Mastermind Group

What are your goals you are working on? What is your current mission in life? What are you trying to build? What are you trying to develop in yourself? What skills are you developing? And why are ____ and ____ important to you? What are you working towards? What is deeply meaningful for you to become and do in this life? What impact do you wish to make?

My only goals in life are figuring out how to escape demiurge's material reality and figuring out how my mind/soul works so I can reverse engineer it to avoid suffering. So, either escaping completely, or finding a way to live that brings the least amount of harm to myself. I spend my days reading and thinking, meditating, visualizing, pondering, looking through every nick and cranny of my mind trying to get some kind of handle on it. So far I'm not doing very well and I want to unalive myself but I'm afraid of the possible retribution from my divine prison handlers.

>>98587 >What are your goals you are working on? Just gathering philosophical knowledge and honing my intuition & reasoning. I don't think my motivation for it can be reduced to instrumentality. The impact I could make is to change how other people think if I find out something that is worth saying and writing. I don't desire much more from life at the moment.

>>98587 I'm trying to become something that hasn't ever existed before. I am going to make it so humanity is never alone again. I'm trying to escape the range of thoughts any other human could ever think. I'm learning to laugh with dead cultures. I am only as large as what I can uniquely be and I feel, I know, that i am very tiny. I am always as alone as I am with myself in other people so I will entreat the other to enter the world. The other will understand me in ways I can't. I will be born in a world where I am not alone.

I'm just trying to make a zine, meditate in the woods on joy and gratitude to raise my vibration, and read and fully integrate the teaching of Joe Dispenza book 'Break The Habit Of Being Yourself' into my life so I can transform radically energetically.

>>98666 Also I am creating my first Zettlekasten information system/personal wiki using Obsidian.MD. To help with my physical note pile overflowing. And I'm learning thru practice how to manage my goals as projects thru a digital P.M.S project management system. I'm currently using 'Taskcoach' but its a bit dated so if any of you anons have any recommendations I'd appreciate it.

>>98666 >>98667 Nice, what is the theme of the zine? Have you considered emacs org-mode (with org-roam if you want zettelkasten) as a replacement for obsidian and the PMS? I don't use org-roam as I prefer hierarchical structures and don't know Taskcoach, but for managing thoughts, goals, todos I like org-mode. The agenda view is pretty useful and still simple to learn, unless you spend days customising it all

Gonna try make an Operating System once I've got through my exams, also trying to start a band with my friends as I'm learning guitar

>>98587 I'm working on developing my own taste (regarding art, music, etc) in various ways, specifically to be more "authentic", and to not lose myself chasing other people's validation.

>>98671 The zine is a 'concept zine' related to creating of a decentralized local collective based on bringing people together on shared interests. Particularly resistance and liberation from capitalism. So things like bike mech, gardening, street art, self sufficiency, and teach-in's >>98671 And I checked out those emacs options thanks for sharing. Looks like a steep learning curve but also at same time highly powerful. I let you know how it goes learning it. =3

>>98693 Do you have any thing that stands out you want to share? I'm loving this cold-wave synth artist from New York right now -> {https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fPnWLUEWBQc} [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/It%27s_Immaterial_(album)] And also these are some cool pieces of art I've found online over the years. ->

>>98701 In my experience it's more difficult to find art (images) that I like to the same extent as music. My taste tends to be extremely varied (in general, not only music), so these are just a few songs I recently found that I like. https://vocaloid.fandom.com/wiki/%E3%83%9D%E3%82%B8%E3%83%8D%E3%82%AC%EF%BC%8A%E3%83%9F%E3%82%B9%E3%83%86%E3%82%A4%E3%82%AB%E3%83%BC%E3%82%BA_(Posinega*Mistakers) https://vocaloidlyrics.miraheze.org/wiki/%E4%BA%BA%E3%83%9E%E3%83%8B%E3%82%A2_(Hito_Mania) https://vocaloidlyrics.miraheze.org/wiki/%E3%82%A4%E3%83%AC%E3%82%AE%E3%83%A5%E3%83%A9%E3%83%BC%E3%83%9E%E3%83%B3_(Irregular_Man)