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Right now, most of every waking moment I have is soykaf. Nothing I want to actually do with myself is accessible to me right now. Leaving it all feeling bland. How do you find joy in life when it isn't going the way you want it?

>>29771 >How do you find joy in life I just enjoy reality

religious philosophies stemming eventually from apocalyptic judaism

I smoke weed everyday all day. No it doesnt work well, but its better than being sober.

>>29771 Meditation on breathing.

stop watching porn & go outside

>>29875 Same. Where do you hang out?

it's good to have dreams and you shouldn't give up on them but becoming a slave to your idea of a perfect future is only going to bring you stress and sadness. enjoy life while you're still alive. Not sure how old you are but once you hit like 24, months start feeling like weeks and it only speeds up from there. try and find some happiness in your current life. I'm not telling you to become complacent and give up on growing. I'm just saying being obsessed with sustained endless growth will make you miserable.

Take better care of yourself and your surroundings. Clean your living space, start a skincare routine, eat healthier. It'll give you a routine while also making you feel healthy and clean. Deepen your existing friendships. Soon enough you'll find joy in those little things. I believe in you lainon.