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Hello lainons I'm a friend of you from Turkey. Let me introduce myself... I'm 19 high school drop out(i graduated it later) an asocial assburger. I interested in computers science since 8-9 years old. I don't have friends , girlfriend etc. I'm studying to university exam this year. But I don't have a goal. I don't want to do something. I know live has a point but i can't enjoy while living. Most of this problems releated my country probably. Weird country weird people. Anyway guys. I need a goal. What are beauties of world,sciences,girls etc? I know life worths to live. I should live because of religional reasons.

I'm in the same boat, except I'm a few years older. I'm going travelling abroad alone to a far away country for a few weeks this spring, hopefully it'll change my perspective a little bit. My goals right now are to get accepted into university, I'm currently studying for the entrance exams. Another goal of mine would be finding a wife. The girls I really like and would consider true wife material are very rare, and I blame the media, the way kids are raised and our society in general for that. Luckily I only need one, and I still have years ahead of me to find that girl.

That's a very common sentiment, sadly nobody can help you. Only you can know your experiences and aspirations, and only you can find purpose in your life, that takes time and you may never find it, just beware not to waste your timing chasing dreams imposed upon you by others. I live by necessity, i liked computers, one day i decided to quit my job, college(which in't something i wanted, just something other people said i should do) and distance myself from everybody, that led to not having money, which led me to use all the money i had left in education, but i knew working in meatspace would make me miserable, so i waited until i found a remote job (which meant a year eating rice and pasta with salt). Now i have the means to pay my bills while not leaving home. I'm still extremely miserable, but i can survive, and that's the extent of my ambition for now. So, solve one problem at a time, someday you might find a goal, but if you don't that's fine, you're not the protagonist of a movie, there's no higher purpose.

These books helped me. You mentioned religion, so maybe you don't want to read Be Here Now, which is Hindu. But if you're Muslim there's a lot of wisdom and meaning and beauty in Sufi philosophy and poetry.

>>6125 My grandfather is forcing me to marry. He try find a girl for me :) I wish luck for you friend. >>6126 Thank you for writing this. >>6131 I know buddha or hindu things popular at west but I don't like them. I can say they are legal drugs what narcotize soul of people. But thank you very much :) I will read alan watts book

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>>6126 I feel similar, lain. How would you say leaving school and distancing yourself impacted your mental health?

>>6167 While I was in school , I was starting lose my mental healt. I wanted leave but I had to pay price of free educating. I lost my mental healt and doctor gave me an official document about I couldn't go school. If you think about leaving school I don't suggest. You can change school. I lost my 3 years for nothing. I wish I could change school before lost my mental health

Date is 16 March 2018 and I still don't do something. fuarrrk this life. I wish I could be son of millionar. I would do art ,travel world , help poor people and invent something. Maybe I would code Navi's os. fuarrrk i'm boring

Have you tried martial arts? That gave me purpose and focus. From a quick Google, there looks like some good martial arts in Turkey.

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Get a boat and sail from Trapezond to Antakya

Why do you kidding with me lainons? >>6223 I did some of that but I don't like. I once nearly broke my leg.