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Just imagine that you actually have to post along with people who are insecure enough to post their photos on fuarrrking imageboards. Just imagine getting away from social media, because you don't want this kind of people to pop up only to realize it's still them basically everywhere. I guess that's what you get living in the PRESENT DAY where state of forums is so bad you have to promote your board on social media. I wonder what stops them from implementing registration and avatars. This anonymity is now barely a laughable joke, because now you don't exist along with people who want fair discussion (or a fun one) that is enforced by anonymity, but with people who use anonymity as a hiding cloak for all their frustrations and insecurities arisen from their failures in their relevant social media. And then they go back to the social media and normalfail again. And then return to give grief to others here. It was less of a striking problem when social media still were not an indisputable monopoly over the wired. And then you expect somebody to take imageboards seriously. What a joke. And you don't even have means of escaping, because heavily normalfagged boards are simply infested with a different kind of social media users. True Anonymous is so small a group of people that we can't even reliably reach out towards each other.

>>81531 What solutions can you think of lainon?

>>81532 Suicide is a neat one. Giving up is also pretty good. Isolation should work as well. I'd honestly like to see you dodge the flood of outsiders in a mobile phone world of social media. I'd suggest banning the people but it's useless. Whoever has so low self esteem as to post photos on imageboards can't be prevented from ban evading. You're one of them, aren't you. Such an irony that I speak to you as if you were Anonymous.

>>81533 fuarrrk off, suicide is for vagina worshipers/male cuddling haters only, real ones dont deserve suicide, they deserve cuddles and love.

>>81533 >suicide >giving up >isolation I do not think these are "good" solutions lainon. >you are one of them I haven't posted my pictures on imageboards but I can agree on the low self esteem point. I do have social media, mainly instagram and twitter but I have my reasons. Twitter to follow some artists and download their artwork (gallery-dl). My instagram account is pretty much dead. As of in this site, I AM anonymous. Why do we fight each other lainon? I can however understand your anger regarding soymedia users infiltrating imageboards and spreading their pathetic attitude everywhere. I too am sick of it. Also the reason why I stopped going to 4c*ck

>>81534 Gay users like you should be the first to suicide or be derezzed from internet altogether. Death seems preferable to me than cuddling a male. If I ever get stronger than my fears I will sooner die than cuddle a male. Go cuddle a knife. I am STRAIGHT and I am only tolerant so long as you don't try to stick your gay fingers up my ass. You are one of those making internet pathetically unusable place. >>81535 >I do not think these are "good" solutions lainon. Uh-oh too bad, there doesn't seem to be much of any other solution. You can go balls deep in moderation but I have never seen it ending well, which is understandable. >I do have social media Too bad that I don't care. >I AM anonymous You may be anonymous, but are you really Anonymous? You try so bad to speak eloquently I am thinking you're just coming here to chill after a hard day of being a normal user. Ah, so tired of mindless cattle that you try your best to be nice and intellectual, aren't you? Must be a hard burden to bear. >Why do we fight each other lainon? What do you suggest we do? Make out like true STRAIGHT men? I don't even know why you need the veil of being "anonymous". That you stopped visiting 4chan doesn't really tell me anything because I have never been a regular at all, the last time I opened the site was 3 years ago and I wanted to steal some arts for an anime I liked very much, because I didn't feel like booring. Anyway you answered my post, so what did you want with me?

>>81534 I get it, you’re a boy kisser. But why are you so against women and straight people? >>81536 > I am straight Sure buddy. You wouldn’t be so flustered by the suggestion of cuddling with a homie if you were. >>81530 >>81531 Internet is a dead mall. Corpo own the wire to own your mind and your identity. I am sad about that. Hoping the fediverse or something can free us from the corponet and it operant conditioning.

Got derezzed off 4chan again. Also had a falling out with my only friend. Not really sure what I'm doing wrong but I don't get along well with other people. Just when I think it's going okay things randomly turn south & I get derezzed or whatever. Oh well. Might just take a sabbatical for like a week. No socializing. I'll just play video games and listen to podcasts. I feel drawn to other people but somehow it just never ever goes well. If I could find a way to live totally alone it would be perfect

>>81599 You can't live alone forever though. Need regular human contact to keep yourself sane.

sometimes i feel i don't deserve to post here

boys are the best!!! I like how it makes people in here seethe that a male could like other males.

>>81606 bonds are the best but at the same time harder to maintain long term. you have to put your soul on it in order to have a chance to make it work while at the same time upgrading yourself.

>>81599 when i get ultra agitated, which feels like hypomania to be honest, i tend to unload such amount of crap on people that they just basically close their doors on me. i really can't help it, i just feel like i'm going to explode and as if the whole world turned suddenly so good and pleasant that i just can't keep it inside. it's funny because i won't live another few years. but it feels so much better than being suicidally depressed that i just can't afford to waste this euphoria on being idle and boring.

>>81606 it's admirable how being gay is the only thing that makes you feel good about your life

The reason I got so angry over being derezzed last night (not here) is that, for the first time in years I felt like I had made a connection on that website and people were actually showing interest in my passion. People said it was interesting, I thought somebody might leave contact info and we could discuss cool stuff for once. But no. It was deleted, and I'll never see them again. This is all my life is. It's just bad soykaf happening continuously. Before I woke up this morning, I had a dream about my dad trying to molest my sister. A dream like that happens every once or two weeks and at this point I've adjusted to it, it's normal. Just give me one good thing in life and I can shoulder all the bad stuff.

>>81612 share it here then.

>>81612 love between male friends more than ever. i want to live neither for mother nature nor for natural selection. i want my deeds to be meaningful and for a greater cause. i will give my best and should do the same too.

>>81606 U cute :3 >>81611 Why are u so mad, whats is your personal gain of it. Being frustrated about people feeling bounded?

Had a leftover from prev thread I didnt reply to in time >>81513 >I am like this as well, but I was always like this. >Most pleasures didn't make my gears turn like they to do most people. >Very apathetic and boring existence. I used to be more emotional and easily empathize. >My partner showed me though, that if I search for songs about feeling little, or movies about people dealing with depression, I can often relate, and thus feel more. > Specifically, a few things that impacted me were Touch by Daft Punk, Motivation is Dead by PinnochioP (and all these other depressed weeb robot songs from vocaloid), Clannad (the MC harms his shoulders and loses his ability to pursue his passion (a sport), and kinda just stops caring after that) and David Graeber Bullshit Jobs book. I have been trying to do something like this. I just dont know if it would help rewire my brain. >I agree with you, it's hard to find people who actually care deeply about others in this individualistic hellhole that we live in. I went in more detail here: >>81347 'Im not sure if it is even just heavy hierarchal Individualism but it likely contributes. Also seems as if the mental health industry trains people to be unempathetic toward others and gate keep them from friendships and romantic relationships they need demanding they change when the problems are largely societal not the individual themselves >Have you tried going on a non anonymous forum for people with depression, and trying to DM people there? >It's something I have been thinking about doing lately. >It feels like something really meaningful to do, that doesn't require much in terms of time or resources. >It can help people deeply while also helping oneself. >And most people on those forums rarely go the extra mile to help each other, despite a big problem for everyone being the same: feeling lonely. It's insane! >They could simply DM each other, but they don't. It's like a bunch of lesbians in a lesbian forum complaining together that they can't find women to date! >Maybe if you go there and DM them, you can find some kindred souls that have trouble keeping their sanity in this insane world. >As I said before, maybe one of the best ways to remedy loneliness and apathy is finding others with the same problem. >Sharing pain is a good way to create meaning and cope. I havent tried on forums like that but I for years had been connecting with people with problems because only they seemed to understand me but problems arise often like sometimes they suffer same behavior problems others do and push their views onto me on what i should want in my life, others cant handle other people's problems well at least not for too long and they isolate themselves or ditch specific people to get away from it or sometimes something bad happens to them and i dont even know if they are okay as to why they vanished and ive become traumatized. I like very cuddly comforting company mainly from girls but i am afraid of connecting with anyone again.

>>81622 I'm not mad I'm trying to assemble a mathematical model of a young gay to study it more closely, because they are seemingly are not subjected to either logic or reason. They sometimes fall in that smug woman state where they act as an obnoxious woman giving you grief for fun, because she knows you don't kick women. There are less reasons to not kick a gay man, but I have my doubts about beating doing anything to stop the gayness. I need a mathematical description.

oh my god please please im begging for everything to be on fire when i wake up i can't take living in this cyberpunk dystopian city any longer i want to live in the mountains with cats, friends, and cattle but i can't even afford it despite being significantly cheaper long term PLEASE CAN I HATE IPHONES AND PLASTIC

Aren't people getting bored of being constantly ironic and saying the most outrageous stuff or memes just for attention? This stuff has gotten super stale and its hard to believe people aren't sick of it. I would bet most of them dont know why they're still doing it

>>81627 I hated this soykaf when it was getting popular around 2016. fuarrrking teenagers

>>81627 have you ever said something not to draw attention?

>>81632 wew, way to go from one extreme to the next. Occasionally saying something for a reaction (maybe to be funny/provocative) is more effective and a whole lot less annoying than constantly being disingenuous and making soykafty, tired jokes.

>>81642 now tell it to them. i'm not trying to invalidate your right for anger, but it's like arguing about food. well somebody likes jokes you find unfunny, nothing you can about that. besides for normal users memes and other boring trash do not serve the purpose of recreation, but it is a glue for their petty social interaction. it keeps their collective mind integer and consistent. it also fills the void in their rotten souls

>>81646 So you're essentailly saying that people have different tastes? Well no fuarrrking soykaf they do. That doesn't mean there's a generally acceptable set of food that most everyone enjoys. There will be someone that enjoys slurping vomit with you while everyone else wants to eat bacon and eggs for breakfast, but that doesn't mean your taste in vomit is "equally valid" or whatever stupid construction people use now.

>>81648 what are you trying to say besides that you want media to adopt your sense of humor?

>>81652 What makes you think I'm saying that? I'm not. I'm agreeing with the initial post.

Posting here after a long time , feeling a lot of Anxiety these days with my faith. Sometimes I wonder if Islam is truth or not? if yes , why do I follow a false religion. Giving a soykaf ton of anxiety these days. Could just be Intrusive thoughts , I am trying to ignore it. Just not feeling good in life. Sleep schedule is completely reversed(Sleeping in the morning , waking in the night). Haven't got a job in 1 year. Just feeling so anxious these days. How have been fellow lains doing?

is this it? working until we're ~65 then dying? i'm turning 30 next year and i can't see myself doing this for much longer. i have what i feel is a dead-end job in a career i thought would suit me (cybersecurity) but it's full of annoying corpo dickheads with god complexes. i've already worked 8 years of my life into this career path with nothing to show. i live paycheck to paycheck, i don't own anything at all. is this what late stage capitalism is like? i'd rather be a NEET or a nomad at this point but i have a child to take care of; which i'm also failing at being the father i know i can be due to financial and work stress. i never get a day off unless it's a weekend - when i'm too exhausted to even do anything outside of laying around or playing videogames with my kid.

