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I hate to make an uninteresting blog post, but I really need some help... Ever since my childhood, I have been extremely zoned out, and even now I am the same. I seem to have trouble processing the sentences which I have heard perfectly, in my head. I am constantly living in a "dream world" of some sort, I suppose could be called "daydreaming" I work at a workshop and because of my constant zone-outs and daydreamings I am concerned I will get my hand stuck in a machine and have my arm ripped off or something like that. People are constantly calling me "retard" or "autist" or "creep" because of how quiet and zoned out I can get (I can stare off to a wall for an hour imagining something) Again, sorry to make a blogpost, but I see the users of this website like family and you are the only people I can tell this to. Nobody else seems to understand, they just call me "retarded" over and over. What is wrong with me, Lainons? Is anybody else like this?

>>67863 >What is wrong with me, Lainons? You might have some kind of food sensitivity that you're not accounting for. Consider an elimination diet.

>>67864 How does that connect and how would I do that without knowing what I'm sensitive to?

First question: Have you talked about it to a professional before? Honestly, at least on my end, I'm not qualified to suggest alot, lainon. I'm very skeptical about an elimination diet, too. I can't suggest a medicine of some kind either. for now, have you considered working along with someone? At least have someone to watch over you in case you work with heavy machinery and zone-out while working with it. At the very least, you'll find a coworker to who to talk about it eventually that way. Monkey stronger together, lainon. I wish the best for you and be safe.

>>67867 I have, they either try to label it ADHD or severe depression but I don't think it is either of them. >ADHD I do have problems standing still (I'm constantly shaking, looking around and changing the foot I'm putting my weight on like a metronome when I'm supposed to be standing still) but I don't think its about that - I haven't heard any ADHD patients constantly zoning out. >severe depression I have been through this before and it is because of that I'm sure its not caused by depression. I just don't feel the same way I did when I went through it. Its a small repair shop, so I already have a guy I'm working with.. But it seems he thinks I'm disabled and tries to avoid me at all costs Like I've said, it's not any of the things I've been labeled with. Its more like my soul is... "Out of my body" when I'm zoned out. Kind of a silly example, but Kasuga Ayumu from Azumanga Daioh is a good example.

>>67863 Same thing wrong with the rest of us born after 1991 or so. Tons of injections full of neurotoxins that also primed our bodies and brains towards inflammation in the periods they're supposed to be growing. The result is dysfunction and neotony. Essentially, we have brain damage and various other organ dysfunctions that also mess with the brain. Our lives are hell due to things that were done to us. I am now nearly 30 and cannot dig my way out of having my entire life thwarted and wasted, maybe you can.

>>67868 Seconding adhd is not zoning out, its the exact opposite - you never stop doing something. Its the activity junky livestyle. ADHD would slap you for zoning out. I think the food guy is your best bet on possible cause. The idea how it works is a low allergic reaction causes inflammation which causes mental fog. its a proven approach as there are plenty example of people fixing their issues with fixing diet. Note inflammation can also come from simply eating like garbage. Sugar causes inflammation. You consume too much you get it and people handle it differently well. Some have zero side effects while others get massive akne on small dose. This is why people need to do elimination diets - you remove something and see if it improves because there is no general advice for this as it's based on individual genetics & gut flora affecting the outcome.

>>67870 Here again we see the inane religion of uncaused causes. Tell me, why are you sensitive to these foods to begin with? Is your body sensitized just because it's what you happen to eat, and therefore with diet change you'll just slowly be sensitized to the new diet? No no, it's just magic. No one thinks that far ahead.

>>67871 dude you dumb, i already mentioned in first post - genetics & gut flora. And everyone is suffering from inflammation due sugar. Your tolerance might be better than others but you still would do better without.

>>67873 You may be right about sugar. I drink a lot of tea every day, at least 4-5 cups - and I usually add a lot of sugar into each of them. I will stop consuming sugar; see where that gets me.

