I'm faced with uncertainty like the depths of an ocean at night. We can only learn what lies below the surface after we've jumped in. I've become a strong swimmer over the years though and the uncertainty isn't nearly as intimidating this time. I have good swim instructors around me that see potential in me and will work to help me swim strong faster than I could on my own. On the edge of the boat, I stand in the darkness. The quiet slosh of the water below is almost calming despite that feeling of uncertainty welling up inside. I have the confidence this time though and the swim will be a good one.