>>81687 I thought cybersecurity paid well, especially since you're not new but have had the job for 8 years. Do you spend too much on unnecessary things?

>>81687 The human brain and body isnt exactly evolved to handle infinite digital spaces. It needs physical things to interact with more. That plus socializing with people you dont really like is likely what is draining you. Also i hope your kid is getting enough open spaces outdoor time in daylight, it's needed for eye development otherwise myopia can set in.

>>81687 I don't have a job dude so you better stop complaining.

>>81688 Kids are expensive, hurr >>81687 I'm 20 and facing the same reality as you, but I can't even FIND a tech job, let alone any job. I live in a massive city, and have had well known PHYSICISTS and ENGINEERS FROM FANNG praise my skills, but I get NOTHING. I refuse to ever go back to living with my demonically evil parents, atp I'm deeply considering fuarrrking off into the mountains since I'm running out of money fast. I can't even find people discussing this online because of these stupid search algorithms and everyone my age being on hellhole social media platforms. Sure people exist irl but everyone else is also horribly depressed or brain broken. Even then despite how horny you imageboard fuarrrks are about normal people and free speech, most of you guys are nothing like me; an immigrant family woman that's colored which grew up chronically online, and importantly is grinding in the modern world. I don't' know what else to do either lainon, the amount of sociopathy in tech is absurd and AI is so close to replacing our skills. I really feel the modern world is a psychological hell.

>>81698 I dont either because I dont know if i could ever find any job that doesnt make me want to kill myself more than i already do.

>>81713 Having Bullshit Job is still better than having no job.

>>81702 >I don't' know what else to do either lainon, the amount of sociopathy in tech is absurd and AI is so close to replacing our skills. I really feel the modern world is a psychological hell. I totally feel you , have been 1 year I have been laid off from my job. I would have gone into a Tier-1 city and enjoyed life there but no , worked for 1 year in WFH , saved money but I barely use it for anything. Have lost all motivation to do anything apart from studying. I just study , get some interview here and there. Last time I went into a final round of an interview but they rejected me for last reason for some bullshit reason. Haven't landed an interview ever since. fuarrrk this economy man , i really really hate it , plus my anxiety is coming back Previously it was about Pedophilia and now it's about my religion , I know these are just intrusive thoughts but what I can say , I feel soykaf ton of anxiety nowadays. Plus have a lot of anxiety. Man we should really create a lainchan telegram or discord where people come and vent anonymously and talk with each other.

>>81720 Not for me. I mainly just dont want to have to work with people I dont really get along with or having to take orders from some boss when Im not very good at remembering instructions.

>>81724 Understandable bro/sis , I can see where you coming from. it gets annoying after a while.

>>81702 >I can't even find people discussing this online because of these stupid search algorithms and everyone my age being on hellhole social media platforms That's by design. There's obviously not enough resources for everyone to be happy and wealthy, regardless of what Elon Musk might say. This is the way they save their profits. Notice how you can't find anything on Google to help your problem, but if you search for top ten Rick and Morty fan theories you'll get college-level essays from multiple sources. You think that's a coincidence? The internet is being specifically designed to keep you dumb and broke. Hoarding of (actually useful) information is one of the ways they do that

>>81726 A lot of our modern problems issue is Capitalism , I really really don't like it. >Have to pay increasing rent >Buy a car cause government doesn't make good public transportation >Private Transports like Uber are expensive af >Food is getting expensive af >Salary for workers is Stagnant

Something multiplayer games have taught me is you can't place any expectations on the average person. If you get downed during a fight, and the enemy dies, don't expect your teammate to revive you even if you're right next to him. Most people will revive you, but there's a large number of people who just won't. Why? Who knows. Whenever this happens, my frustration is so immense that it kills the whole experience and there's no chance of having fun anymore. If you're hanging out with your friend and he randomly punches you in the face every day, you wouldn't want to hang out with him anymore. So I try the game in solo mode instead, and I realize I'm not having any fun, so I just quit the whole game. I dunno. That's life I guess.

>>81681 there's no true or false religion, don't get worked up about that.

>>81726 Are you wealthy?

>>81726 It's because actually useful sites dont practice SEO design practices that Google favors. They dont care about that kind of stuff just ad revenue. It got worse because almost every site uses Google ads, Google tags, and Google analytics.

>>81731 Thank you for kind words.

All the many corpses begin to speak What ignorance is cannot be argued over anymore It is too late for pleading white picket dreams Print you off, the shemps, the world is shrinking Rooted in a trivial concern, in interconnectedness In the need to make face and keep up And drown out the many voices within Imagine a culture that has, at its root A more soulful connection to land and to loved ones But I can hear the lie before you speak “There is nothing but progress to eat And we are so fat and so hungry” And the black wrists are cuffed in the pig van While the white shirt and tie in the tube car, distractional picture Pictures of beer and guilt about urges Sexual distrust and abandoned to nothingness Give me something I can nail myself to Give me a sharply-dressed talking head Who has something about them I trust and despise And what of it, anyway? These windows don't open They were designed to stay closed Shower, smoothie, coffee, commute Check the internet, never stop, never stop There is a scar on the soul of the world and it needs you to look The blood of the past is here, it remains The blood of the murders, the bodies like sacks leaking brain All stacked, chest aback on the planes, it remains To acknowledge without guilt, to accept without condition And to listen when other people tell you how you have behaved Truth is, it's for us to feel and be moved But I hear the clatter of bone against steel, it is coming It will not be stilled, it is there In the air, scorched white The reflection of sunlight on glass bouncing back into sunlight And glass bouncing back, industrialized Denial, business as usual So roll your eyes, shake your head, turn away and call me names I'm okay with that, too proud Unable to listen, we keep speaking Moted by blood, unable to notice ourselves Unable to stop and unwilling to learn

>>81702 lern2weld or get into HVAC. The tech industry demand for mild-achieving students was filled years ago

>>81727 scarcity isn't a result of capitalism, retard

>>81744 It is. if you have something against my assertion , give your reasoning.

>>81727 I was going to write a very long list of soykaf corpos have ruined from our air to our very souls but realized you probably know half of it (sub)consciously. We’re already in a cyberpunk dystopia where a plane company can assassinate dissenters in broad daylight and get away with it. The world machine is greased with human torment and blood, a Landian hell being realized. >>81744 corpo drone spotted was giving up your humanity worth it for the dream - not even reality - of becoming one of the elites in the technofeudal hellscape you prop up?

I was going to go somewhere. It was a somewhere where I could escape, and where I could maybe start over. But, due to a certain set of unusual circumstances, I have to remain right where I am. And now I just don't know what to do. I feel like somebody's idea of a person. Honestly, most of my day to day life is spent daydreaming. Because of my solitude, it's like the external world is unreal. And because the external world and my own inner world are so muddled, there is something to be said in that I behave as if simply having contact with reality will manifest my dreams. I attempt things, but not really. Even now I feel a kind of calm. I thought I would be upset, but I'm just not.

>>81744 Maybe not real scarcity but artificial scarcity largely exists because of capitalism. A lot of things you think are scarce are something that can be or already is very plentiful.

>>81746 >>81747 Every item is inherently scarce because there are a finite number of resources in the world. Duh. All "capitalism" does is recognize this. If you want "unlimited" resources, you need to fix the population under an amount that would allow for the regenerative resources to replenish, which you can only do through mass cullings given that man is free to reproduce. Any other method besides strangling people requires a level of technical sophistication that would require an uneven and, therefore, unsustainable level of resource utilization. Leave your edgy psuedo-intellectual highschooler phases already.

>>81750 The world does not care about what happens on/ with it. E = mc² Energy is in every form, it reverts back from state to state. What you as a human see, might be a desirable state or havoc. Its all just there.

>>81751 useless abstractions are useless pseudo-intellectual is pseud

>>81750 > Leave your edgy psuedo-intellectual highschooler phases already. t. High school dropout lolbert

>>81754 >High school dropout lolbert Is that how you visualize everyone who thinks through juvenile, outmoded ideologies?

>>81750 > capitalism is when best use of scarce resources Lol. It’s about profit maximization silly. It imposes artificial scarcity to things like food and medicine that are otherwise so plentiful. Every year millions of tons of perfectly fine food is thrown away because the system would sooner waste excess than give it away for free, because it is about profit maximization, same reason for slave labor and the aggregate soykaf. The system is also obsessed with infinite growth because of this profit motive, the line must go up a bit more every year. It’s not about optimal distribution of finite resources, it never was. It just happens to do ok at that by accident. But then famines and things like it are a consequence of it, so it doesn’t do it well. > malthusian mass cullings capitalism and fascism really do go hand in hand.

>>81763 Capitalism was still bad back when basic necessities were genuinely scarce. It's an aspect of Empire, that gnawing desire in humanity to grow and expand by any means necessary. Empire has given us many good things, to be sure. Probably computers would not exist without it. But we cannot embrace it, or we'll become monsters.

>>81750 Everyone is a malthusian edgelord these days.

>>81763 >malthusian >>81765 >Everyone is a malthusian edgelord these days. I'm not saying that capitalism requires this. I'm saying what the original post wanted would require this. Capitalism prevents this from being needed by adjusting the acquisition of such items as they become more scarce. So the opposite of what you both are saying. Jesus christ, you people cannot even read. You're just scanning for soykaf to fit your buzzwords to so you can feel special about having the same vocabulary every other high school honors student has. Try learning the basics of scarcity economics before you make such retarded, unintelligent assertions.

>Every item is inherently scarce because there are a finite number of resources in the world. Duh. But for most things, there is also a finite demand. Just because I want food doesn't mean I want as much food as I can get. So in many cases, simply asserting "there are finite resources" does not scarcity make. Scarcity is when there is less of a resource than would be needed to satisfy everyone's needs/desires. >All "capitalism" does is recognize this. It's a very specific ideology of how these finite resources should be distributed. The soviets were quite aware that there were finite resources, they just distributed them in a very different way. Same goes for the pre-capitalist feudal lords etc. An over-broad definition of capitalism (motivated in this case by a desire to make the capitalist ideology appear universal) just muddies the water and makes discussion impossible.

>>81727 Absolutely. I think the People's Republic of China today paves the way for what Karl Marx saw as he wrote Capital. Centralized effective productive power. Fordism -- the falling rate of profit in the service of humans. Some leftcom is probably going to tell or think that China is "not really communist" because they... make food to feed themselves and goods to sell? An infantile disorder. Take a look at their home ownership rates, production of science, and so on. China is on the ascent, the USA is on the descent. It's also worth noting that basically no capitalist countries exist anymore. Even in the US we have the federal reserve, the SEC, the FDA, without them the system would fall apart. What we have is a dysfunctional "bankster socialism". The future looks bright in this regard, anon. Things will happen. We are working on it.

>>81775 >Things will happen. We are working on it. oh no do i have to suffer the change of retards in the gov again? you know it's easier to endure old retards than to adjust to the new all over again.