>>67873 You don't know the half of it. >genetics Handwaving. A magic trick. >gut flora Vague, uncaused cause. >inflammation due to sugar Is that really all you can think of? Added sugars? >Your tolerance might be better than others but you still would do better without. I was destroyed long ago. A decade+ of clean living didn't repair the problem.

>>67876 wtf is vague about genetics? Do you need some babysitter explaining you how some people get lactose intolerance while others never do? Same concept applies widely to other potential issues like wheat allergy. And gut flora is simple too - Bacteria can digest what you can't. You destroy your gut flora you cripple your ability to digest food with the help of your gut flora. This is btw for most part permanent damage. And its been shown you can destroy your gut flora on a mcd diet for a week as well as just taking antibiotics.

>>67877 >wtf is vague about genetics? Wrong question. What isn't vague? >lactose intolerance Apples and oranges. Lactase deficiency and poor digestive response can also be caused by other pathology. >Same concept applies widely to other potential issues like wheat allergy Magic again. Stuff happens cuz genes. No mention of leaky gut and so on. Let me guess, it doesn't exist. >And gut flora is simple too Not really. >This is btw for most part permanent damage. The damage to the brain during development is permanent. The digestive scarring and peripheral nerves regenerate very slowly. >as well as just taking antibiotics. Wrong use of language again. Most people don't get fuarrrked up "taking" antibiotics, they are "given" them as children.

>>67877 Marxist dogma rejects nature. It is actually something they tend to deny, or outright just ignore / not talk about, but even the USSR (yes, it was a marxist derivative) had a little infamous moment with "Lysenkoism". At best this guy will tip-toe / dance around the topic. He may not even be aware that he rejects it. Even today, they will say things that range from "genetics are unimportant" to "genetics is stupid". When they say "genetics is stupid", they rarely say "are" (although, grammatically, lately people don't really think about it and they will say "are" anyways). But that important distinction is that they are talking about the field, rather than the act of discussing genetics. In some cases, they'll agree that genetics are "a thing", but refuse to admit the importance of genetics. Magic soil and magic paper. An african will become a Swed if the African is in Sweden, and especially so, when the government writes on paper that says so.

>>67879 You will amount to little more than an apologist and a slave. The other side of the same coin, you're made for each other. Enjoy it.

>>67868 >Its more like my soul is... "Out of my body" when I'm zoned out. I know this sounds retarded but try posting on /x/. Also, I somewhat suffer from daydreaming too and I tend to disappear in them for minutes but mine isn't too serious.

I'm not reading this thread but I would like to add to the discussion that many of our neurotransmitters like GABA and Serotonin are primarily produced by bacteria in our GI tract. That is to say, our body can make them endogenously, but bacteria do it much more efficiently, and for us to operate nominally, we shouldn't be biosynthesizing any of them at all. To reiterate >Your most crucial thinking, happy, and relaxation chemicals are made in your gut >If you eat like a retarded dipshit, you can't think, happy, or relax >21st century human eats garbage and can't think, is sad, and anxious What an unexpected fuarrrking surprise.

>>67881 >My soul is out of my body Stop this soykaf. You are limited to your physical faculties of perception. This goes far beyond sight and sound to include the brain's natural 3D mapping of it's surroundings, or even predictive extrapolations thereany. Sure, your perceptions might be broken, and that would cause deviations from standard, but even if all that schizo religious bullshit exists, you are still limited by the fact that your perception is a meat-brain doing meat-brain soykaf. >I'm perfect that's why I get to experience spirituality >I'm also broken but my perceptions are still 100% factual Subhumans. I've met dogs with more agency.

>>67882 An interesting take i read is the reason bacteria goes rip is pesticides. The pesticides are only tested as harmless for you as human but never got declared harmless for your gut bacteria. Classic lawyered

>>67884 It's many things. Everything from electromagnetic fields to pesticides and herbicides, to sterilized hyperprocessed food, halogenated tap water, prescription drugs, bad oral health, poor nutrition. I suppose if you want to know why I'm so hostile it's because I'm sick of it and disgusted. It's multifactoral. Every fuarrrkin' soykafhead out there is on about his One True Cause and it doesn't fuarrrking work that way.

