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I have this thing where i feel like i have 2 personalities at the same time and while the other personality is talking im kinda asleep and just i don't literally hear it. My mom knows about this but doesn't adress it. The times i've been alone on the street he fuarrrked up and kinda told everyone about it and a lot of people know how to make him say and do stuff without my permission. (Which is happening but they did this thing and now he just doesn't tell her. I feel like my mom just thinks it's me but i told her to not talk about it but it really wasn't me that told her that so she kinda knows but at the same time she doesn't. The one who has abused this it's my cousin since i was a kid but not talking about it makes it worse and i have to tell her talking with double sense. Something really bad has happened because of this abuse but i can't tell her because of that and it's frustating. Now there people with cars going around abusing this soykaf for me to not say what are they doing with this. Even i don't even know what the poor cocksuckers want from this. What can i do? I haven't got treatment because of this.

What makes you think it's another personality and not just an altered state of conciousness that causes you to act different and not recall events that took place? Maybe consider seeing a neurologist.

>>2107 You sure it's not just depersonalization or derealization? I get it sometimes sober, but after I smoke weed I lose control of myself and feel like I'm just helplessly watching another personality using my body. Scared the fuarrrk out of me for a while, but when I realised it's a fairly common symptom of anxiety I felt better, which made it stop happening so much. It's also VERY common in trauma/abuse victims, so you should really look into it.

>>2112 i saw one and got me some pills for pshycothic issues not for this. if it is how would you call it?

> there are 24 clones of me running around t. timothy leary as your RNA converts DNA signals into protiens you physically become a different person many times over in life. meditate daily in the morning before you start your day, and choose who will be piloting

>>2131 Wish I could tell you but I don't have enough knowledge on neurology to know what signs to look for or what tests to do. Here is a possible experiment you can try. Have you tried writting a letter to yourself and leave a pen by it asking to communicate with this suspected other personality by asking questions? If you get no responce or just scribbles I would stay skeptical it's another personality. If you get clear responses that sound unlike you then maybe it is another personality.

>>2113 That post just made me realize derealization was so easy on me because my "personality" is already some quiet kid in awe of the world, so when I was completely out of myself it didn't really feel like I was losing control, just felt kinda out of it and just that.

>>2134 t. molecular biologist This is top tier bullshit. OP needs help, not meditation.

This sounds like a Tulpa, But the chance of making a Tulpa subconsciously is pretty low

My multiple personalities, there are too many to count, but they all work together so well that it's not noticeable to others (nobody told me, not even those who don't care about politeness and openly tell me everything wrong with me). The only thing people might notice is that my personality tends to undergo great, gradual, changes, often multiple times throughout the day. We share memories. We share thoughts, which explains my tendency towards abstraction, so that we can think our thoughts simultaneously, to save time. We share feelings, emotions, moods. We share almost everything. Sometimes, we almost feel as though we are one person. Sadly, the jurisdiction where we live recognizes multiple persons in the same human body only if it's the multiple personalities disorder, so we have to act as one, which means we must live together and get along, because if we don't, we start to be less effective, and if some of us misbehave, we can't write it off as only some of us misbehaving, and we all have to take responsibility for the misbehaviour. Egregious misbehavers are either gotten to learn why it's not good to bahave as they did, and if they are incorrigible, or not practically corrigible, we kill them (call it "extinguish" all you like, but it certainly always feels like murder). Now and again, we meet people who we mostly agree in suspecting that they are multiple persons in one human body. --Not OP

Sounds like DID/MPD, multiple personality disorder. You should try praying to Jesus for help. I will also pray to you. https://vigilantcitizen.com/vigilantreport/the-world-of-mind-control-through-the-eyes-of-an-artist-with-13-alter-personas/ https://vigilantcitizen.com/hidden-knowledge/origins-and-techniques-of-monarch-mind-control/ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALqtHZ7Zciw

>>2343 1) Actual, non-bullshit DID is rare to the point that I would bet my life that OP doesn't have it. 2) Praying to anything only serves to make people feel less bad about things that are out of their control. I would suggest talking to a professional rather than someone who doesn't even exist.

>>2107 > Now there people with cars going around abusing this Not sure you'll see this, but go watch some vids from "Ella Free" and etc. on youtube. You'll figure it out eventually. Beware there are many who "poison the well" with nutty stuff. The truth is surrounded by muddy waters. This is real and public knowledge: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/long-fuse-big-bang/201503/mental-telepathy-is-real In secret things are more advanced... Remember: "Truth in Movies, Lies in the News." because, occultists love to troll and can't resist telling normal people secrets in a way they won't really understand, but now you might. Here are some movies everyone who thinks they have multiple personalities should watch, in order of least to more symbolic encodings: "Brainstorm", "Control Factor", "They Live", and of course, re-watch Serial Experiments Lain. It's about a real series of experiments... Welcome to the club, Lain. Protip: Lain loves you, try loving Lain back... and keep her secret, keep her safe! Let's Love Lain!

If you're interested in a technical theory of mind that may explain these phenomena, see https://www.greaterwrong.com/posts/u5RLu5F3zKTB3Qjnu/subagents-trauma-and-rationality and the rest of that sequence.