>>81755 You're just a goofy ideologue not really considering what anyone is actually saying just imagining what you wish they were saying because you are too afraid to question your current beliefs. I used to have views like you when I was a kid too, you will grow out of it.

>>81781 >I used to have views like you when I was a kid too, you will grow out of it. this is one of the most immature and unproductive insults an adult can say and usually means you haven't grown out of it, simply maxxed your cope and escapism

>>81775 Let us see Here Fascism was curbed by Elections but things aren't looking really good.

>>81781 >You're just a goofy ideologue not really considering what anyone is actually saying just imagining what you wish they were saying because you are too afraid to question your current beliefs. I used to have views like you when I was a kid too, you will grow out of it. Nta, but I used to share your beliefs when I was like 14. But I've "grown out of them" and mostly agree with the other anon. "You'll grow out of it..." <--- Why shouldn't we say the same to you?

i think peak childishness is engaging in petty arguments to see who's superior in maturity, especially over which version of pyramid scheme industrial society is better

>>81775 >china home ownership they had not too long ago a massive issue with fraud and party covering fraudsters against people putting their live savings into a home they didnt get because doing otherwise would impact their economy hard. Same soykaf as west with housing credit scam and banker bailout.

>>81764 Yes! Exactly! Empire! Capitalism! Fascism! These all degrade humanity in the long run, with the ultimate inadvertent goal of exterminating humanity entirely and replacing it with unfeeling machines (the only things that can fit into the machine world these systems are creating). In the end there will be nothing but paperclips left!

>>81802 Forgot about communism again, the quickest and most efficient way to end up with a rat hive machine man society

>>81765 Yeah, that's because the world is badly overpopulated. Everyone starts clamoring about "equality" but then you have the realization that having equality at even halfway decent standards at this point would instantly headshot the biosphere, so what they really want to do is universalize thirdworldism. Which will slowly headshot the biosphere and also be miserable. And end in mass die-off anyway. People don't want to be dispossessed or suffer massive austerity. They want a future, even if it comes at the cost of other people's future. Seems pretty standard, not very "edgy"

>>81804 west wouldn't import people if that was a real concern. immigration is the primary reason available space doesn't suffice as entire west is at lower childbirth than necessary to sustain population. So population growth is import and without it you would have dirt cheap housing. A politicians primary concern should be rather that the pension system is a ponzi scheme that needs young people to prevent collapse which is why they cant let a population decrease play out. It might wreck the country even more longterm but thats not their concern. Their concern is pensioners make a huge voting block and they cant have it collapse during their time in government. Shortterm thinking is the essence of modern decisions leading to bigger issues down the road.

I'm reaching the conclusion that most people in the developed world aren't aware of the dire situation humanity faces because of an implanted and amplified fear of mortality, and a strong attachment to the 'system' due to a disconnect from the underlying nature of human existence, usually caused by being born into the developed world. I think the latter is most apparent in normal people that have given up their freedom for conformity, status, and materialism. People aware of this, such as those in self-reliant communities, are usually priced out by the system (family farms) or massacred/colonized (sub-saharan africa). We really seem to have forgotten we're simply animals that will one day die due to causes out of our control, and if that is one day mitigated then good for humanity. In the mean time, fuarrrk it we ball.

>>81805 This might work out if mass demographic replacement migration wasn't a huge net economic drain, which really torpedoes the whole theory. However yes I am definitely pro getting pensions under control, day of the pillow cometh

>>81806 >Self-reliant communities >In the developing world HA that's a good one. They'd have mass famine within months without shipments of grain, water, medicine, fertilizer, and other aid. They are being kept on life support purely by post-colonial pity. They would be self-reliant at perhaps pre-1900 population levels. Which is commonly one-tenth or less of present levels.

>>81808 By the developing world I meant regions like sub-saharan Africa pre colonization. Even then, undocumented communities of humans historically detached from the modern world still exist today in places like remote islands and the Amazon.

>>81809 Yeah. Those communities could only exist at populations levels which are a tiny fraction of what they are now, because the whole world is very overpopulated

>>81782 >this is one of the most immature and unproductive insults an adult can say and usually means you haven't grown out of it, simply maxxed your cope and escapism You need more self awareness >>81806 I sometimes feel like this but I am more focused on how to change the programming away from obsession with authoritarian "moralism" and intolerance.

>>81782 >>81792 He's just baiting for replies because I made it clear that I was not following any ideology before. The marxist is being a child; how original.

>>81803 CCP China, USSR Russia, and countries like them are red fascist, imperialist, and capitalist. The problems inherent in them remain even if they dress it in an egalitarian vaneer. So yes, agree.

>>81805 Malthusianism has always been junk “science”. A basic investigation into population curves (logistics curves) and the sheer power of human ingenuity reveal how dumb and baseless it all is. But assuming it were correct, why should someone else be culled and not you? It always seems the assumption of eugenicists and malthusians is that people are disposable, just not themselves.

>>81820 >Malthusianism has always been junk “science” It's not science, it's a prediction from the 1700s. One that has held up in general, if not in every single case. >...the sheer power of human ingenuity reveal how dumb and baseless it all is Who is spouting junk science now? >But assuming it were correct, why should someone else be culled and not you? Because I like me better than you and I would rather I survive if it's a choice between the two of us. The fact that you think this is nonsensical reveals you to be far out of touch with baseline humanity Btw we are already past population over-extension. The Earth's biosphere has taken damage which is not reversible in the lifespan of civilizations. "But capitalism did it!" Doesn't matter, still a result of the extent of human activity and population no matter what term you put on it. "But future infinite and boundless human ingenuity!!" Too late, damage is done. And by the way every new human ingenuity, when scaled up to such massive populations... CAUSES the damage. Why should we believe that simply pressing the gas down harder will fix it? What is wrong with your head?

>>81819 Yeah yeah, it's always actually da imperiooooolists and da capitooolists and da faaaash. Never an examination of why Marxist theory always leads to this outcome, which is pretty pathetic for something which claims to be a science which can find a route to a utopian outcome from exactly those conditions you named. They coped so hard they came up with "body without organs" ffs. They literally went schizo-analytical from all the coping instead of just admitting they were wrong

>>81813 >He's just baiting for replies because I made it clear that I was not following any ideology before. >The marxist is being a child; how original. No, it's multiple different Lains. For myself being among them, I do not follow any ideology and just observe the world and do research to make my own conclusions.

>>81823 You're not immune though; it's only the most ideological that think they don't have an ideology

>>81824 That would apply to you as well. One should focus on themselves more than others. My views didnt come from copying other people and I change views based on information available to me and how I can interpret it. I listen to different views if someone has decent arguments.

>>81825 Bro... people come here to laugh at you guys... Lainchan is a dead lolcow. That's why the flood detected timer is so absurdly long here >>81826 Yeah, I know I have an ideology. Everyone has a style of thinking and biases, nobody has the default brain who is "just thinking" and objectively seeing the world. You gotta watch out for that. I get what you are saying and you are probably very open-minded and not a bad person, but you definitely copied some stuff from other people. Everyone does that, nobody came up with their entire mind ex nihilo

>>81827 Lainchan was never meant to be a fast moving soykafpost board. There isnt just a post timer but filters to reduce certain kinds of posters. You will see it as "go away spammer" if you trip it. Yes some things copied and altered but mainly just reflecting existing views to give them terminology to describe them or a more outlined framework. I havent heavily read on political theory since I didnt want to be tainted by it, just enough to familiarize myself with the broad range of different viewpoints to be able to discuss topics with others in a more informed way since often someone not only misrepresents views they are against but sometimes their own basis of their views being misrepresented. It does get tiring though.

>>81828 The post timer wasn't there last time I was around, and the "quality of posting" (priggish effort longposts) was similar back then, too. I think you guys got raided a few times with a slow janny tbqh

>>81821 The only one out of touch is you fasho

>>81838 >fasho Holy soykaf stop embarrassing yourself

>>81827 What did the deleted post say?

>>81841 Just a comment on the drop in post quality of Lainchan from certain types coming in here from elsewhere.

>>81795 Per my education -- the party used this as an opportunity to sink private holders of property. https://rtsg.substack.com/i/142700799/on-the-housingreal-estate-question

could you little soykafs stop arguing and derailing the thread with your political debates, the world is melting go fuarrrking do something meaningful like programming or reading rather than digital arguments on how to manage a broken system with our primitive monkey brains

>>81803 Quickest in the sense of industrializing the fastest, maybe. I don't see why it's particularly bad compared to other modern manifestations of Empire. >>81804 Even without equality, the biosphere is being utterly destroyed and has been for some time, even before the population boom of the late 20th century. The reason 'third world' life is like kicking dead whales down the beach so much, for instance, is because of heavy industrialization, trash dumping, pollution, and general exploitation by foreign interests. All of these could be reduced by changing our way of life, not for the worse, but for the different. I don't know about you but I wouldn't miss all my single-use plastics, my car, or my heavily processed foods. I am perfectly fine with not having gigawatts of power being devoted to corporate AI training, or golf courses in the desert. There is this false understanding that 'raising the quality of life' means making everyones' lifestyle identical to people in the imperial center. Obviously that's never going to work, and it's not even desirable. >>81806 I quite agree. It's crazy how scared Americans are of death. They don't want to acknowledge that their family members are dead, or that one day they will die. They have 'celebrations of life' instead of funerals or wakes. They don't even want their body to decay after they die; they want to fill themselves up with formaldehyde and practically mummify themselves in a little sealed box. I once heard a preacher say that death is 'unnatural'. I think you have correctly intuited that this unwillingness to come to terms with death is one of the core delusions of modern civilization. I highly recommend the movie 'The Loved One' if you want a chuckle about this.

>>81852 >go fuarrrking do something meaningful like programming Hahah. Good one.

whwenever I try to keep in check my lust and my horniness... I only end up getting more horny and lustful, and end up spiraling down to new lows lol.

>>81884 try harder. you fail because you don't believe retention will be useful to you

I know some of you guys were talking about sarcosine in the last thread. I have a short question: where do you recommend to buy sarcosine? Don't know if sourcing is allowed. It's a simple supplement. I saw that Nootropics Depot was selling it, but I don't know if they're any good. Thoughts? I guess I'll have a positive vent just to stay relevant to the thread. I really like my workplace and feel like everyone's prettty awkward and off-beat. I feel like I can fit in pretty well, and I'm excited to enter the working world. Although I struggle to fit into my current college environment, I'm looking forward to what awaits me afterwards. I have good feelings brewing towards the future, although there's still a stinging feeling of loneliness. Now that I know I can function in a full-time working environment and that I've taken this small step, I know a career awaits me in the future.

>>81885 yes maybe but I am also afraid I will fall to even deeper lows next time I try.

>>81946 keep me updated about your regress

>>81884 Getting a long-term partner helps a lot. These things tend to fester when you're alone, it's important to have another person to share your horniness with in a constructive fashion.

