bloodlust

i honestly want death to everything as much as i love beauty around me sometimes i have fantasies about being pushed into corner where i can let go of my mental restrains bite and butcher somebody impale their children just to cause mental harm to others inject adrenaline just so i could be more vicious i am not a violent type at all and i care about girls i like but i sometimes think about them getting run down by a car just so i could get drivers head in doors and squeeze till head pops i do not know, i just wanted to share what i think about day to day

keep her safe so she can keep me safe

>>57590 There was a book (outlaws handbook ? I think) that said if you want to do something illegal do the legalized version of it. Soldier of Fortune?

Work in a slaughterhouse or meat packing plant. You probably won't like it for long and job burnout is a bitch

>>57590 I relate to this post alot.

>>57590 commit yourself to a mental institution

I'm a maladaptive daydreamer, and I get these weird power fantasy daydreams.