Worst thing you ever saw?

What is the worst thing you ever saw? It can be online or irl. Also on a similar note, do snuff films exist? Beside isis stuff, cartel stuff, and Christchurch livestream, does a real snuff video exist? The worst thing I ever saw would be DD, necrolord, violent desires. All of these i saw/heard on soyjak.party, it’s that damn discord spamming it.

>>73801 Seems kind of useless at this point to gatekeep what a "real" snuff video is, we're not in the VHS era anymore where people could tell themselves that non-fake footage of human death doesn't exist. There are known videos online of people being murdered and you've mentioned some of them. They are real, not a myth, but stupid and depressing. Would it really make a difference if the context of the murder was a little different? It would just be more of the same.

Talking to someone and them showing me their arm after dealing with advanced staged kidney disease. It horrified me. It was worse than the time I actually saw someone die with my own eyes.

>>73801 Watching a failed anhero... The worst part was that he would probably never walk again, and looked like he regretted his decision. Like his eyes were just pleading to turn back time. I almost wanted to ask him "why". That's having seen some really fuarrrked up soykaf irl. It was so tame by comparison, and there was almost no blood, just plenty of broken bones. But seing the regret and desperaton in the presumably teenagers eyes was more impactful to seeing all the other gore and violence that most people find disturbing. I think the reason it was so bad is that it was self inflicted, since I pretty much assume humans are cruel to one another and gore is just part of that. Between that or watching that autistic weeb from halfchan blow his brains out on livestream with a KSG, and then watching his mom walk in several minutes later. Sometimes I wonder why I didn't turn the livestream off after he did it.

>>74045 I saw a failed an hero where this guy took a shotgun to his face in a car, which basically blew a good chunk of the front off and looked like a lovecraft horror monster that screamed without a face. It was just some slightly gurgling, weird "far-away" scream and his headshake while the "tendrils" hanging off his face shook. The video was from a cop or a paramedic, so it was after the fact. He basically just looked like he was in agony the whole time. Some russian doctors put his face back together though, and no, it wasn't great. That's not the worst thing I've seen, mind you. But it had some slight impact.

If we are talking about things that are just plain grotesque and annoyingly disgusting to look at, then I'd say that transexual wounds are the grossest thing I've ever seen. Alongside that, pictures of babies with severe skin conditions that made their skin look like someone peeled them like a potato and then glued the skin back in a non-symmetrical way. Now, the grossest thing that I've ever seen which affected me to a deep emotional personal level was probably my reflection in the mirror while I was puking in the sink, I was severely underweight, had long hair and felt a horrible sharp stabbing pain below my ribs from the contractions of puking.

some girl who picked her own skin so much that she had gangrene all over her legs and at one point you could see through her legs, with a little bit of bone peeking it's all documented somewhere like a blog post showing her progression

A russian man holding a grenade in front of cop, letting it blow in his hand A man jumping off skyscraper getting impaled anùs first onto a street pole chest high and surviving Ukranian women on dark web being payed to stomp on kitten heads with high heels until their heads tuened to mush 1 russian homeless man 1 icepick is also good That video of chinese farmer throwing gasoline lit up in a pit full of pigs was strong, just due to all the pig screams

Tie between -seeing my coworker with his leg ripped off (lumber dropped on it, wasn't there for that part), having to be pinned down because he kept trying to move. -Witnessing an OD while high on acid.

ISIS detachment smiling over their captured ~9 year old boy, reminding him it's the will of Allah that he be slaughtered, after they already killed his parents, smiling. >In the back of pickup truck >"No, please don't slaughter me, shoot me please..." >Caressing the boy with his knife, wiping it off on him with the light in his eye that he's the main character and is God's chosen cockroach >"It is the will of Allah." Video ends. No blood, no violence. I've seen everything, the worst soykaf available and am entirely desensitized to 'horror,' but the pure evil of this insidious belief took the cake. He wasn't killing a 9 year old like a genocide, where you just shoot someone in the back of the head or something else impersonal. He was going to get his gold star from Allah. Nothing symbolizes the power of cultural influence more then the blood of that boy drying up in the sand. People talk about culture wars, but no one is talking about culture weapons; The exact same infallible faith that killed this 9 year old is the same precedent as why people vote for one president or the other, or idolize anything or another, not because they did the math, but because they're in a group. I thought the agonal breathing and cartel dismemberment would stick with me, it doesn't. It's that fuarrrking arab niggers smile as he venerates killing a child.