even the visions if you happen to forget closing your eye during one might be bad for your heart ;) You just have to grow it out at least you are lucky enough to have a chance to face and get over that fear.

>>4283 I want to know what is beyond it, there is definitely something there. Thanks for sharing your experience with me, that some hope for the existence of the parapsychological in dreams. Did you hear any Slavic or more specifically south Slavic before this dream?

>>4283 this happened to me with a latin word i never studied. I forgot what it was but it was freaky at the time. I have a family member who suffers from schizophrenia and sometimes when she has her episodes she starts using random archaic or obscure words that I know for a fact she never studied. It's a little freaky but I always chocked it up to the subconscious mind absorbing a random word you glanced at once in your life and contextualizing it to achieve a loose definition and it just sticks in the background.

sounds weak to me as ive experienced multiple tortures due what could be classified as sleep paralysis but i were not really paralyzed i simply stopped resisting after years of femoid like 6 meter tall slim being covered in black ooze tortured me and drilled trough my head with what would be human tongue and touched me in erotic way ive suffered every type of allodynia at the same time and until ive totally turned to my inherit guardian angel by blood archangel michael put his icon in my bedroom and promised my soul and body to be his sword that thing would not go away and since i have had not single problem with sleep but i rarely dream at all anymore except if i really focus on wanting to dream at the end it may be a blessing and curse depending on your mental state as such experience left me disconnected from any and all world problems be it flesh and bone or emotional or just every day pain and danger as i exist to serve the purpose i made promise i will

>>4561 why am I derezzed? this is sad. my saddest dream was a long time ago, when I dreamt of my f[spoiler][/spoiler]riends death in car accident. he died a week before and the dream was very vivid

>>4561 >I had a sleep paralysis and on the right side of my bed I felt and heard the presence of a girl. You see when you're in sleep paralysis you could also be in unstable astral state. Pic related or it's a ghost, or you made up everything you had felt or whatnot. Usual times is that people get into a feedback loop of their imagination/creation, you said you heard a voice, you probably did hear a real voice, a voice somewhere, or did not and made it up in lucid state, and your brain took autopilot to justify those senses kinda like hearing stuff while asleep adapts your dream. Just so you know you can pilot the events even if you're in sleep paralysis. People fail this and end up getting swallowed by their creations of abomination out of that feedback looping. Feedback loop may happen if you're in paralysis, your eyes are open and your brain schizod a facial image and you thought it's scary so you imaged a scary thing on front of you and you think you're paralyzed so you think that thing is terrorizing you but in the end it was all your creations otherwise pic related is what experiencers typically see.