>>81838 You were never in touch with humanity. You have no idea what extremes are required to truly feel. The Earth is heavily overpopulated by the way, where do the excess souls even come from? A horrific thought >>81852 Politicoal debates, r9k loneliness rambling and whining... what's the difference, both are played out and terrible >>81946 Negative reinforcement has been proven time and time again to be useless.. Beating to dog doesn't make it a well-behaved dog, it makes it twitchy and violent. Stop beating yourself up for failing and focus on positive reinforcement instead. So you failed, so what, it's not a big deal. Try it again in a different way, be constructive

>>81951 Depends on how long-term. For a few months or even a couple years, sure. Then relationshit sets in

>>81955 >So you failed, so what, it's not a big deal. are you retarded well maybe you are, since you just said >Politicoal debates, r9k loneliness rambling and whining... what's the difference sorry i won't elaborate, whoever argues about politics in internet is... well, retarded failure is the most useful input out there which always carries a certain explanation as to why you have failed. you can't dismiss failure, unless you're retarded, you have to make use of it, at least as long as fail in your object of desire

>>81961 That's not what I said in either case, you can't read. I said political debates suck I said that negative reinforcement isn't a constructive focus for self-improvement because it doesn't actually contribute to you not failing anymore

>>81974 Negative reinforcement is not the same as ignoring or refusing to learn for your failures, it means accepting them and not self-flagellating, because all that does is teach you to flinch every time you even think about trying again. Of course you should take the lessons about why you failed with you

Feeling pretty anxious about my future , have already been 1 year since I lost my job. I tried up skilling but the bootcamp I joined haven't given any placement , so there is that.

>>81981 What kind of jobs have you been applying to, what stage of the process is hanging you up?

>>81982 I have not been applying that much , i asked my father to get some references as applying to job portals barely got me any result. There I usually give my resume and barely receive anything. Bootcamp I do selected for the job but the requirements of the company is so much with barely any I just enter it. I once reached the final round of a company interview and they rejected me. They took total 6 rounds of interview for barely any pay and 2 year bond. i have given another interview and said they reach out in 2 weeks. It has been 11 days , let's see.

I know I don't fit in the general NEET channer archetype, but this thread is the only place I can actually throw this kinda crap. I'm tired of my own energy. I really need to cool down, I don't know what to do with my own vibe. I'm working nonstop without a vacation for 4 years, grinding like a goddamn pack mule, stressing overwhelmingly almost every fuarrrking day. Now I'm close to vacation. I simply can't relax. I drink, smoke, smoke weed, fuarrrk, lift. I even have a womanly presence in my home. Got married. And I can't fuarrrking leave this retarded wide eyed energy, the remains of adolescence, the absolutely retarded and pointless enthusiasm that goes nowhere. It isn't even happy, it's just unquiet. An energy that cannot produce anything, that turns everything into a compulsion. I'm tired of my own mentality, my so called "authenticity". It became annoying, I'm 30 and still have that early 2000s new metal energy that I try to hide so I don't act like a teenager. It makes me wanna go out, get crazy, but the world out there seems so repulsive. My friends are all fat, sad and married. The rest of the world is depressed, the youth is strange, my generation became lame. I just want to cope with being in my own realm, to stop projecting to the outside. I've been isolated, grinding for so long, that I missed it and now my old self is knocking on my door. What the hell? Am I having a middle life crisis before my middle life? I just want to become the contemplative, focused and responsible person I was aiming to be. Instead, I unconsciously became a the spawn of the "Hello, fellow kids" meme. Why am I so pointlessly energized and distracted like a young dog when I am literally a 30 year old dude that should be just fuarrrking stern and happy with quiet, responsible things? fuarrrk.

>>81955 I'm not beating myself up over failure, I just noticed that I end up doing the opposite of what I aim for; and I worry that will happen again.

>>81998 thats nothing dude.I WET MY BED, something a married man cannot do, study , drink monster energy and take lsd. I have zero friends, my morning star doesnt shine to me anymore and i see demons when in the corners of my sight. i am trying to build my lsd lab van but i am running into some inconvenient situations .

Why cant something go right in my life for a change. Why do i have to get repeatedly fuarrrked over in the worst ways possible decades on end. Am I really so bad my life winds up worse than actually terrible people.

One thing about I hate about anxiety is how the best time among it is sleeping , literally. Sleeping is the best time cause you don't have to feel anything. It has reduced quite a bit from a few days ago but I still feel a little bit of anxiety still in me.

I don't really value my life. I only do what I consider the bare minimum but get nothing out of it. Sometimes I tend to forget the fact that my life is worthless as I get caught up in the moment, working, stressing or whatever else may be going on at the time. But when I'm left alone long enough I always come back to that core feeling of emptiness. I'm at that point again where I feel nothing. I don't feel happy, sad, motivated, satisfied, not even depressed. Every day is just me wasting away. I always find it absurd to type out but I really feel like i have everything in life. I'm young, recently graduated, in good shape, smart, attractive; to be honest I don't even know what other materialistic trait I could ask for in life. I'm constantly working to distract myself, either in the gym, learning something new on the computer, reading and it's gotten to the point where I struggle to find outlets to waste my time without getting bored immediately. It just really all feels so hopeless. I just finished college and am going to be looking for a job but at the back of my mind im aware that im not doing it for the money, interest or anything else. Its just a distraction from the empty void in my life.

>>82078 All you have said is that you are trying to kill time until you die. Nobody can find meaning for you. There are a number of other threads on finding purpose, so you can check the catalogue, but you may also appreciate the book https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Designing_Your_Life

i've been having a ton of anxiety recently, including existential dread. the idea of eternal nothingness beyond death is really crushing for me, i dont know if there is anything beyond death aside nothingness, i dont think anybody does, it's unknowable, and it's been wearing me down a bit.

>>82083 you're npc so don't worry. if you weren't you'd know life is eternal cycle, time as well. there is no beginning nor end. self perpetuating recursion to overcome demiurge

>>82083 Same brother , I am also having a lot of anxiety regarding Islam. Literally woke up with Anxiety as I visioned a debate where a group of Muslims on YouTube are bullying a person from my faith. Gave me so much anxiety. Like wtf , why am I thinking about it so much?

>>82083 I could answer this from a supernatural / spiritual view of my own ecclectic manner but instead I will approach this in a physicalist manner. If you arent cremated your DNA at least lives on, ideally you want some DNA preserved, though even people who were cremated their DNA is already spread wherever they were in their life flaking off their body. It's not you but it's something. You also live in memories of others and in the data you leave behind on your computer and internet or just anything you do. In fact before the big bang the universe was not empty, there is no such thing as nothing in astrophysics just low energy states. So even if you took a completely physical material view it's not nothing. I'm not sure if that's a comfort or not. >>82134 The question would still arise. If it's bullying, wouldn't they just bully anyway regardless of religion? Bullies look for any excuse.

>>82135 >The question would still arise. If it's bullying, wouldn't they just bully anyway regardless of religion? Bullies look for any excuse. No it was in my dream brother.

The problem is that it all comes down to money. So if you're stuck living paycheck to paycheck you're factually enslaved. There is literally nothing you can do and it kinda gets too boring to endure after awhile.

I am in middle of a mental breakdown again I think. >>82136 Oh my misunderstanding.

>>82083 The three endings are outer darkness, the lake of fire, and the kingdom of heaven. This is written in the KJV.

>>82178 I hope you are okay.

Insanity begets insanity, likewise other brain activities follow each other around. This lovecraftian aspect of our nature almost had me in a mental breakdown yesterdays. I was reading Deleuze & Guattari's Anti-Oedipus. During the first chapter my mind was already spiralling around the concepts of body as a machine which is borne out of a production, in other words, production of production. After some trials of conceptualizing body without organs, I felt my mind is cooking something unorthodox. To let it soothe, I turned mysellf towards Artaud's little booklet about Van Gogh. However quickly realized this shouldn't be done in a mood like this. Deciding not to continue further readings, I started to wander around a collection of l'art Brut. Most specifically Carlo Zinelli's work affected me in a degree that sent shivers through my spine. I felt the urge to crush my head into my desk in order to shivering itchness crawling right next to my brain stem. I was in a state of delirium in a way. A feeling that I could not put into the words, albeit, it showed itself in a way to hurt my body. I did not know how long it took but managed to calm everything with breathing exercises. I was so afraid, in my 22 years of life never experience something like that and it was not an sympton of mental ilness. I am healthy. However, what I conceived is -I think- is something like impregnation of senses with long endured harsh thinking process. I ought to change some stuff in my life, this was the hing I decided right at that time. I will refuse to use social media or any brain rotting instution of the society. If I was reading continuously for all these years without interrupting my brain with wholly useless junk I wouldn't have a near mental breakdwon experience yesterday. In short, I almost had a mental breakdown due to reading kinda hard philosophical text and trying to interpret art. Which resulted in me to quit porn, social media, and any other mediums that wasted time.

I can't see myself. I don't know how other people see me. I'm careful about what I show to other people, despite this I don't know how they see me. I feel like I don't know who I am. But I know what I value, I know what I want to do, I know what I do, there is a disconnect in these three things, but not a big one, but this is maybe the reason I don't know myself. I've had it a few times in the past where people don't know much about me and just end up projecting all sorts of soykaf. Maybe people just feel the need to fill in the gaps in whatever way they want. Maybe it's up to me to not leave big gaps. I'd rather not show everything to others though, it's definitely a bad idea. Somehow despite this I have people that are close to me, that know a lot about me, who I know a lot about, but I don't know how they see me either. I don't understand how I fit into the framework of the human world. I feel like a wild animal.

>be unhappy >take substance >be happy Anyone else obsessed with this? Im not a junkie or alcoholic. But when you're drunk or high all of this feels SO ridiculous. Like oh I can just be happy? It was that simple? I dont have to bust my balls for a 5% chance of something good happening while sober I can do this little thing and suddenly life is kinda good. I dont have to worry about my career or my hairline or my youth I can just do nothing and be happy. For a few hours life is kinda good and then it stops. All of my sober goals just feel so pointless, dude. Why should I even try? No matter how hard I succeed while sober, I could take a substance and guarantee Id feel 2x better. Its such a joke man

I'm in a strange situation, been working part time crap for what, 5 years now? got a university place recently and gotta move halfway across the country for it, the closer it gets the more I start doubting my abilities, but I'm forcing myself through it in an attempt to eventually get a well paying job. But I also don't feel that miserable as I did a year ago? I've started going out more, now I don't talk with people or nothing, I've always been quiet but just, being around people, traveling more in general. I savoir solitude, no longer constantly burdened by loneliness. I really hate everyone sees that a person's worth is determined by their wealth, I'm sure most people here have gone through something that'd make a weaker man commit suicide, making you more worthwhile than most people. I very much doubt the fruits of the education, my best will most likely not be good enough, but I'll try, godjammit. I want to be good.

>>82199 university in 2024 with the goal of it helping with employment... Dude, nobody cares about degrees anymore

>>82196 this has literally never happened for me. I dont dislike drinking and stuff but, it dont just make me happy like that

Something people don't mention often is that when you're depressed the world literally looks uglier I hate going outside when it's sunny because it genuinely looks creepy and unpleasant, like a cartoon version of reality where the colors look all wrong. Everything is somehow bright and washed out at the same time, colorful but not at the same time. It's gross

>>82187 Thanks but not that okay. Just barely. Everything is falling apart when nothing was together to begin with.

