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>U20 >ELO : 2200, FIDE MASTER >working in theoretical computer science, mathematical logic, numerical analysis, analytic number theory, point set topology etc >code on most languages though prefer C, Lisp, Awk and posix shell >run gentoo with my own kernel, but have experience with most of the distors >wrote several malwares for unix systems >much more i seek group which will value my skills and accept me and i am willing to help and apply my theoretical and practical knowledge. I was preparing for this all my life.

What is there to do when you'll never be able to construct the machinery that gave you these skills without losing what makes one human? I disgress since that question is ultimately pointless in this context, how did you acquire such skills? I'm curious to what brought you to this point. Do you feel all the knowledge you've acquired has been in vain?

>>23767 thank you for your question. Yes I would agree with you. I wouldnt like to give too many details about my background, but it's very unique. Yes most likely I early stage NPD developing. I didnt have any tutors nor biological figures to show me example and teach me all this skills. All of this i acquired by didacting myself and spending hours in library and in my unix machines. I worked too much solo and i would like to contribute to some group and feel that I belong to somewhere because always executing my actions alone gives me too much stress and I would like to have some 'fun'. I am pretty anti-social person, but not autistic nor schizoid. More in narcissitic way. Here is my mail if you want to contact me or ask further questions and have some conversations : thanatosssssss@proton.me

I see you so many times in /b/, /soc/ and /g/ in 4chan (your self introduction is unequivocally characteristic). Learning is a lifelong process and the main point is either nonstop acquiring knowledge of any sort, interiorize it, and contribute in your fields of choice (which obviously are computer science and pure mathematics). The world needs most people like us (yes, another STEM bookworm here, but I'm quite older than you) to compensate the uselessness of normal people living on their primitive and tasteless pursuits.

Thank you! Yeah, I used to do that a lot in the past months just to fulfill my inner attention whore. I feel somewhat embarrassed now that I've spammed so much that people from different chans can easily recognize me. I'm tired of working solo; I want to be part of a team. I've done everything alone and independently all my life, but now I want to experience something new. Currently, I'm working on mathematical logic, and I'm genuinely interested and obsessed with most branches of mathematics, particularly the pure ones. Additionally, I'm super interested in analytic philosophy and other related fields. I also enjoy biology, especially evolutionary and behavioral biology.

>>23764 What kind of things do you like to do for fun? What projects or ideas are you interested in doing that you think would work great in a group setting? Any interesting problems you want to discuss and try to solve? Information you would like to exchange (we learn from each other and refine our understanding Feynman style)? All of these are great ways to connect with other intellectuals. I usually meet with smart people and professors to discuss ideas because it gives me a good opportunity to make new discoveries and ideas. >>23770 I used to be there. Once you start doing stuff as a team and forming social communities you begin to realize the beauty of people and learn a lot more. Life is a continuous process of growth and evolution after all. You sound like a very interesting person. I'd love to meet you sometime IRL and discuss ideas, get to know you as a person. Expect an email signed by and from a JB with my favourite prime number (the 30th prime number) and other primes with a similar pattern/shape. >>23769 I'm convinced anyone can do great things given the right opportunities and pursuits, we've just been conditioned to overlook them and they've been conditioned to suppress that creativity and intellect as "other". The world is full of interesting and deep lives just like yours and mine, with immense complexities and nuances and purposes that we can't begin to fathom unless we reach out and meet them. Whole tapestries we don't so much as glance becauese of narrow ideas of superior/inferior lives. Learning is a lifelong process colored by experience. There's no such thing as "useless" "normal" people, just people who haven't realized their potential yet, which could emerge at any time given the right conditions. That's the beauty of people: they're made to learn and adapt and do great things. So please, don't judge a book by its IQ score.

