Too scared to judge God's Creations/ZYPRESSEN

I tried my very best, I experience the dissolution of the ego in solitude. When I was dragged out from my prison by my captors, they dressed me in phallic robes and conversated. So I read the Bible, I read Cyrano De Bergerac, I read Journey to the Moon, I read Steppenwolfe, I read am assortment of works Nietzche/Wittgenstein/Platos/Kant/Nick Land/Anime and all things Otaku related, I had learned a entire language only to want to learn more languages, I created artwork and desperately begged for others to recognize the beauty in my work and to recognize that I came sprought from God's creation, because I was so aware of it I rejected it. - If one is aware of duality then how can one even progress an inch or an hour, if you did read this could you even refute? I'm speaking words through your vocal cords, the inner voice in your head was spoken through my lips. Chimera brought fear. Mental Image/Cypress.

>>60368 Are things not aligned in such a way to where we are placed in positions to learn from ourselves and grow wiser? Perhaps it isnt the whole truth. But if it's a fair starting point then are we not here to achieve the utmost possible in the current moment, and if something is currently unachievable is there not something to do first? My gut tells me the duality comes from outside yourself, like you weigh your knowledge and effort which is then appraised and returned by the world through whatever is right in that moment. Your whole post reminded me of a short read, one I can name the cover of but not the title itself so I'll have to post it when I am capable. Regardless best of luck, you remind me of sir lulzington esquire. Good man, good for thinking.

>>60382 Found the book. Author's website discussing the book; https://www.murdoch-murdoch.net/html/mm-ath.html#the-book

>>60368 god isn't real laer t'nsi dog

>>60368 As Henry Miller states, after a point, one must stop reading, and write. If you need one more handhold before you try to fly, then read $the magus$, by john fowler. yes, it is all one, and yet, we are judge as ONE. lawl do you see?

>>60486 >'one must stop reading, and write' good to do a few things in your life as well. reading is well and good, but its very little by itself. Like cooking food that no one shall eat. Stop reading, and live rather. And then when you are tired or have the chance, write.

>>60487 yes, live. live through your writ. make the law ironclad, so that your decendents tremble in fear of losing it ALL