terrible terrible terrible

i tried out sex work and i think im going to fuarrrking kill myself now.. im freaking the fuarrrk out over sti's and feeling so gross idk what to do. do not be like me i was desperate for money and did it without properly vetting the person in question. i hate myself and i want to die more than i already did before hand. i guess i just need to throw this out into the wind, i am probably going to use all of the money i got on opiates and intentionally overdose because i don't think i can live with myself anymore. i fuarrrking hate it here

Sometimes we all have to learn the hard way.

damn that's sad. Wish our society took care of people better so you wouldn't feel pressured to do something you didn't want to.

>>68914 First off, I really hope you don't kill yourself, that would be such a waste, especially over something you don't even know whether you've contracted. Go get tested and figure out an alternate plan of income now that you know this absolutely won't be viable. I'm sorry this happened to you. You are still loved and worthy of living. >>68922 It's genuinely so upsetting that despite all of our tech and progression as a species we still set one another back like this.

dont worry about it too much. dont focus on that specific thing that happened. you are not just that. chillax

Wiping your memory is always an option, Lain. Though you may ultimately find yourself returning to where you started.

Prostitution is a profession but whoring is a hobby. You aren't hurt, and the past is the past. Like you said, you needed money. You might be emotionally scarred, but don't worry about society judging you, because it isn't a lifestyle for you. Move on with life. If you want to kys then nobody is stopping you, but you obviously haven't done it, so you do have a will to live yet left. You can always move somewhere else and put your old life behind you if you hate who you were that badly.

>>68914 Sorry man, you play stupid games you win stupid prizes. The truth is that selling your body is the kind of thing that eats away at you just like murder would. I can't say I know the circumstances that lead up to you doing this but I'm sure society has warned you from a young age that you shouldn't be a proustite for this reason. You said you needed the money but I can't imagine you didn't have other options in the first world. That is unless you got mixed up with a dangerous crowd and owed them money but in that game see stupid games. Still, you can't take it back but you don't have to kill yourself. Just try to live your life better moving forward and you'll find this matters a lot less with time.

>>68963 >neurosuggesting murder or prostitution has to eat away at you People kill and have sex all the time. It's naive to assume that all forms of sex and violence are equal. The reasons for doing something are generally more important than the act itself. Don't fool yourself lain. Society warns against a lot of things because those things have the power to change society for the better or worse, even you getting hurt impacts society as a whole. How and why you do things matters more than the idea that you did something.

Are you male or female? How did you got that idea? Why not any other work? How old are you? Maybe i can help with more context

>OP got the gift >OP is actually a glitterboy You knew the risks.

>>68977 Bet you anything its a MtF troon whos between 20 and 35.