>>23770 *Logic*? Model theory is neat, but man is it dry. Topology is what I've always been into. Wrote my thesis on CW-complexes. Then again, all pure math is cool. Algebra and analysis are both infinite wells you might spend your whole life on. There's so much you honestly get a bit tired of it eventually cause the bottom ain't showing. Always wanted to really delve into AT, but god damn is it a lot of work. >>23774 Similarly, you see brilliant people squander their opportunities and potential by falling into apathy. Yes, I personally think that the capacity to do something "interesting" or "great" is mainly up to confidence and mood. Two things that are very difficult to control on one's own, but hey. Sometimes I feel like I could do something incredibly impressive, and then fall into long, flat depressive periods. Ok I don't have anything else. Uh. Here: if the compression doesn't destroy it, I encoded a long bit of prose into this image using a tool I coded over the past couple days, see if you can find it. Use a bit of modular arithmetic. Maybe it's too obtuse a puzzle, might be, lol.

if you can prove you're not honey, sure, ill drop you an invite.

>>23777 >>23774 Thank you for your reply. Everything I do is for fun. I enjoy puting myself in that intellectual katharsis. I read a lot of materials. I used to read a lot of books when i was younger, but now i prefer articles and materials and other more compact and straighforward content. I am not that much obsessed with chess as I used to be, but now I can just play some daily arenas on lichess(don't ask my @ I don't want to give any information YET). I have opportunity to spend time with girls that like me, but I don't. I honestly don't care about that. I wouldn't mind if tehre was possibility to create cryptographic or just encoding models for the group. Now I am super intersted in computational complexity and I have some ideas on how I can attack PvsNP problem. My main approach is gonna be to prove that MDRP theorem is a decision problem and I want to encode any diophantine equation to SAT problem and since HTP has negative solution the implication of that will be that P != NP if MRDP is NP hard problem. I didn't got the email, I hope its not, because this blank protonmail account is blocking your requests. >I'm convinced anyone can do great things given the right opportunities and pursuits I'm afraid I have to disagree with you on this point. No I am convinced that forcing your brain to work is the scariest thing for your organism. Your brain is the most consuming organ while its tiny compared to others. It does everything for you to not think at all and he even gives you endorphins and cannabinoids when he doesnt let you to focus on something too much. People are different on fundamental level and are super different with their brain constuctions. There are very few homonoids who are able to really think and really perceive something, others just imitate and relay on their limbic and apish nature. >>23775 OKAY. I will start it right now. For me point set toplogy is pure branch of mathematical logic started by one of my favorite and unfortunately a bit underrated mathematician L. E. J. Brouwer. I enjoy very much going through his collected works on philosophy of mathematics. >>23777 I am ready to provide everything you want (sorry for english, it's my 4th language)

>>23779 English is your fourth language, really? I honestly assumed you were American (I saw your pictures in /soc/, as well), so now I conclude you are from North Europe or some region like Netherlands or Belgium (sorry if you find your privacy invaded, that is Internet however). I find interesting how genuinely passionate you look about contributing to science and Mathematics in a serious level (most other people are just soyboys creating 'explanatory' videos and low functioning narcs trying to feel smart in a NPC/redditor way). The PvNP goal is really great though.

>>23781 No I will take this as a punishment for opening my mouth too much in internet especially on degenerate websites hehe. I had the opportunity to go to IMO, but I had trouble with my documents and couldn't live my country legaly until I am 18, so I had to be coach assistant for national IMO team when I was 14. I can't agree or disagree with your conclusion, but it would be funny if you could explain why you are sure that I am from North Europe. Anyway, I will give you some hint. No my country is not polylingual.

>>23782 I am not 'sure' but I just think it possible due most Scandinavians have acceptable to decent fluency in English, and often they talk several languages (in contrast to Spain, Italy and Romania in that order, who are full of uneducated monolingual subhumans with 80s IQs). I am European too, and English neither my first language (besides being reasonable fluent at), and find the European really boring and limiting compared to USA (anyways there are habitable countries as well authentic buttholes). The only attractive of Europe in my opinion is their past history and legacy - nowadays is just a null and pathetic territory.

