I live

ahh, I've never posted here before but I think I will give it a try- The only thing I am really wondering is if there's anyone else like me. I feel empty. The only time I don't feel empty is when I'm online. My life is through the internet. No, I don't use any social media accounts I hate being known to people but I live through just sitting here on a computer all day talking to random people I find in chatrooms. I've truly lost all social skills with the real world and when I discovered Lain she gave me a sense of release. idk why I'm venting to a random website online yet again but here I am. Maybe you'll see me again somewhere xd goodbye

I can relate anon. Sorry, feels bad that no one replied to this wholesome post. I hope you're doing okay.

how long do you think we will live i wish i knew

Hi OP I used to feel a lot and wanted to be around people even tho it was hard for me to interact with them, now I sometimes feel for people but most of the time it's sorrow. I am only capable of being alone and also only communicate online. If I didn't have a mirror I would assume I had no body.

u might be schizoid or like adjacent stuff especially if u dont feel u have a body unfortunately there isnt really a guide or support for helping ourselves and most therapists dont know anything about the disorder so ur kind of on your own unless u can find people online to talk about it and stuff :( wishing you luck lainons, life is weird and tough but i believe in all of you

a few years late, but i hope youre doing better. i think the effort to post this is proof to me that you do indeed have an inkling of desire to be recognized by others. i believe you can learn these behaviors back if you haven't & have continued with this solitary lifestyle. digital technology, especially the entirety of cyberspace, breeds isolation unfortunately. there's a balance to be had. anywho, what i'm saying is if you expose yourself to others & the potential of being rejected, etc. etc. you can change. i think in your case change is very necessary, because this is a sad life to lead. i hope you're holding up ^_^ i used to be like you, so the vent resonated. have a good day