>>67868 Injected with a bunch of metals that causes the astral body and aetheric body to have a poor connection. They trigger degenerative processes.

>>67880 >You will amount to little more than an apologist and a slave. The other side of the same coin, you're made for each other. Enjoy it. It is disappointing, but not particularly surprising, that you aren't responding in good faith. You're operating under presuppositions that aren't particularly fair, but more than that, aren't even particularly correct. Care to explain how what I stated was wrong? >The other side of the same coin And which coin would this be?

>>67885 >Every fuarrrkin' soykafhead out there is on about his One True Cause and it doesn't fuarrrking work that way. You're the one jumping to the conclusion of the "One True Cause". The idea is to list various points of issue, then fix them, one at a time. For some people, gut flora is the problem. For some people, seed oils are the problem. For some people, sedentary lifestyle is the problem. The list goes on. You're even admitting you do not want to discuss these things in good faith. Then why talk? Why bother?

>>67889 I am responding in good faith. You're just not ready to hear it, and I'm no longer ready to tailor it to you. Very simple. >And which coin would this be? The puppet show. Left hand right hand, light and dark.

>>67890 No. As I just stated, causes are multifactoral. Any given state or element can act synergistically with the others. You're doing reductionistic One True Cause nonsense from another, slightly obfuscated angle. Literally repeating what I said. I'm tired of a bunch of little fuarrrkwits off in their own corners talking about whatever soykaf they're fixated on. Synthesis is needed. A holistic approach. Reductionistic compartmentalized trash has to go. I will take out the trash, bit by bit.

>>67891 That's bad, you really believe you are? Unfortunately, I'm not a false dichotomy / polemics following retard. >>67892 Then you didn't understand what I said because you just agreed with me. Dire. Good luck.

>>67893 >Then you didn't understand what I said because you just agreed with me. Dire. Good luck. ie >nuh uh, you! I just stated, again, what I'd said since my first post. Your stupid ass kept responding as though I was wrong. Now you want to bow out with a "gotcha, ur dumber then me". fuarrrk off, soykaf for brains.

>>67894 I had only posted in this thread a total of 4 times, so you're probably associate me with someone else. I think there should be ids, but it cant be helped. >>nuh uh, you! This isn't how you should interpret what I had said, because I did not say nor imply this. >Your stupid ass kept responding as though I was wrong It is as if you cannot operate with saying ad homs. I was responding to your remarks as if *I* were wrong. You simply responded poorly to my explanation of your rejection of genetics. I will, once again, point out: failed to correct me. >fuarrrk off, soykaf for brains. Furious projection.

>>67895 >your rejection of genetics Never happened.

>>67866 That's the whole idea of an elimination diet, you just get rid of everything in a procedural way, so you can figure out what. Food has a surprising, understated effect on cognition and psychic organization. If you get your diet right, it will enable you to do everything else to get better. I recommend a ketogenic diet high in red meats.

>>67897 No. Elimination diets are symptom management. Suggesting them as a solution is a mistake. They're a component of a broader process, not the process itself. If you have leaky gut, when you change your diet your body will just start reacting to common elements of your new diet. You're buying time. You will end up right back where you started. Now if you have a hard genetic vulnerability, or something you were sensitized to by other means (eg vaccination), then these should simply be eliminated permanently. However if you're so trashed to begin with, it will eventually become difficult to determine cause and effect. You'll be doing so many things, even one by one, it becomes difficult to determine. Whatever. Waste of time. You'll have to learn on your own.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization-derealization_disorder

Take a throughout blood test and I mean throughout. Thyroid, hormones, antibodies, glands etc literally everything. It might just be a hormone issue. This is a general advice for all of you on /hum/, if you feel that there's something wrong with you take a blood test to rule out that you're not just ill.

