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Christmas alone general >what did you get yourself for christmas? >did you call family? >Cooking something special? >Watching anime/vidya/tv/etc How's your christmas going lainon's?

been smoking alot of weed and dabbing, finished off a bottle of wine. Ive been playing habbo and doing a little fuarrrkboy lines of cocaine. when the clock strikes twelve im gonna go nuts.

Mostly just relaxing. My relatives are all gone, save for a few of the bible-thumping variety. Today I went out to do some reading, made some lunch, read the news, etc. Tomorrow I'll treat myself to a breakfast at the local restaurant and then maybe come back and work on some hobby stuff. Later in the week I have an appointment to donate blood. For myself I think that's the more important thing.

You are not alone, OP! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

>>10394 >>10395 >>10393 Marry Christmas, Hannah, holidays to all of you Lainon's

Merry Christmas ya filthy animals, and remember you're never alone because no matter where you are, we're all connected.

I got myself a lot of stuff during cyber Monday which I'm still really enjoying. I took off a bunch of days from work so I have 12 consecutive days off including weekends. I'm planning on cooking something nice in the Crock-Pot soon. Overall, im very comfy and am doing my best to relax despite the cold I've had for the past week. Merry Christmas everyone and best wishes for the new year.

Everyone is alone all the time, even when around other people we are alone You just need to realize this to stop being lonely You can be alone but not feel lonely

>>10397 I can't afford internet at home and if I could, my credit rating is so poor they'd probably never agree to it. The library is barely open this time of year either.

>>10392 >>10429 I know the feels lainon, do you also sit outside in the cold dark to browse the chans because the door is locked?

>>10430 No because Tim Hortons is much closer and more likely to be open... if it's cold though and I can't afford to sit down to buy some coffee, I open a bunch of pages and save them, then go home and read them.

>>10406 Hey lain, you seem like you've gotten pretty good at beating loneliness. I've always had trouble with being alone, and even know that I have people around me I still can't handle the little time I'm alone. How did you learn to spend time with yourself?

>>10435 it all kinda started with highschool loneliness and having to supplement that with internet. After that I went into talking to myself and experimented a little bit with visualization of other "me"s talking to me in my minds eye. Then when people started catching that I was laughing at my own jokes that I said to myself they kinda got scared and suspicious which pushed them away more, but few even closer due to morbid curiosity. I soon after that understood that those people will never be more interesting in their prehashed social interactions and one liners you have already heard 1000 times than you could with your two sided debate with yourself over trivial non issues. Don't get me wrong, I am not alone by any means now. In fact there are few crazy people I attracted with my double entendre. crass jokes and bold statements about mundane topics. They're just a "don't need but want" kind of social relationship where I feel loneliness is a selfish feeling that pushes you to force others onto oversocialization with no goal or point but merely self masturbatory purposes. Of course that is not all I do to supplement my time, but that is most of the social side I do to keep me placated. Other things include my hobbies and general chores.

>>10467 you are lucky lain. I'm so happy for you. I thought I found love but apparently it was false.

It's all over and now I'm the happiest person among all of you, my dear Lainos (not seeking for attention, just...I don't know, want to share my happiness). I've fallen in love with one person about 9 months ago and now this person sleeps in my bed with me and my kot, I'm not alone since this day. Wish you to be happy this year, my friends

>>10468 Thank you. Don't worry, you'll find the true one, because if it had fallen this means it wasn't that one, huh? I believe it