Spike Spiegel · 2019-07-10 01:44
>be me
>19 yo bit Apathetic
>recently graduated
>the Mark are noto that good
>I had studied alot
>Sad-frustrated.wav
>decided to go to sleep early (In short, something out of the ordinary)
>Enter my mother
>She told me it's okay, there's nothing to be ashamed of and to be sad
>decided to hang out
>I didn't want to go out alone, I asked a friend of mine to go out with me and drink a little together.
> Use whatard
>Send the message
>wait a couple of hours
>no answers
>At_this_point_I_dont_even_feel_a_thing.gif
>Decided to go to sleep
>for not reasons, decided to wake up
>it was 1:30 or like that
>Go to check the phone
>Many messages from her asking where I go (they all arrived around the 00:00)
>Reply for apologize myself about my behavior and explained that to her(about the messages problem)
>can't fall asleep anymore
>03:41 still can't sleep, decided to make this post
Why I can't sleep anymore?
Judge Fang · 2019-07-10 05:13
you feel like soykaf. Let it pass and have a really good day tomorrow.
Anonymous · 2019-07-10 11:02
>>2283
Forgive me, but what is soykaf?
Undisclosed · 2019-07-10 11:27
>>2284
It's a coffee-like drink made out of soy. In this context it's a filter for the stronger word for poo. Basically, you feel awful.
Pulse · 2019-07-10 16:46
>>2284
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZsNu30s0OM
Nguoi La · 2019-07-10 21:01
>>2286
That's even sadder than my life
Haruyoshi · 2019-07-11 04:38
>>2287
Oh yeah definitely
Nell · 2019-07-12 20:04
Some news: now I feel better (you guys help me alot).
I start getting out with some friends and I'm actually hanging out with w girl, so things seems going better.
Fred Nurk · 2019-07-13 15:49
>>2284
jesus christ man
Acid Burn · 2019-07-25 04:31
Hey Anon, I've felt the same way before. I got a soykafty ass grade in a standardised test in my country a week ago. Even though all year I've studied for it for 1.5 years and practice tests showed much greater results. I've accepted the fact that I fuarrrked up but I'll still strive for better. This test decided which University I'll be going to and even if I can't go the the best uni here but I'll try my best to work and produce something. Always try for best and this will make you better. No soykaf feelings now!
UC · 2022-10-23 07:43
when I sleep less I feel less. Why would you want to feel the stain of this life when you can remain awake and not in a constant state of awakening. The spirit only come ones you go over a period of uptime.