>>67900 Won't detect malnutrition or toxic load, possibly not even indirectly. Most magnesium for example is tissue bound. You can be severely deficient and see little change in serum concentrations. Hence lymphocyte proliferation tests, intracellular measurements, uptake measurements, etc. People going to the doctors, best case scenario they get spun some yarn of bullshit and end up on levothyroxine or some other nonsense. The religion of uncaused causes. What did it doc? It's idiopathic!

>>67901 Lack of access to health care is no reason to spread unfounded crankery. Please do better.

>>67898 >If you have leaky gut, when you change your diet your body will just start reacting to common elements of your new diet. I mean, sure. The question is the harm of the elements of the new diet, and whether or not they promote further gut barrier permeability (e.g. exluding exorphins produced in the digestion of dairy and grains and excluding zonulin) >They're a component of a broader process, not the process itself. Agreed wholeheartedly. As I write, >If you get your diet right, it will enable you to do everything else to get better.

>>67898 >>67905 With respect to elimination diets, there is a gold standard that has essentially zero risk of allergy or insensitivity, btw. Pastured, raw red meat steaks, and water. Of course that's impractically expensive for most, which is why I recommend getting as close to *that* as possible.

>>67906 Some people are becoming reactive to beef. My point is if you can't eat [whatever] due to oxalates, or FODMAP intolerance, or histamine issues, or brain fog, or pummeling your brain with ammonia and hydrogen sulfide due to gut dysbiosis and poor motility... you know, it's just not going to work. You have catch 22's and interlocking mutually amplifying feedback loops. Even if you go pure carnivore (some people can't reach a low enough stomach pH, or have been harmed in the form of gallbladder removal etc), or do prolonged water fasting, intermittent fasting, depending on toxic load you may be physiologically incapable of the digestive and assimilative capacity required to recover from food alone. Particularly if there is environmental toxicity.

>>67907 Most of the particulars you list are not found in beef, especially steak (ground meat does have histamines). I reject the idea that "it's just not going to work" in the conditions you describe. There are literally hundreds of stories online about people maintaining meat-only diets for years, if not decades, and curing conventionally incurable diseases, including mental and neurological ones. You probably know this, but for the peanut gallery: https://zerocarbzen.com/. It is true that a non-zero amount of people cannot stomach, or would not be substantially helped by, a raw carnivore diet (alone). But the overwhelming majority can and would, I conjecture, and as such I recommend it as the first step in recovery to everybody interested. Of course, physical exercise etc. should also be a part of a complete recovery "plan", but it's difficult to get around to those things if you're feeling as miserable as you are to begin with. Saying "just exercise" to the depressed person is as braindead as saying "just stop" to the addict. The whole point is that they can't. tldr playing at "whataboutism" doesn't mean this approach isn't extremely helpful, and sustainable, for many