>>82135 THE DNA IS NOT YOURS. YOU ARE OF DNA. you are a property of dna , just like your ancestors. it is using you as a means to an end. in short, you are its bitch

>>82204 >You are your DNA Pure garbage. Your genes only represent a certain percent of things about you. Your environment influences your epigenetic expression even.

>>82205 >Pure garbage. Your genes only represent a certain percent of things about you. The genes are not yours. >our environment influences your epigenetic expression even. DNA is an evolving algorith.......

>>82207 If you are your DNA then you're also cancer cells in your body.

>>82204 I am my DNA in the same sense that a movie is its script.

>>82148 Or maybe it's a "you" problem. There are people who were poor and managed to go from poor to middle class.

>>82217 https://en.wikipedia-on-ipfs.org/wiki/Precarity

>>81530 I don't really like being attached with people. I feel more free when I can leave when I like. But unfortunately sometimes people get attached and I can't get rid of them without hurting them. I feel trapped where I am now and I'm still not really sure what to do.

>>82281 the best way is to gradually detach from them in order to minimize the pain and grief caused

I dont know if i just somehow accepted my life as being nothing but sitting around enjoying media or if ive just given up all hope and desire for something more to form deep bonds with people i care for, i just dont want to be disappointed. >>82281 You just need to put up a reputation for being on the move a lot so people are always used to you randomly disappearing.

why is it that I have these intense romantic fantasies in my head, but in real life, the moment someone starts to show interest, I feel violently ill? Also, it seems that my desire to be around other people is tied to my depression inversely. If I am not depressed, then I have no desire for the opposite sex innately, and I do not want to be around others.

i dont even want to live anymore. i hate being forced into situations where i need to help people. i'm terrified of having to help another person. just today i got scolded over it, instead of being able to go home and stew over my inaction a woman came up and scolded me.

>>81806 listen to the dead kennedys and shut up already

this has been in my head for a long time and i cant seem to be able to neither keep it out of my head nor see how it could come to fruition. I am talking about world without females(male stem cells differentation into eggs and plant engineered artificial wombs), where natural selection would be replaced by levels of consciousness and all the respective pain ,that comes with natural selection, would come to an end. The population would be only a few millions(instead of billions) since all females and female lovers/worshipers would cease to exists. Exponential increase of consciousness and logical thinking, all childhood dreams would be achieved and the life expectancy would be at least 600 hundred years for each man. all the times i think of this dream , in my head i always get executed by simps and females. Is this dream possible or just a mocking from the gods ?

>>82293 Lain, i want you to know there are stupid men aswell/ douchebags. They seek validation/attention just like woman, but in a masculine fashion e.g. aggressive driving, showing off, dipping on others who are weaker etc. I want you to know that you are loved

>>82293 do you mean like wAIfu robots?

>>82293 Oh boy do I have a movie for you. >>82295 >you are loved I wish.

I believe that my first intimate relationship is finally over. Lasted around 3 months. This is roughly the 3th or 4th time that she's called the relationship off, after very much anxiety about starting it in the first place. Once, she asked me to be her boyfriend (we had been dating and having sex for 2 months but were not official) after reading a letter that I had written her. That same night, she went into a crying fit and broke up with me the morning after. Three days later, she texted me back to her appartment. At night we walked to an empty baseball field, and she cried while I read a letter she wrote me -- The first letter I got after I had given her three. When I took her back, I think that I saw tears of joy in her eyes. The day after, she told me she loved me and called me her boyfriend again. She later explicity said that she wanted to be with me for a long time. Then about week later, three days ago, she broke up with me again, with an added note of finality. I was in love with her, but witnessing her drastic emotional highs turn rapidly to drastic lows has erroded the person I knew into someone else. I think that my effort to be her boyfriend was quite antagonizing to things in her brain that are more or less out of her control, and I feel that in this situation she is definetly the victim. I could have predicted from the get-go that this relationship would end swifty, but I still chose to pursue her, knowing that she would probably acrue more emotional wear-and-tear from the ordeal than I would. She was completely in the right in for breaking up with me: I'm 10 years younger than her and not close to having a real career, but I told her a substantial lie stating the opposite (which she had sussed as a lie a long time ago) . Picrel is from when we went to the tide-pools together. As we watched the ocean together I really did believe that it could last forever. We shared some beautiful moments, and if I die tomorrow, at least I experienced a few days of mutual love.

>>82299 I wish you had framed the photo better as I can't see your little toe. Nevertheless your foot looks well, sounds good. Fascinating problem. She sounds crazy. Is she on hormonal birth control ?

>>82301 >is she on hormonal birth control ? Yes she is! She said that she takes it to avoid painful periods. Another girl I spoke to romantically had painful periods, and experienced similar high-low emotional cycles. Maybe this is crude, but in the future I think that I might avoid women with pronounced menstrual cycles.

>>82302 Her taking niacin would be an alternative. Just not slow release because that can damage the renal system. Niacin causes niacin flushing which is a bit uncomfortable for some but others like it and it goes away after some time. This releases prostaglandin till it is depleted in the body. Prostaglandin is one of the main components of period pains. Other nutrients also play a role. https://doctorherdmanclinic.com/resources/articles/womens-health/menstrual-cramps-niacin/ https://ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10178419/

>>82299 Boy I’m glad I don’t date and never had to deal with this soykaf gl anon

>>82299 is that from la jolla or swamis?

>>82299 >female >mutual love Why do I have to be in the same category as these males......

>>82315 bc it is law of god that those disobedient to nature suffer. gays are disobedient

>>82317 >bc it is law of god that those disobedient to nature suffer yea thats why these women enjoyer males lives are so vivrant

I am going to be dying because of crippling headache very soon. You know not what it feels like. No I don't want to die. But I honestly wouldn't mind.

>>82230 Can't tell if you're trying to demoralize people for fun or if you're just a commie. Anyway, I know people like that personally, it's not some impossible thing.

>>82321 Commie here. Yes in fact compared to most other economic systems that have existed historically, capitalism has very high social mobility and loose class distinctions. However, this has some negative effects. When anybody with the means to do so leaves a community, the community becomes worse, creating a downward spiral. This applies to workplaces and social classes too. When we are unable to take pride in our position in life, as is the case for the low-class wage worker in capitalist society, everyone is worse off. I doubt this is what the person you were responding to was talking about. They seem to be informed mostly by memes. But I think the mindset of "you can just leave" is part of the reason why things are so fuarrrked up.

>>82322 people mobilize because they innately want to be better off. Communism failed because people innately desired to be better off.

>>82325 >people mobilize because they innately want to be better off But there are many ways to become better off. For instance, you can put in time and effort to improve your community rather than leave it, or you can band together and negotiate for better pay and working conditions rather than finding a new job, or you can band together to improve the lives of the oppressed rather than become an oppressor. It requires cooperation, which is hard, but the end result is better. >Communism failed because people innately desired to be better off. That's why communism started too. Worth noting that communism was one of the only historical economic systems with comparable, or even higher, rates of social mobility to capitalism.

trying to find the way to encapsulate 10 years of life in 1 year, its unreal but it is worth the shot

>>82326 >For instance, you can put in time and effort to improve your community rather than leave it Okay, I'll go get the entirety of California to vote red. Too big? Then I'll get a random neighborhood in San Diego to vote red. fuarrrk it, I'll try to get everyone on my street to weedwhack their neighbor's lawns for any significant amount of time. People are lazy and want more. Communism is an ideal not in line with the realities of populations.

>>82319 Drink water and stretch and massage your neck >>82329 Different Lain here, even in the US there is a lot of mutual aid groups. A Libertarian Socialist and Anarchist parallel system started by Peter Kropotkin. The US election system is one of the more corrupt out there with the first past the post method for presidency, gerrymandering, the antiquated electoral college system, how congress has smaller states disproportionately represented as having more power than they should have and lobbying being literal bribery legalized.

>>82329 >Okay, I'll go get the entirety of California to vote red. California has only been a solid blue state for about 30 years. It's not an immutable constant. Anyway, you're basically complaining that improving things is too hard so you give up. That is exactly why things suck so much.

>>82332 >that improving things is too hard You're vastly oversimplifying the point. The point is that the tidal wave of culture and normalcy doesn't care about your watergun of ideology. >so you give up I gave up on improving other people and proselytizing; I'll still live to my standards and others can join me, but there is a significant proportion of the population that can see the most important thing in the world and simply not care about it.

>>82333 Ideologies sometimes change a lot about the world, and whether or not one ideology or another will win doesn't negate criticism of either.

>>82334 >well maybe >well maybe >hypothetically >well maybe

>>82339 I think you might have a point there, maybe. >>82334 do they sometimes ? name an instance. Difficult to see if ideologies change the world or the world changes ideologies

>>82341 i recommend you reading " The Spirit of Controversy: And Other Essays "

>>82315 What the hell is your problem? What do you hope to achieve by spamming your obnoxious bullshit in every thread? I'm sorry your mother hated you.

>>82350 my problem is having to share the same air with hedonistic worms that content themselves with dirt and water.

>>82351 "Wah wah my sex is intelligent/virtuous/rational/civilised and the opposite sex is stupid/evil/chaotic/degenerate, I dream of a single-sex utopia" is a perspective shared by many people of both sexes. All of them are morons who haven't matured past "boys/girls rule and girls/boys drool". If we lived in a single-sex society people like you would find another way to divide the population into a good half and a bad half.

>>82353 whats mature about overpopulation......you go to a city and they all look like animals

>>82353 i'm sorry he offended your feminine feelings. real apologize. please forgive him, he was raised by the streets

>>82355 lol females are a gonner tho.They auto-destroy themselves. You can see the statistics of females cheating their husbands with black bulls(which i am grateful to them). Females want to be dominated and treated like property by a black alpha male.It is the simps that are making females going to universities and to course like pure maths and philosophy. Thats one ray of hope for people like me since they will stop destroying what i love. In short, females need to be honest with themselves and stop pretending to like things they dont actually give a fuarrrk about.(USER WAS WARNED FOR THIS POST, You should always elaborate on your opinions rather than just spilling the soykaf. Always argue in good faith and avoid using personal attacks.)

what does soykafting up the entire site complaining about women, a part of life you clearly are unable to both physically or mentally control, achieve? i mean in here i guess it doesnt matter as much since it is the venting thread, but it's been all over.

>>82358 thats not the point, the point is because they are being dishonest with themselves and destroying male hobbies in the process.From art and maths to videogames and anime , its all over.....

>>82358 is there anything else to complain about? i thought /hum/ is for human experiences

It's weird how the cckolding fetish is so deeply intertwined with incel ideology as well as racism. It's like you guys have watched so much "blacked" porn that you actually believe it's true. Almost like the ideology itself is cckolded...

