To this day I feel like crap for having broken up with her, but it’s okay, I was a dumb and confused teenager, what really hurts is the way I did it. Anyway, the two of us were always very connected through art, that’s how we met, so being able to draw alongside her, even if she has no idea it’s me, just being able to doodle on the same 'paper' as her took me back to that time and brought me great comfort.