>>67908 >tldr playing at "whataboutism" doesn't mean this approach isn't extremely helpful, and sustainable, for many Okay, so you seem to prefer the adversarial style and your focus is rhetoric. I'm just going to wrap this up. >Most of the particulars you list are not found in beef, especially steak (ground meat does have histamines). I wasn't saying they're in beef. >There are literally hundreds of stories online about people maintaining meat-only diets for years, if not decades, and curing conventionally incurable diseases, including mental and neurological ones. Yeah? So what? Some soykaf for brains b-o-o-mers finally figured out if you stop eating processed food and guzzling Bud Light, whoa, your diseases go away. Great for them. In many cases it isn't that straightforward. And of those who are greatly helped. What, they're going to re-add plants and gradually become sick again? Then of course, because they're retarded, they create a little cult. Plants are inherently poison! That's why! Meanwhile other people don't suffer such overt issues, nor did their ancestors. Carnivore diet == your back to the wall. Can be pressure canned but doesn't store worth soykaf. Jerky is expensive, takes time to dehydrate and remove fat and so on yourself, still has to be sealed. >It is true that a non-zero amount of people cannot stomach, or would not be substantially helped by, a raw carnivore diet (alone) Going to just ignore the "raw carnivore" part. People's who's digestive systems are too damaged will not have the bile salts and pancreatic enzymes to secrete, they won't be able to make stomach acid, they're probably sympathetic dominant, so basically the meat is going to sit in the stomach and rot. It won't move through the gut quickly either. They won't absorb well, highly bioavailable supplemental nutrients are preferable. These problems have to be dealt with. Betaine HCl, enzymes, intermittent fasting, breathing, whatever. >but it's difficult to get around to those things if you're feeling as miserable as you are to begin with. It's not about "getting around to", it's about being punished for eating. Eating anything, at any time. You can't bootstrap everyone by the same process. Especially eating raw meat of all things, for fuarrrk's sake, do you have any idea how most meat is processed? It's not like taking your fresh kill back to camp, or some raw paleo soykaf. This is tiresome. I have a primarily carnivore diet, and had a pure grass fed ground beef diet, and turkey diet, in the past. No, it isn't that straightforward. Don't get drawn into the carnivore cult. They're turning retarded very quickly. Such disgusting miserable creatures, people turn everything into a religion.

>>67908 The only person I know IRL who has an all-meat diet is my sister's old roommate. According to my sister, her poop had the consistency and smell of tar.

>>67909 It doesn't seem that we disagree on anything.

I hate to be this guy but always remember different races are different. my ancestors spent years eating beef and pork and venison and all sorts of meats while drinking milk and alcohol. I drink a lot of milk and alcohol and I eat a lot of meat and when I drink alcohol I don't turn red and get weird discomforts like an asiatic and I don't get the adverse reactions to milk like a negro and its possible I don't get the adverse reactions to meat that you would if i.e. you're the son of a peasant chinaman who's every ancestor for the last thousand years has eaten a big bowl of rice ever day and thence derived most of his calories. please consider the race problem

>>67919 Yes, O blood type has been found to be more disposed to eating meat, and to have better stomach acid production than A, B, or AB. Further, Rh-s are basically missing an ion channel in their blood cells (and possibly elsewhere), which alters everything from nitric oxide diffusion through the body to ammonia flux. It has been found the cognitive detriment with eg toxoplasmosis infection in Rh- is both faster and doesn't recover in Rh-, whereas Rh+ has an initial dip, then a rise back to a bit below baseline. And that's just blood type and a few metrics. I agree, genetic background definitely plays a role. And the adaptive homeostatic mechanisms can compensate somewhat, but it can't 1:1 environmentally habituate one race to be another.

>>67875 Aaah! That has some sense. I do notice with myself that If I take too much sugar I tend to get sleepy instead. Always thought a "sugar crash" was just a tale to warn kids about too much sugar.

just fyi they started playing with coof rna injections for farm animals. Raw meat probably gonna fuarrrk you up soon unless you can get a local trustworthy source.

>>67925 source pls, i'm curious body too short body too short body too short

>>67923 The specific metabolism is that Insulin is both a metabolite and a hormone; Insulin tells your body to convert sugar into fat. So with a high glycemic load(brain available glycogen), you get a large insulin spike. This causes too much Insulin, which converts all that blood sugar into fat extremely fast. Before your body knows what's happening, your blood sugar drops to 0, making you tired. This is why "complex carbohydrates" matter, complex being difficult to access. This causes an extremely slow source of brain sugar for 6-8 hours. Useful info even if you're already healthy enough.

>>67928 Thanks alot for the explanation, lain.

>>67928 There is also the HFC problem, body only counts glucose which worked in past due 1:1 fructose glucose ratio in regular sugar but modern HFCs change ratio which means body goes blind to getting more fructose than measuring glucose indicates.