>>82361 it is not incel, no one talked about wanting females(ldoubleread). the place of ALL females is the black man bedroom. Stop spreading lies , people like you make women do what they dont want to do

>>82362 he's likely incel defending women with his life to get rewarded. he isn't very good at it though.

>>82353 he's going through something anon; give it a few years

>>82203 Hey , if something is bothering you , we can come in contact. I am on Telegram so you can talk with there anonymously. Anyway I can share my Telegram with you?

>>82355 The endless whining and complaining he's contributed to this thread is more feminine.

>>82368 when will you users understand that all whining and complaining is, to some level, effeminate?

>>82368 i plan to do more than whining tho. I am going to be the most powerful functional schizo ever.

>>82357 Okay, this was when the bait became obvious. You were doing a good job before that though.

>>82370 >I am going to be the most powerful functional schizo ever do you even realize it's impossible to achieve so long as you're gay?

>>82375 its a tchaikovsky/da vinci kinda of gayness so it works

lmfao i decided to look at the current vents. i haven't been around in awhile, since transition. it's been a wild ride. hardaf in some ways. lost a few people, you know. but soykaf, i feel great for once. i got an awesome gf, and a nice home, and feel comfy in my skin. I'm scared of the polly climate, people are crazed now. sad about fela who didn't get the girl, keep trying budd, you will find the right one. it takes time. i didn't find a "good match" until recently. part of it was being honest with myself and who i am. don't worry, you'll find yours. I'm kinda sad at the.... unfortunate state of this site. too much pollychan retardation. relax, it's just the webby. also, i think there's a few trænsis here, not surprised lol.

>>82376 celebrity gayness is not any less gay. you can't achieve power by being gay. you need to be straight, your mind as pure as a quasar. by being gay you destroy your manly personality, undermine the main sources of power, and what's worse you become more and more effeminate, which not only renders you impotent, but also silently replaces your godly powers of a man by evil powers of the devil. stop being gay right NOW. don't let the devil in

>>82379 females are the reptiles , cuddle with other men is the salvation.(USER WAS WARNED FOR THIS POST, Reptiles are reptiles, humans are mammals regardless of sex / gender. Rule 3 and Rule 4 warning.)

>>82380 >>82379 incel schizoposting ftw! yeah, i love a good dumpster fire!

>>82380 you do not understand the gaming pattern. the god has meant it as a cheat code, invisible texture to trespass the laws of universe and acquire power. the devil has made gayness to lure the power hunters into the effeminate domain, partly turning the into females. as a result gay men themselves become what they abominate, thus loosing power and breaking connection with god. devil wins. if you don't want to loose to devil you need to be straight and true to god. then you transform your understanding of women's devilish origin into the ultimate magic - The Power. you are straight and by all means obedient to god and his goodness, yet females for you are nothing but snakes, working heads of devil himself. thus you maintain both power and straight orientation while also retaining virginity purer than a quasar. stop being gay, NOW! >>82381 lmao go have sex or something your level of genetic development prevents you from seeing through the layers of deceit and unto truth

>>82378 are you mtf or ftm?

>>82385 god lets you yield power on his behalf, devil lets you reign over his cock during sleepless nights. you made your choice. i won't stop calling you back to power, but i won't deny myself the little pleasure of seeing your gayness leading you to downfall

I legitimately am starting to fully hate male autists. The females can be fine but the males are insufferable.

>>82383 mtf :) lovin it <3 also... fr what's with the weird incel guy in here on with reptiles? man needs a brothel asap.

>>82387 then fuarrrk off and go lick some female's toes, maybe she'll even reward you with some sex which you crave so much. your mind is such impenetrable darkness that even a sliver of light of truth is enough for hate to be born. you leave your normal user den to which you belong and come to outskirts of Gaia and open yer mouth in the presence of truth seekers and when the truth is too much for you to bear to yell at them about yer hatred. my boi look in the mirror and observe what foolishness you carry out. stop humiliating yourself, for god's sake, and leave

>>82390 Males with autism are more often further into the spectrum is the point obviously.

>>82390 What has made you like this?

>>82394 like what? the truth that shines opens one's mind to unseen possibilities. pleasure is a dead end and a tool of the devil, through pleasure comes no progress and leisure brings forth no fruit. those who seek comfort are possessed by the devil and are under his dominion. pain and struggle are the gifts of god for through their unpleasant nature they incandesce the matter of Gaia and create fertile soil for growing power. only white hot metal is capable of being forged into a holy sword. telling you how lowly, disgusting and stupid you are is the only hope of making you reconsider your values. but don't worry, your specific case is entirely hopeless. you have been abused so much you made yourself one with devil, and what pains you, you consider evil, and what soothes, you consider the greatest good, thus you are deprived of power. yet soothing and catering are a colorful void of perpetual nothingness and as such no further crops will be reaped except delusion. yet the devil is not the one to benefit you. one day he strikes and you, who are only used to pleasuring yourself by all means, will not endure the pain and die and become a wraith of hell, forever wandering the vast expanses of devil's kingdom. you shall be lost

I feel sad that people online make fun of my game I am creating. Sure it is available to try for free while still wip but I am not advertising or asking money or attention. Rather trying to see if anyone with similar interests would try it out if finding it by accident.. It is just a passion project I am working on. I would be open to critique but it is posts like "cringe theme" and "why create something like this", contributing nothing useful. I will get over it and continue creating but my motivation to share my passion or socialize at all decreses every time. Would it be even better to never post anything I make online?

fuarrrk my knee is fuarrrked up. I dont know what to do. It keeps popping when i walk up stairs and feels a bit sore. It has been popping maybe two months now after sprinting high speed up hill.

>>82426 Duion, is that you? It's been a while, buddy!

>>82429 i know this is vent, but i need to tell you before you permanently disable yourself. ease on the sprinting and focus on flexibility/stretching and hydrating until it feels better. your body is letting you know it needs a break. yes, that means your body is weaker than others, but thats not a good reason to break it. feel free to disagree if you need to.

>>82426 >I am not asking attention why then are you upset when you don't get it? appears it's not your passion project, rather your please-commend-me project. reconsider your values

>>82433 It was a high intensity sprint I didnt plan for because I randomly wanted to see how fast I could go and I havent done any sprinting in some years. I think it hyperextended my knee back or something got pulled. It wasnt hurting before just clicking which is annoying but starting to feel swollen after so long maybe from aggravating it doing some squats in attempt to see if it would help fix it, ironically didnt. Also massaged my leg around knee with a percussion massager which might have been too much. I think i had previously injured that knee since i for a long time had it click when turning on my foot one direction but not when going up stairs like now. I just hate feeling like my body isnt doing what i think it should be doing. I dont know why it is so frustrating and annoying.

>>82432 gay for you to know of duion and have him live rent-free in your head enough to accuse a random imageboard-goer of being him

Had a small anxiety attack with Suicidal thoughts coming into play when a heard a story about girl who commited suicide by hanging herself

>>82434 He said >my motivation to share my passion or socialize at all decreases every time. Would it be even better to never post anything I make online? He wants to keep making the game. He just doesn't want to share it online any more. I think he put it online because he wanted constructive criticism, but he didn't get it so he no longer sees a point to putting it online.

>>82380 UwU, u got a discord?

>>82485 pugmalion PS: if you are into AL we can grind together, an extra brain is always welcomed <3>>82485

are the delusions of grandiosity kicking in, or are most people really prone to copying those who speak confidently loud enough? i don't want to believe most people are legitimately very stupid but...

There's no reason to keep living anymore. I have no friends, never had a gf. I have a remote job that pays well, I stay in most of the time because I have nowhere to go. I have nothing to worry about and nothing to be happy about either. I don't think it's actually possible to live like this for long. Even online friends are drifting away. There's nothing to do. I'm lonely. Will probably check out in a few months.

>>82506 >I have a remote job that pays well so why can't you get a gf i don't understand. women like money. inb4 she won't love me if it's just for money!! 99.9999999% of men in relationships are not loved by the woman they are with. as long as she is willing to have kids and fuarrrk you, who really cares

>>82506 watch umebe no entrander

>>82509 eh, looks gay. I think I'll pass

>>82497 What are you referring to?

I me any objective is better than the limbo I am in right now. I think its so easy to fall into the trap of mediocrity for most people, myself included. If i have a decent paying job and find a girl to sleep with I feel like i could spend so much time wasting my potential having sex, playing video games and indulging in other hedonistic pleasures. That's not my situation at the moment but i am at a crossroad in my life where I could choose to move out and pursue that life of pleasure. On the other hand im also tortured by the fact that there isn't really much point in doing much beyond that, ie. wasting your life away for a few extra pesos (remember inflation will always kill the dollar) I see these guys talking about their "hustle" lifestyle and it no doubt is a misguided objective however i feel like it may be better than nothing. im just so torn. Im young and a point where I could pursue almost anything but all paths suck and end up at a point where im approaching suicidal depression. My current situation is also suffocating, just out of uni with no job and with an annoying home situation. I'm so tempted to spend all my effort finding a job in some far off city and spending my time doing worthless soykaf but I worry how bad my pseudo high functioning depression might get, as its quite bad already.

>>82524 or at least you have that illusion of choice

I know this is just a vent thread and I intended on doing just that, but in the interest of being somewhat productive rather than just letting venom... WTF do I have to do to exploit the fuarrrk out of insurance and mental health in the US and stuff to just opt the fuarrrk out of waging? Preferably without marking myself as mentally unfit to own guns or leave the country. I'm at a crossroad where it seems like that might be possible, but idk wtf I'm doing. On the flip side I'm much more prepared and able to sell everything I own and disappear to a cheap third world country and at least live with some familiar excitement that I know how to manage, but that's only a short term bandaid fix. Please lainons, I beg.

>>82526 As far as welfare you can only get $700 per month for disability for a mental illness and they limit how much money you can have at any one time if you are not working. This means you can basically only save up so much money like two months work basically, go over the amount and amount you get is cutdown and too high and you get entirely kicked off and have to reapply. You could do a little more if you also apply for SNAP for food expenses.

My gfs cat died. we were on a road trip and left it with a neighbor and just got a call about it being dead. I mean I’m a sperg so I don’t really understand her feelings but I developed a bond with that cat. I don’t even know what I’m feeling right now. She was pretty irresponsible with it. It’s an adopted apartment cat. It doesn’t know how dangerous roads are and kept getting up close. I warned her about this but she brushed it off. It’s kinda her fault for leaving it with an unreliable and incapable neighbor who wasn’t going to look after it properly. I wanted to say “I told you so” but it seems heartless and cold. I miss that cat too.

>>82540 That sounds horrible. This is why i kept all my cats indoors since cats like to wander including into dangerous areas or get into fights with other animals. Cats also dont have good distance vision which is why they often follow walls.

I cant stop thinking about a friend that has been missing for years. I am so deathly afraid of why contact just dropped. This is someone who was going through a lot and was close with me. I dont want to stop thinking i just want everything to be okay

>>82556 they left for a reason. you're not part of their life now suggests you're part of that reason.

