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I used to have night terrors when I was really little, or so my parent told me. I don't have em anymore, my dreams are usually weird at best and terrible at worst. I enjoy the ones when I have to run away, cause inhe the dream I am actually quite comfortable and I know the feeling of propelling myself from thr eats (zombie hordes, powerful single foes etc. The only rules there are "you can not kill them, whatever thing you manifest to help, you must run forever or engage in annoying back and forth dodging (think spam rolling In dark souls feel except the boss never takes damage to go despite clear hits)). I have encounted a sleep paralysis type entity, but only two times. One when I was about nine, a large dark figure walked towards my doorway and I hid under the blanket till I mustered the courage to look, and the the last when I was 18, it stood In the room, close to the doorway, and it was bright outside enough to leak into the room but when I went to leave it was like a fuzzy but steel force that pushed me back everytime I managed to push my top half up to get out of the rom. I have, courtesy of my mother and in turn grandfather's library been introduced to astral travel, lucid dreaming, magic when I was little, though I tried some exercises by not much success and it is not enough to rely on now.

fuarrrk sorry, I didn't know there was already a dreams board. I'll just continue? The few rare times I have felt truly good in a dream were when the dream is fairly immersive and I experience some kind of gain, this one time I got a gf and the memory remaind after for days it was so vivid.. I always have some degree of self awareness in dreams but only partial hence why I can pull off reality bending soykaf. But it doesn't work? Anyway that's enough. This is probably nothing, but I had a different dream last night. I was hopping trains (another common dream off mine) there were lions? On the train that kept following me cause they were attached or something so when I got on a train I hadn't payed for off of one I had, they followed me. This cause d trouble with their owners (the railway people) and they then took me down to the last carriage of the one I was on along with two of my mostly patien companions one of which was this hot blonde I was totally gonna bang because I was bored and the dream seemed to be taking control to move me somewhere then It would be cool. The female business ceo chick thing not the highest authority really and no not totally hot just average older lady handed me a note with some kindo f message I forgot, I remember some place namelike iversland or iversouland iversoland iversulnd, I was thinking it sounded like some euro pp lace I knew of. We where then transported to a ocean sort of warm it was day. Were were near an a featureless sand island about 12 Meters above see level and reached it after 60 minutes of swimming time dilation made it feel like 30 seconds. There we sore it was covered in squids or octopuses? Anyway the companions were acting super sus and ok with it and trying to get me to like it I was like yeah nah and when one of the animals started talking and slipping into the water I hoped the fuarrrk out and swam off but the weird thing is. I couldn't pull off any reality warping I couldn't go fast I couldn't teleport away and it latched onto my back and it was terrible and I don't want to sleep again I know it's not just a dream it's like I was visited by entities tryina be authoritarian or something Tryna punish me for all my years of not obey dream

had a dream today where the internet was actually a massive spiderweb connected by two poles like energy lines built by some sort of strange mantis-like creature with psychic powers that killed anyone that disrupted its 'webbin. Pretty cool huh?

>>28610 >Op Actually yeah that's pretty fricking cool.

God, Jesus wants you to be in heaven (spiritual utopia) Satan wants you material (transhuman utopia). This is a war, but not in the way cringe judaists think(both Christian and satanist). If you accept atheism, degeneracy etc living without morals (cold hard universe, morality =subjective) then you are in that atheist reality. If you "accept Jesus" you instead go to heaven. Hell is just being without God, Satan's world is materialistic "you are a flesh automaton piloted by neurones", this is why they want to become their own Gods. Think about it God of the Bible is an egotistical cunt, of course he thinks it would be hell to not worship and be with him and instead do live under a different master. In the end everyone wins. The Christians get to do what they love and suck on God's holy hole, and the atheists get their I love science brave new world. Satanists are a third wheel and irrelevant cringe larpers, it's really just Christians and atheists. What I want to do is split off and open source make my own augments so that I can become a God without being shackled to the Gay hivemind.