>>23783 Okay, I see your point now. I wouldnt label my english as fluent for sure. I never was thought english and all I know is from the technical literature I read for last 3 years, and from videos I watched in english. I would say my english understanding is fluent, but when it comes to expressing my own thoughts which do not have technical nature, I find myself always missexpressing myself often using wrong terms. English is for me very counter-intuitive language, maybe its because I started to learn it only for last 3 years. But yeah, english by far is my worst language.

>>23781 are you joking ? Hes clearly not american even just from the OP.

>>23786 Well, most Americans are illiterate and commit typos over and over again. British people are the only with a real proficiency compared with them and ESL people.

>>23788 Thought: it's actually kind of funny, you can probably locate someone to a rough native language group based on their typos and grammatical mistakes with relative ease. For example, Indians say "tell what is this thing" instead of "what this thing is". It all comes from the mind translating idiomatic expressions from the more familiar languages. I notice myself, occasionally, making grammatical errors that only make sense once I think about how I'd express the same thought in my native language. ...So you might be betraying your anonymity to a small degree by simply not being fluent. I bet you could write a bot to analySe these things pretty easily. Correlate grammatical structures.

>>23789 In effect, and independently of which language are you spoken in, it is possible to identity a concrete individual by their own vocabulary and lexical style even if they're trying to be unfamiliar. In forensics sciences that got a name but I don't remember which right now. The evolution of AIs are both pretty passionating and dangerous IMO...

>>23789 >>23790 That's how Uncle Ted got caught.

>>23775 That sounds fun! It's stegonography with modular arithmetic! I'll start working on it!

>>23779 > I do it for the fun of it > PvNP I like you! People like you are always the most interesting to talk with! >I didn't get the email No worries. I've been busy but I will send it to you within the next 3 days. I'll leave a message here same time I send it to verify against imitators. >I'm afraid I have to disagree with you on this point I'm a philosopher at heart. Disagreement is the friction that starts the fire of discovery. It allows us to discuss, imagine, contemplate, and refine our ideas. That multiplicity is what makes science, mathematics, and philosophy so fun to engage in. I think the modern age has significantly devalued divergent thinking, diversity of ideas, and disagreements as a kind of taboo sadly. > Brainwork is scary and hard so it doesn't want to do it The brain is a pliable thing. Gym rats feel great after a workout because they've learned to associate the soreness with progress. Likewise, you and I have learned in our lives to associate the process (not even necessarily finding the solution) of solving problems as enjoyable. I think it works in the reverse too, if authorities teach you to associate thinking with pain and discomfort then you're less likely to do it right? I think it's mainly just that the education system is built to impose conformity and uniformity. You're right that people are different, and people will have different interests that don't necessarily overlap with ours. I do believe that people are naturally curious but that they are discouraged from thinking and curiosity and openness and wonder by a complex system of internal and external limiters. There's a reason Einstein hated the German school system so much. I'm reminded of that essay "A Mathematicians Lament" by Paul Lockhart (see attached). I'm a believer in people's immense potential, it's just a matter of giving them the opportunities to realize it. I believe in your potential too, you've definitely got the passion and ambition. I'm sure with the right academic connections it can be furthered. But to cut a very long discussion short, we can have a multi-hour debate/discussion about this, math, and lots of other stuff in person over some coffee/tea (on me), I do with my sociologist friend and various professors about all sorts of stuff. Do you like boba? Hope to hear from you again soon, through email too!

>>23792 I've been coding it all day. Without spoiling too much, I've made it very robust over the past day. I can share the tool if/when someone solves it. For example, this image contains the current source code for it, hah. I'll keep tweaking it, though. I can still decode the previous image so this one should remain intact, too, fingers crossed. Oh and I can give some tips if you're stuck. There's a couple arbitrary things in the encoding that aren't really insourmountable, but might require an annoying amount of tinkering. The modulus is different- couldn't fit all the data otherwise. I calculated the image size somewhat precisely. Here's a pretty substantial tip: A message begins and ends with the same sequence (unless the message overflows the image, in which case the ending may be partial or missing.)