>>82557 You don't even know what I'm talking about.

really fuarrrking feels like living in my worst timeline to be both too poor to afford food and yet also not even getting thinner

i'm in a bad mood and want to fight someone

>>82562 that's incredible, what's your secret? >>82563 fight me bro >>82524 you're on lainchan. we already know this stuff.

TO MY ENEMIES, U WILL 1. never defeat the human spirit 2. never defeat *god 3. never wun

Holy wow I've been so go-go-go for the past several months now. Really an entire year if I'm to be honest. Such a radical shift from what I'm usually up to, years on end of general stagnation and rot. I kind of want the opportunity to just sit at home and make things again. Or descend yet further and just rot by consuming information, building up an information network for a new strike. If I keep going this way I might "burn out" as they say... the neural network needs time to ingest everything that it's just seen.

>>82585 i am going all out too, although i need to boost my focus

Im in a panic that i realized nearly a decade has passed for me that i completely lost like it never happened.

>>82590 we are all doomed , it is better if we go all out. routine is what fuarrrk us up!

>>82592 I wouldnt say it is so much routine as it is lack of novel experiences experienced with others and dulled emotions making everything feel terrible. Routine is fine if it is something you can really get into and have ways of making each experience more novel. Plus ive been in a state of trauma for so long constantly in my head from it. I cant take this soykaf anymore. Good luck to you though.

They closed all the image boards I visited, and even though I try to get out of these places, they feel warm for some reason.

>>82600 >lack of novel experiences experienced with others and dulled emotions thats routine nature programs us to feel like soykaf at some point , the key is going against nature.

>>82602 >the key is going against nature Doing what?

Lately I wake up sad. But as the day goes on, it makes my mood improve considerably. I guess optimism will always triumph over all things.

>>82602 It's not "nature" programming us to feel like soykaf, it's modernity. Namely, it's the lack of purpose everyone has that is making people feel like soykaf and this inane insistence that we need to reject nature. Nature is the only thing good.

>>82612 say that to cats dying on the side of the road. i dont like females or nature.

>>82379 It is not his fault that he is homosexual, he is just a sick person who is slowly losing his mental health.

>>82382 Uncontrolled sex with the sole purpose of obtaining pleasure is bad. That is why it is important to maintain purity, and not let ourselves be dominated by sexuality, which keeps us weak as men.

>>82602 I would engage with you if only you stopped attaching disgustingly saccharine anime girls.

i don't understand why there is no /x/ board >>82616 saccharine, was that language-enhanced?

>>82616 you dont deserve such privilege anyway

>>82617 saccharine / ˈ sækərən/ Brit / ˈ sækəˌriːn/ adjective. : too sweet or sentimental : sweet or sentimental in a way that does not seem sincere or genuine. a saccharine smile. a saccharine love story.

>>82612 Some aspects of modernity are only thing that kept me from killing myself long ago, being able to use the internet and make friends far away. The problem is the increase in corporatization that started some time in the 90s but kicked overdrive past 10 to 15 years and the increase in politicization that started around 10 years ago.

i am a failure. i have lived my entire life from the sidelines watching other people live theirs. sometimes i think i want so badly participate in 'life' with the rest of civil society but when i attempt to interface with people, whether its at work in a professional capacity or bullshitting with acquaintances or im with true friends and we are really letting each other in on our internal worlds, every cell in my body screams out! in fuarrrking blood curdling fear and anxiety. it wells up in my chest like a thick black tar, blood bleeding from some nervous wound that i dont know who or what cut into me. within the last year i have ingratiated myself with extremely social people and after so many exhausting nights out, now more than ever i am aware that i am just like this. i am completely inadequate as a social animal and i dont have the drive or instinct or desire to succeed in a world like this. i admit with great shame that the most content i ever was during my three torpid years as a hikineet. i truly do not want live that way again but experience has taught me i cannot cope with any amount of responsibility or stress. the only solution is to disappear. in a few months i will no longer have a job or a place to live, with 4 states between myself and any family or 'friends'. this is probably for the better, as i can begin to waste away without anyone noticing. im too cowardly to ever hurt myself (although i chronically fantasize about blowing my brains out) but it would bring me some relief to just rot on the side of the street and be forgotten by everybody. never will i have to impose my sorry existence on a normal, functional person ever again. say what you will, but life is just too hard! kudos to all you out there who can handle it but i just wasnt cut out for this.

>>82630 >i admit with great shame that the most content i ever was during my three torpid years as a hikineet. i truly do not want live that way again but experience has taught me i cannot cope with any amount of responsibility or stress. I'm currently living my NEET years, trying to think my way out of them without thinking my way into normal person traps and delusions. The reduction in stress is really a wonderful part of this lifestyle, and I have wondered if I could ever go back to "the normal way." I suspect not, but I guess I'm hoping that that's OK, that I'll find a way that's better than both the normal way and the NEET way. Some amount of stress is inevitable, but I'm reminded of the big takeaway from "Man's Search for Meaning," that a person who has a Why to live for can withstand almost any How. In other words, it's not a game of just reducing stress but instead some sort of balance between stress and justification. You can bear up under stress if you can see the point in what you're doing. I hope to find that that's true in the course of living a life that seems justified to me. >this is probably for the better, as i can begin to waste away without anyone noticing The funny thing about that though is that actually wasting away while alive and conscious of it takes a kind of resolve because it's so unpleasant, which naturally drives a person to attempt to alleviate their suffering. In practical terms, without a substance to abuse, you either have to die or find a way to "get to good." Pretty, ain't it? But, honestly, it can be pretty, usually in fleeting moments and little revelations. >im too cowardly to ever hurt myself I doubt it. If you ever find you have more courage than you thought, I hope you'll turn it to good ends rather than immediately using it to nullify yourself. As it happens, I suspect from your post that you'd benefit from the straightforward application of anxiety meds and cognitive behavioral therapy, but there are many reasons why a person might not have the access and willingness needed to get those things. Thank Benevolence for professionals like Dr. K who put their materials out for free on stream. >never will i have to impose my sorry existence on a normal, functional person ever again It's interesting to me that you're fixating not on your own experience of suffering but on your perception that your lifestyle, essence, whatever is an imposition on other people. Do you have solid reasons to think that they see it that way or is it more like you're the only one who's actually judging yourself as such? I find these dynamics interesting from my perspective, that of a person who feels "prepared" to be sociable but is struggling to find the concrete means of expanding their social circle, as I lack employment, etc.

Im 21 soon young user but fuarrrk Ive been chronically online for like 10 yrs now I was on 8r9k hrs every night when I was like 11 I did irl social life maxxing all that bs I just wanna make enough money through fraud or what fuarrrking ever to live abroad idc ab social life its over for autists anyways

My body is constantly achy. Why cant it just heal . >>82718 Have fun spending next 10 to 20 in prison.

>>82719 feds are incompetent, move to some soykafhole abroad ur never getting caught. I wish I never found forums like this, everyone cares soo much about opsec doing no fuarrrking crimes meanwhile fraudniggers steal and brag about it on instagram without getting caught

My parents genuinely don't understand that I look gloomy because I want to kill myself not because I have some problems with health or because of "mild dissatisfaction" with my life conditions. It is a mistake I am alive, I always thought I would die and it is stupid that I didn't. By all means there are so many people who died who deserved to live. I'd give my life away to save somebody worthwhile but I can't even do that. On the bright side people only live something like 60-70 years in average so I just need to be patient and eventually I die nonetheless.

>>82721 i can relate to that although i feel like grinding till the end is important

>>82722 Grinding what, exactly?

>>82723 Are you the one they call stump grinder?

>>82724 No I am the one they don't know exists.

i just graduated high school yay!

>>82735 c o n g r a t s s i r

The idea of sex and finding the right partner is so draining and fraught with concern that I wish I could just have a family and kids of my own dumped into my lap.

>>82746 So you want an arranged marriage? Id think a relationship you dont quite feel loved or dont love them enough would feel worse in some ways. I guess it depends. I am very alone myself

>>82746 no it is not, you can weaponize love in order to create more lambs. that is how you destroy royal families, by making heirs give away the identity , the love and sacrifice of their ancestors for "love".

>>82748 >royal families Well good thing I'm not in one of those...

>>82747 arranged marriages go surprisingly well most of the time. A friend of mine had parents who met the day before their wedding and they love each other very much. He said so in the classroom when we were talking about how arranged marriages are barbaric, lol.

>>82756 I think this is why i always scoffed at people in love. its very hard for me to catch feelings for someone to the extent that i allow other people who would otherwise be perfect date me simply because they wanted to while continuously feeling absent on a deeper level. many people will fall in love over the smallest things, oftentimes circumstances they have no control over. the modern equivalent to arranged marriage is those systems of mass socialization that funnel people into groups to pair off in. im not sure why anybody would take it seriously

>>82756 It isnt that they are arranged it just is they put more effort into their marriages. In various cases they are able to reject an arrangement, that a lot of people tend to misunderstand that and assume it is forced rather than their parents setting up what is like an overboard blind date.

>>82759 >It isnt that they are arranged it just is they put more effort into their marriages what lack of identity and going to public school does to a mf....

>arranged marriages go surprisingly well most of the time. >most of the time >A friend of mine >A do you enjoy humiliating yourself this much? why do you choose to keep your eyes closed? >good marriage lmao. if a marriage doesn't evolve into hate campaign soon it just remains in co-op survival state till the end. all love fades away and what they call love is just appreciation, the same you have after a good co-op game. and then they only invoke the name of love during the good moments, during the bad moments it's the usual trashtalk you'd see in co-op. you're so delusional man, wake the fuarrrk up

>>82761 >ains in co-op survival state till the end. all love fades away and what they call love is just appreciation, the same you have after a good co-op game. and then they only invoke the name marriage isnt love dummy, it is a way to preserve wealth(i am talking about aristocracy marriages) you reserve love you your special male friends in order to lift them up and feast together upon the normal people.

>>82762 >aristocracy marriages are a joke, they're more like treaties or whatever. but yes i wasn't talking about them. >special male friends i was intending to be ultra serious with my response to this but i just keep laughing aloud. yeah whatever

>>82761 look up the stats. While arranged marriages are associated with spousal dissatisfaction, in particular for the woman, the correlation is not as strong as you might assume. >why do you choose to keep your eyes closed? I choose to report direct experiences I have had >if a marriage doesn't evolve into hate campaign soon it just remains in co-op survival state till the end. all love fades away and what they call love is just appreciation, You're incredibly wrong. I don't understand how a person's brain can be so rotted that they see the world this way.

