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hello lainons, as most of the userbase on this site are teenagers / young adults, i came to expose a problem, maybe it is silly or retarded, but i feel i need help from someone who has gone through or experienced the same, i was humiliated and excluded my whole elementary and high school, in the sixth grade, about 4 boys kept humiliating me, cursing me, hitting me, and even spitting in my face, this has happened several times, when I tried to do something against it never worked, they were in 4 and bigger than me, I was never someone who was an asshole or a retard, I was always more in my and quieter, I never got into big problems because I always avoided them, treated everyone with respect and equality, but they made me a little bitch, that went on for years, what resulted in a huge inferiority complex and lowering my self-esteem to a minimum, in high school they excluded me from all group activities and even if they had no purpose to talk to me, I really feel like soykaf because I cry and sometimes I cry for the same, I go to the gym for a while to get stronger, I would like to be more respected, and have more friends, as I do to reverse this situation, I ended up becoming more introverted and depressed by these events, I never had parents very much present, and I don't know what to do, which one who has gone through the same or identifies himself could help me?

>>19406 I went on similar problems, but someday I just cracked, if the world hates you, so return the hatred.

Report them to the authorities, and look at the light at the end of the tunnel when high school ends and you no longer have to interact with them in any form.

>>19406 sorry too young for lainchan rofl... anyways u should get some muscle for self defense. Only the tortured turn into torturers, sane and sound people dont do that soykaf.

>treated everyone with respect and equality Unfortunately this works well only in imaginary world that exists in the Internet. Respect and equality must be earned, not given. Really, you don't need to seek for respect and friends, the more you ask for it the more repulsed people will be. It doesn't mean you have to stop trying to make new friends, it is just something that can't be asked or can't be a goal in itself. Respect yourself, always stand for yourself, do not put yourself below others, learn to have fun with yourself, learn how to accept loneliness. Accept yourself and uniqueness of your life experience, even if being so unpleasant - it is still your legacy. Work on your ideals. If you have no confidence in yourself you have no future. The firmer stand on the ground you have the more life you experience, people will follow. Many will follow you wish you never seen in your life, this is why unpleasant experience is still a valuable experience. Seeing the bottom of social life you already know something about life and people that others don't. Not in any circumstances put yourself as being inferior because of some cunts and never give a way to social pressure, it got me to the point I seriously considered to commit kys, thankfully I was a coward enough. >>19407 I've seen too many people who were physically adult but mentally a kid who was never able to overcome humiliation they took back then, and it really shows off in their behavior. They bear hatred for things everyone forgot about, and it seems to hold them tight.

Moved to >>>/hum/31946.