This is the last time I'll post anything on this site. I'm leaving Lainchan.
If someone(s) decides to pretend to be me, as happened in a now-deleted thread, then there is nothing I can do to stop them. I can't control anyone but myself. I have far too much self-control; were that not the case, then most likely this torment known as life would have ended for me long ago. "In the end death comes as a friend." I could use a friend...
I'll finish with including some very apt song lyrics from George Michael and Madonna.
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To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find
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I have a tale to tell
Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
I was not ready for the fall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall
A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell the secret I have learned
'Til then, it will burn inside of me
I know where beauty lives
I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives
The light that you could never see
It shines inside, you can't take that from me