>>82764 >I don't understand how a person's brain can be so rotted that they see the world this way. sorry i didn't know you're in cell.

y'all are bots. imageboards are streams of bot messages, like those javascripted casino comment sections. meat bots. bots that pass any captchas and mod checks. bots that subtly degrade sites. bots that dilute worthy topics with superficial remarks. bots that ignore and despise real humans. bots that believe they're conscient. internet is dead, has been since early 2010s. i am ignored. wherever i go. social media? ignored. f(r)iend dm? ignored. boards? ignored. whenever i post something i guess important it gets ignored. trying to convey my actual thoughts i feel like i am not part of this world. ex. uboachan's /yn/ is not discussing yume nikki the game itself, but only distantly related topics: how2fix locale/rtp/font/etc, "guyz u got kikiyama's email???", some theory with entry barrier so high it's uncoherent, trolls, spam, ... and remaining, "fitting" threads are not anything worthy of discussion, empty, null. rules won't help. now using internet just for a) docs, b) arg, c) art. мuh геddiт spасiпg!!! рhопеpоsтег!! fuск оff!! (0u0)~ yes i realise i may be something you'd call an "attention whore", ahh, whatever. the point of this post? you decide. btw is my english good enough??? - yours, 176.15.249.40.

>>82762 >i am talking about aristocracy marriages why? No one else is >>82761 People that use video games in their analogies tend to not deserve to be listened to.

>>82768 Yeah, idk what the fuarrrk is happening with imageboards nowadays. I doubt bots do this because what's really the point? But I guess more and more mainstreamers who are so immature penetrate these once hidden sites, just like what happened to 4сhаn. Even on /hum/ I just don't understand what people are saying or what's the point of what they say. Things are getting pretty weird. >btw is my english good enough??? yup i guess so, братан ) btw why you're posting your ip lol

>>82769 because NO ONE is a special snowflake and actions have consequences so i wanted to express the contrast between the marriage in both social classes

My company just announced that work-from-home is over, everyone's going back to the office. Hundreds of people's life plans are getting totally fuaarked up because one jackass fat cat executive decided the company will have a "friendlier culture" if people are in cubicles all day. Hopefully I can find another remote job, I am chronically ill and it's bad enough at home... I don't understand why they can't just leave people alone, they have to constantly screw with people. I guess they are afraid that if they don't keep flexing on us someone will notice they are worthless parasites.

>>82770 what's the point? to make the internet a place so miserable that real humans create their little private corners, so called "sekrit clubs" like lainchan but obscured and invite-only. no worthful/meaningful discussions would remain out in the public. yeah here you absolutely still can find useful ideas. from the few lainons posting them. yet. basic tech question? you get the answer. now try to ask about/explain a complex, but not-so-unknown thing among the supposed audience. get greeted with ignorance & nitpicking (or what other pointless forms of communication exist). they won't get the gist (суть). language is a limiting factor, no matter how verbose i am, i always omit info that the reader may or may not be able to infer correctly. reader's knowledge plays a role. posters whom i find "bots" may just have some ineffable thoughts. i'm ignored. maybe they just have nothing to say.

>>82768 you don't have to meltdown like this after initiating the abortion of what used to be dear also i'm not going to visit russia anytime soon. also who are you at all? also hello bot, got engine update recently haven't you? also >i am ignored snowflake lmao. watch me schizoposting. i don't give a fuarrrk if a bunch of npcs ignore me. i bear the light of truth that's the only thing that matters. also i'm not gay which places me another level higher. >i feel like i am not part of this world your mind is a black hole you will never fill it by external things. your post is gay and uninteresting, your issue crafted, your opinion discarded. internet has merely become a reflection of the outdoors world it's time to ascend on the currents of magic above this mundane world, but you can't because you're gay and probably not virgin. >>82776 first populate your mind with fruits of intelligence and imagination and then complain. but you go out in the world of infinite beauty and colors with a mind that only perceives shades of gray thus all you see is bleak instead of bright. death? a blessing! suffering? a blessing! pain? a blessing! hopelessness? a blessing! mutilation? a blessing! everything that enters the heaven of god's will becomes a blessing since it exists in accordance to reason. yet you seek your fruits in the gardens of devil and what is it you want? pleasure, leisure, good company, entertainment. but you neither deserve nor can even handle any of those things accordingly to their intended purpose. thus you are lured by the devil in his lair of infinite agony and you'll never see the light of day again. for things which put you at ease are baits of devil and things which pain and exhaust you are tools of god given so you can ascent to sublime and ultimate. keep venting, snowflake. you deserve whatever you're suffering

I feel like this has to be the soykaftiest time to be a young guy >covid took 3 years of uni >no jobs >geopolitical soykaf show >domestic political soykaf show I really don't know what to do. I'm just trying to get out of this rut im in and move out of my parents house but its really impossibly hard given the way things are. I'm in comp sci and the market for junior devs is non existent, meaning i'd have to get some type of retail job or something but that isn't even enough to pay the bills with the ongoing housing crisis my country is facing and while being a short term fix will also delay my real career from beginning. Its not even just me, over half the people i know from high school are in a similar predicament. I really just want to escape it all. I can't be a NEET with how my home situation is nor would I even like to be one. I just want a fresh start somewhere where I can put my head down and grind a 9-5 and come back without anyone bothering me. I think so long as I have that I can actually get things done for myself and start to build new relationships both friends and hopefully romantic. Its such a simple goal but it feels impossible. I'm honestly considering joining the military at this point in some techincal role. If i can't have a peaceful normal life then at least let my life have some value but fuarrrk man its so depressing.

>>82771 >i wanted to express the contrast between the marriage in both social classes yes but you're so gay how can you even do such a thing???

>>82778 It's odd, not too long ago someone who just wanted to keep his nose to the grindstone from 9-5 and be left alone would be seen as an ideal employee, as opposed to people screwing around and chatting all day. Nowadays though, it feels like a lot of places don't even really care how productive you are, they just want loyal serfs in their soykafty little kingdom, so what they are really looking for is someone who will be enthusiastic when told to participate in corporate BS like meeting games and diversity training. I don't know what changed.

>>82779 i was doing it in a socio-economic way!

>>82781 >i was doing it in a socio-economic way! aw that's so gay!

>>82777 this. snowflake. right. we are all snowflakes. pretending to be one is despicable. it is stating the obvious & asking for power outta nowhere. ego is evil & must be abolished, not a painless process. >>i am ignored last months i care less than i used to. now even less. >you will never fill it by external things right. >your post is gay and uninteresting right. realised that shortly after. that my posts may be no better than bots'. yet this is vent thread, posts here aren't suppo- >your issue crafted yeah. it's just us overthinking my life. us are me, my ego & my worms. the stream of thoughts took a wrong direction, apparently. let's go back & try again. >your opinion discarded huh? i had an opinion? >internet has merely become a reflection of the outdoors world it's time to ascend on the currents of magic above this mundane world it's reflection. it's one of gateways. astral & material planes are the same space. one complements the other. to me "ascension" means "development of one's psychic senses". those senses are what i want. to communicate with spirits. >but you can't because you're gay and probably not virgin i'll try hard as a virgin! what's this obsession with "gay"? >first populate your mind with fruits of intelligence and imagination and then complain >fruits of intelligence do you mean those truths scattered in your post? truths that i've seen in other schizoposts, in other languages, in books, etc. >and imagination my imagination is all right. constantly making up random things. >but you go out in the world of infinite beauty and colors with a mind that only perceives shades of gray thus all you see is bleak instead of bright. death? a blessing! suffering? a blessing! pain? a blessing! hopelessness? a blessing! mutilation? a blessing! everything that enters the heaven of god's will becomes a blessing since it exists in accordance to reason. is this "expect nothing of life"? my own expectations hurt me. right. >pleasure, leisure, good company, entertainment. yes currently these are what i seek. trying to find better! >and you'll never see the light of day again. that'd be unfortunate for an 18 year old. >for things which put you at ease are baits of devil and things which pain and exhaust you are tools of god given so you can ascent to sublime and ultimate. the right path is hard, it seems. and certainly not that paved by society. >keep venting, snowflake thanks! i won't. these vents helped disentangle my mind a little, now i can do better >you deserve whatever you're suffering it's ok. a blessing! keep proselytising. also >82777

>>82784 if you lie down and spread your legs you don't become less gay by any means please stop whatever is happening in your head right now because otherwise there isn't anything god can do to help you. what the fuarrrk is your post? >oh yes >yes right >uh oh >muh >huh? >i-i'll try! bleh. honestly it is appreciable when people attack me back because it means at least the truth delivered by god has rammed them hard in the face. you just dodge it as if you're incapable of perceiving the light. black hole. talking to such as you isn't healthy (for me). looking into void must not be the dominating activity after all. my ass do you see at all what you are doing? >last months i care less than i used to what the fuarrrk is this. i can see your ass burning all the way from here. he who doesn't care doesn't come into vent in the first place now this your meek way of trash talking me is exactly the opposite of "i don't care p-please trust me!!!!!" >these vents helped disentangle my mind a little these vents haven't fuarrrking helped you a tiny bit. that's the problem with you ultimate assholes and dedicated dumb asses. you are incapable of basic logical thinking. it is inconceivable for you to infer that if Z follows from Y and Y follows from X then Z follows from X as well. now will you not please instead of giving me your misery and grief turn off your fuarrrking pc and do some school grade logic please? let me explain. a disease is at first a bacterium that flows in the air. then it enters a strong body and dies. the end. but when it enters the weak body, it injects into cells and starts forking itself. first there are two bacteria. then there are four and then there 2^n of them. as such at first you do not know at all that you are ill. then you feel mildly uncomfortable. then you feel weak and become sensitive. and then the disease grows to its full strength and fuarrrks the hell out of you. now not only bodily diseases are formed this way, but the analogy is applicable to pretty much everything. water grinds down stones. wind moves dunes. a good artist is born not only of talent but of practice also. when you first hold the brush a habit of holding it doesn't exist yet, so you feel awkward and uncomfortable. but with practice habits and skills are formed thus you become proficient. consider this also, that if you hold the brush the wrong way, and measure proportions the wrong way, the drawing also will be wrong or of poor quality. each time you make a correct, good stroke, the habit is reinforced and you become better. but with every bad stroke that habit also is reinforced and you become worse. if being bad is then not desirable, doing bad things is not desirable as well, since it forms the bad habit. now when you whine and whimper about your inability to get laid (don't sell me your telltales about manly friendship, every male that thinks he "isn't noticed" just wants some good sex) consider this that you are adding to the bad habit. it is not helping you in any way, but only makes you more ignorant, more unhappy, more gay. you acted stupid and childish and if you do feel bad about it will you not perceive the truth and turn away from devil? will you not start acting as man? will you not make that desperate push for magnanimity? but if you do not perceive the evil you're committing, then go and conspire against somebody else. i am not immune to devil but i am not ignorant of god and i have seen how he never fails me so long as i distinguish him from the devil. god always helps to fight evil those who are opposed to devil. you will not grab my soul. keep jumping shadows. keep being unfortunate. >i-i won't it is impossible that a bad artist creates a good collection of drawings, so when a man so ignorant and so odious to gods as you are tells me he won't suffer i don't need a palantir to know he's lying. not to me but to himself. honestly just stop it, attacking you feels like punching dung why are you so slack? gotta wash my hands i guess. eww feminine men are hopeless i swear

>>82786 women are gross and shallow besides being a weapon elites use to keep the "orcs" in check. Also women dont care about identity , they are just the gears of natural selection. In short, if you cant see a special male friendship further than lust , you may consider becoming a lamb.