>>67962 For the last fuarrrkin' time, stop saging you irritating prick. 1) Sucrose is not the predominant sugar in natural sources 2) An enzyme is present on the intestinal wall (sucrase) to split disaccharides, only after which they are rapidly transported across. 3) It's modulated by gut flora and the amount of fiber, which dictates absorption quantity and rate. 4) Fructolysis in the liver, ie first pass processing, is only overwhelmed with unnatural quantities coming in very quickly. Compare chewing on sugar cane to mashed, boiled, and crystalized sugar with all the fiber discarded. Or the small amount you get in as many berries as you can find. It's not high fructose corn syrup (GMO, glyphosate, atrazine soaked), it's constant bombardment of all process food with large amounts of sugar along with frequent blood sugar spikes which alow fructose into circulation, after which it becomes potent mitochondrial poison among other things to do with blood viscosity and so on. So no, you saging fuarrrkhead, it's not that simple. You're one step away from muh One True Cause. Get away from all that. Well, or fixate as you must, it's part of learning, but don't get stuck.

>>67963 missing the point, if you consume large doses you will do better on regular sugar compared to hfc. Its the alternative easy option when people don't want to reduce their intake. also i sage cause op decided to sage one post before me already.

>>67966 Read the post. It's about the amount of fiber and other factors influencing absorption, not the ratio of fructose:glucose, "balance" or whether it's free or in sucrose form.

>>67972 Fiber is interesting when you compare eating apple vs apple juice and you are correct that fiber is essential but that's beside the point when you compare hfc vs cane sugar in something like cola. The real choice you have with processed foods is same product but different sugar type.

>>67973 If it comes down to that I say cane sugar as well. In reality one should be mindful of what they eat, and eat for a purpose. Avoid added sugars unless there is a purpose.

>>67863 Some of those symptoms sound like sluggish cognitive tempo/cognitive disengagement syndrome.

>>67868 Sounds like DDD--depersonalization-derealization disorder. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization-derealization_disorder

>>67899 >>68156 Not officially diagnosed with anything but I'm pretty sure I've got some variation on these symptoms. The only thing that reliably fixes it for me is heavy exercise. If I'm not at least breaking a sweat every other day I become a bit of an NPC from an outside perspective. >>67868 I think I might relate to the soul out of body thing. In less mystical terms I feel my body is going around in autopilot. Following a pre-determined routine or the path of least resistance. The rational part of your psyche might try to resist this pattern but any motivation you might think of, to do so, fails to resonate emotionally and falls flat. Exercise (the more intense the better) grounds me to my bodily senses and turns the volume back up on my emotions. Dunno know if that's what you experience, I believe some people claim it gives them full on out of body hallucinations.

>>68162 I've personally reached a point where to access any will I have to visualize and create the feeling of doing something. Then I find the body moves to do it. Otherwise, it will not do it.

>>68164 Hm, not sure I'm with you 100% but I know there was a time where I found it beneficial to remain emotionally cut off: To remain semi-functional I'd imagine what I'd want me to do if I were observing from a detached, outside perspective, which sort of worked. Poor substitute to exercise in any other situation though.

>>68165 I think I separated from them too much. I wanted to be done with it and tried to sever the connection with the body and mind completely, spiritual suicide. The results have been bad. I am slowly learning to take hold of the various threads again. I hate it more than ever. I can't be everything at once. I can't change without losing. I study a topic, then one day I'm just someone else and I don't remember it anymore. There's no point in living like that, I can't work with this worthless trash and I can't kill it either. It only moves within certain parameters.

>>68169 Can certainly relate to the despair, I really hope you can kick this thing and find your way through the other side of it.

>>68172 Thank you. I appreciate that.

>>67879 Lysenko was actually correct and his contributions were later utilised by the US to great success in the 1960s onwards. Genetics aren't real btw

>>68266 >Genetics aren't real btw Elaborate.

>>67863 You have crippelling basedness, you have too much soul your mind is too powerful, material world is fake so you as naturally superior person are more inclined to real things.

