how do you percieve love?

I've always hated all the primitive needs and instincts we have as animals. I hate having to pee, poop, sweat, throw up, cry, etc. I hate having sexual desire and the need to belong in groups of people, because numerous bad experiences and embarrasing attempts of being like everyone else made me realize that I do not function correctly with other people. I've never experienced anything enjoyable in being a human besides art and nature. I had totally forgotten what love felt like... or at least that was the case just a couple weeks ago. I met someone who is making me feel pure love. The kind of love you feel when you're a kid, before being corrupted by trauma, hate and sexuality. What I am experiencing right now feels out of the physical form of things. The thing is, all the years of avoiding human beings, isolation from the world and self hatred have make me completely useless at everything, I know nothing on the matter of relationships or even about the basic daily life situations and how to act under any circumstances. What do you think? I was certainly not happy about the idea of feeling love again but this seems out of my control. Do you think pure love can be stronger than self hate and social struggles and make someone finally feel as part of this world?

Holy soykaf please go outside. Unironically,it helped me -- and may help you. Maybe true love can help you with this, but you probably will change, and because of it your love won't last. It may sound silly, but thats literally how it works. Just try to be happy now while its happening, and do not regret any choice you make.

love is a combination of natural affection and proper sense of duty. everything else they call love is actually just lust or some insecurity or fear of being alone or some other cognitive bias. everything else in your post is empty ramble. can't care to answer it, not now at least. if you want to get better you teach yourself to stop those thoughts. refer to Epictetus, he's the sober man that can actually explain how sobriety is beneficial without unloading any brainfart on you like academic "philosophers" or "psychologists" do. start doing something finally, glitterboy. you're stamping on the same spot, sometimes rounding small circles as a pretense of making a step. stop bitching around. shut the fuarrrk up and start applying force finally. grind it down. day by day, year by year in a silent agony grind it down until you're victorious. grow up damn it. stop being a lazy pussy that gives up in the face of every little inconvenience. life's isn't there for you to take pleasure and sun yourself incessantly. start being something. start doing something. you don't achieve anything by posting around. listen to God. i'm paid by the hour and yet God wants me to tell it all to you. finally perceive the fuarrrking message >>41746 >true love how to spot a clueless glitterboy without breaking a sweat

>wants me to tell it all to you i mean instead of working. if i slack away too much hours don't count. i sacrifice myself for God perceive it you fools

>>41747 >>41746 Thank for your messages, I will try to do everything in my power to make things better for me and everyone else, starting today.

love is a feeling, it emerges from 'primitive needs and instincts' just as much as all the things you hate. It's not some kind of transcendent what-have-you. Maybe what is needed is an acknowledgement that the 'merely physical' body is actually fine. Anyway, get on with your life.

There is only one thing that you absolutely have to do in life, and that is die. That makes peeing, pooping, sleeping, eating, etc entirely optional. Your choice.

I can’t relate. I can feel love for every female that is physically attractive. I’m an absolute beast.

>>41748 I feel it bro, you are changing fate as you engage.

>>41785 DISENGAGE DISENGAGE I HAD IT ALL FRIGGING WORKED OUT FATE WAS IN MY HANDS DISENGAGE NOW ANON