>>23791 thought uncle ted got caught because his brother knew his handwriting. >>23789 I played with setting up a solution to this problem by trying to feed your words through translator software to adjust how you word everything just a little. comes out...unnatural but perhaps foiling such strategies. Prepositions and articles, frequently tricky things that strangers get caught up at.

>>23788 Lol, have you seen British people type? If so it might not have been a representative sample. If you find your way into the land of the lowest common denominator where Joe Normal writes posts on the social, you'll find stuff just as braindead. These people don't even understand that "as well" is two words ffs

>>23796 wha' a'e ye sayin' na' fo'? na's wun wo'd ma'e

>>23793 No I do not believe that peoplare are naturally curious. No I do not believe that you can dislike a subject only because you had a 'bad teacher'. Your analogy is with gym rats seems satisfying from the first look, but if you will try to look at this question more deeper and with more brain anatomy knowledge, I think you will agree with me that the analogy is incorrect. Why it is wrong ? Because brain doesn't amount of 'drug' hormones that your brain stimulates from physical and mental exercies is completely different. Our apish nature doesn't value SMARTNESS at all. We are not a product of only a natural selection, but also we are a product of artificial selection. Gym rat feels pleasure because he can see his results pretty quickly compared to mental exhausten . Being physically strong will affect oyur survival much more than solving 10 differential equations simultaneously in your brain. Our apish nature has 3 principles; DOMINANTNESS, REPRODUCTION, FOOD. If what you do doesnt affect your your apish principles, your brain will not let you to do that. You can't force your brain to work if its not because of dominantness. If its not for showing how big is your brain. Your brain is 2 % of your body mass and still it uses 25% of everything you consume. And this when you are not even trying, when you are not even focused on something. Brain is our enemy, brain is the most disgusting thing in the universe. You can't convience your brain that it needs all of this abstraction. Only via realising our apish nature and our miserability. Thank you for your positive commens and I happy that there are people who find me interesting and yes i love coffee too. Unfortunately I dont have any academic contacts. NOTHING. I am not enrolled to any academic institue and I dont even have high school diploma. I never had formal education. My conditions are really unique and really interesting, though I can't open brackets why all of this happened. I live on the money that I got from chess tournaments, my maths olympiad coaching days and the from the projects that I contributed.

>>23798 *sorry I am tired now. I didn't even check what i wrote, thats why it looks this retarded. Bear with me

>>23798 > no academic contacts > self studied That’s all the more reason to form one then. I’m building a network for the love of it and because it will facilitate innovation like the penny universities of old. Your conditions are unique and show a lot of promise, I’m convinced with the right resources anyone can go far. You still have a lot more potential to realize, so I pray for your journey to be rich in abstractional growth and wonder. God willing many people will realize their fullest potential and make a great impact through it. > I can’t open brackets why all this happened That’s fine, we will discover that together soon enough. We are mysterious to ourselves, learn of it through self reflection and the world around us. > you can’t convince your brain it needs all this abstraction Then how did we convince our brains it needs all this abstraction? How did inventors convince their societies? From a brains eye view planning to corral a bunch of bison off a cliff for food is basically the same as solving the Riemann hypothesis. The brain is surprisingly adept at generalizing stuff. That’s my theory for why at least. Not gonna pretend I have all the answers here though. > brain is disgusting Be kind to your brain, friend > thank you for your positive comments > I’m happy you find me interesting Always my pleasure to spark a little joy in an otherwise cynical world. I’m happy you’re happy. It’s always great to meet interesting people and get wrapped in the tangle of their lives, strangers are just friends we haven’t met yet after all <3 > Coffee Awesome! I’m more of a tea guy but I’ll find a good coffee place when I visit.