I'm like this too, as long as you say something funny here and there that's enough to convince most people you're not a robot. Embrace the awkwardness, learn to love it. Laugh at those who laugh at you. >because of my constant zone-outs and daydreamings I am concerned I will get my hand stuck in a machine You won't. Look into flow state or wu wei. Once you learn your job your brain automates it and ignores the boring repetitive nature, so it's normal for your mind to wander while it feels like something else is doing the work for you. If you're still really that concerned then find an easier and safer job. >People are constantly calling me "retard" or "autist" or "creep" Consider this a blessing in disguise, alternatively they would constantly annoy you with updates on gossip, the weather, sports, current movies or expect you to solve all their problems. If the name calling is unbearable, then go find another job. There's nothing wrong with you, every moment is a test designed to annoy you, just stop giving a fuarrrk and you'll pass.

>>68266 Long shot youll see this, but I spent about an hour searching the english internet for an unbuzzworded and through overview and couldn't find one. Can you (or any lainon fortunate enough to know) summarize or give reference for his ideas?

>>67878 >Wrong question. What isn't vague? You substituted their question, directed at you, and then failed to answer it. If you're turning the question back on them then it's ill-formed; they don't know what your concept of vague is (relating to genetics) and thus can't answer. >Apples and oranges. Lactase deficiency and poor digestive response can also be caused by other pathology >also Oranges and oranges. You agree that genetics is a factor that impacts both things. >Magic again. Stuff happens cuz genes. >Large-scale conceptual black-boxing is magic. If you tell me objects fall due to "gravity", but cannot tell me what this "gravity" is in perfect specificity then I will take you for a charlatan. I do not understand the idea of applying labels without definition. The words "music", "intelligence" and "personality" mean nothing to me. >Not really Not an argument >Wrong use of language again. I refuse to disambiguate your statement in good faith. The original is a perfectly legitimate use of the word "taking". Whenever you consume a drug orally it's grammatically correct to say you "took" the drug. Words have more than one use. You inherited your needlessly rigid view of language from a desire to win comment section debates. Lighten up

>>71502 Essentially it's Lamarckism put into agricultural practice with communist ideals at the head. For example, you put grain seeds into a cold place and keep them there for a period of time. Congratulations! Any seeds that grow up from this bunch are now frost resistant! You can also make one plant into another plant by influencing it's development, male tropical fruits grow in cold climates and so on. Actually even Stalin thought he was a clown behind the scenes, but it was good propaganda, so he allowed it. Here's a good video https://youtu.be/s6iansrOyjg t. Russian lainon who could read his stuff

>>67894 I'm sick of people like you. Generalized statements/word salad and then straight up insults when asked to express your thoughts.

>>73550 They're cluster Bs. They have no capacity nor conception that anyone would know or think anything they don't, they lack reality testing and confabulate and do all this other annoying soykaf you see. I personally hate them and want to wipe them out completely. Nothing short of prolonged systematic torture could break down and mend a mind that broken, and they're everywhere now.

>>73590 another day, another post on lainchan about how a vague group of people should be tortured/murdered because they're annoying or something.

>>73593 You just need to think big picture Lain.

>>73593 I just love this site for this. Just a bunch of schizos who constantly express big/controversial thoughts and opinions, yet with almost no trolling implied, just genuine ideas. I love you guys, even >>73590

>>67864 I would go and see a doc. He might give OP an ADHD/ADD diagnosis. It might also be some kind of food sensitivity (often milk protein or gluten). The elimination diet is good advice if the doc doesn't bother doing anything or if he just gives the OP ADHD drugs (if the elimination diet works, then using drugs is not necessary).

I have known someone like OP and I saw him “cured” in real time, one day. It was at a party. He took something with some girls and guys and they talked for hours. Probably mdma, not sure. He opened up. Everyone opened up. Lots of deep conversations. Then he changed. I do not remember it that well, but he said that part of his brain was literally numb because of the negative experiences he had - or loneliness. That night, the numbed areas lit up. Pair it with the comfortable setting of people around him. He opened up. Something in him got reprocessed that night and that changed everything. I guess it helped he and some other girl flirted hard with each other that night. But it was not in the US. I think you guys live in the US, so I doubt you can have this type of experience. Your stuff is cut with something horrible, and people over there would rather rob or rape you than have fun parties with deep conversations and opening up. I guess you would need a really trusted group

>>73590 >cluster B thats OUR word you cant use that word

>>73611 I can and just did. Cope and seethe.

OP here. Didn't think this post would still be here. I quit my job a while ago. Why did this post turn into a dogfight? Haha I won't go into detail, take care all of you

Seeya OP. I have been pretending to be a retard at work for 2 years now, it's working, i recommend this behavior to anyone who can bare the lack of respect from others.

>>67863 I've had something similar and I'm sure it was caused by extreme stress and emotion. It mostly happened to me in the morning, if I woke up very suddenly I would feel like a child all day. It was accompanied by hypnagogic and hypanpompic hallucinations which were mostly auditory. I rarely get these symptoms anymore

>>67863 OP I am a lot like you. My brain works slowly. I have a lot of daydreams. My parents determined I was smart but were still worried about me for a long time. Looking back I really don't see how they could have figured that out maybe parents are just supposed to naturally believe good things about their kids in case of tinkerbell effect. Anyway the only way I got anywhere was by having other advantages like a middle class upbringing and pretty good long-term memory in subjects that I like. The subjects that I like part is really important and there isn't any way to do this except to go learn about a lot of different things until something seems to stick. I would always listen to stuff like free university lectures from MIT etc or pdfs made into audiobooks with linux stuff. going to pirate sites for PDFs always fills me with the desire to learn everything and wonder when I see some topic I hadn't thought about before and then I just filter that by what I actually feel like learning about once I read the table of contents or the intro or the first chapter. I don't see a person with a lot of daydreams being a good match for a workshop. Granted, I found ways to screw up when I was doing manual labor too but most of those weren't as dangerous. If I were you I would be willing to take a pay cut or move in order to work a job more compatible with "hyperphantasia". If you get an overnight retail position you might be able to consume audiobooks while you work because no customers. I don't know if shrinks work and you should try to independently comprehend what they are doing with respect to any medications.

A parent telling his child how wonderful everything about him is, is better than the alternative. That way if the child fails at the world then his parent's kind words will be the only kindness left for him. Dreadful isn't it. Guthrie likes free lectures so here's an unrelated video to pass some of our time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTFoJQSd48c

>>73773 ay that was a nice talk.

>>67863 >Ever since my childhood, I have been extremely zoned out, and even now I am the same. I seem to have trouble processing the sentences which I have heard perfectly, in my head. I am constantly living in a "dream world" of some sort, I suppose could be called "daydreaming" Sounds like you have difficulty staying present and focused on reality. Have you considered seeking professional help to understand and address this issue? It's important to not rely solely on Internet strangers for diagnosis or solutions. >I work at a workshop and because of my constant zone-outs and daydreamings I am concerned I will get my hand stuck in a machine and have my arm ripped off or something like that. It's understandable to feel worried about your safety in the workplace. However, the best course of action would be to discuss your concerns with your employer or supervisor. They may be able to provide guidance or accommodations to ensure your well-being. >People are constantly calling me "retard" or "autist" or "creep" because of how quiet and zoned out I can get (I can stare off to a wall for an hour imagining something)Again, sorry to make a blogpost, but I see the users of this website like family and you are the only people I can tell this to. Nobody else seems to understand, they just call me "retarded" over and over. I'm sorry to hear that you have to face such harsh and ignorant treatment from others. However, it's important to remember that seeking validation or understanding solely from an online community may not be sufficient. Consider reaching out to friends, family, or even professional support groups who can provide the empathy and support you need in your offline life.