Fuck all the negativity on this board, tell us about some happy memories.

The human experience isn't all bad, even if we naturally receive the worse parts much stronger; let's not forget about the good bits. Doesn't have to be anything big, or recent, just something that made you feel like things have a chance. I'll go first: this goes back to middle school, I was fairly involved in my Church back then (not anymore, a fact which I regret), and there were these two brothers; both with physical and mental disabilities. One of them was stuck in an electric wheelchair, and the other needed a walker. As for their mental conditions; of course I don't know specifics, but I suspect autism (fairly severe) possibly even down syndrome for the wheelchair boy. They were both super into the religion, and joined in basically every activity at the church. From altar serving to mission trips. I remember having such a feeling that they simply belonged. Nobody did anything to exclude them, and in turn they didn't try to force themselves into situations where they had no business to be. They didn't try and force socialization like you see a lot of people with higher level autism do, as they were already involved in everything. People talked to them just as often as any other member of the little social circle we had there. And I NEVER got the sense that anyone resented them for being there. One point that I remember especially clearly, is that I was on a camping retreat with the church some time in high school and we were doing adoration. And the walker boy was going around asking people if he could pray for them. I didn't even notice until he game to me, he was so gentle with how he approached me and so quit that; despite the near total silence I didn't hear him talk to anyone else. The non-religious amongst you might not understand this, but I felt so connected when I did this. It almost made me cry. He was going out of his way to do something to everyone; and in what is normally a very personal moment; I was able to connect to someone I barely knew. I don't think that I could have had that moment with anyone else, not the priest, the youth minister who was leading the trip, not even my sister who was there with me. I don't know what became of anyone in that social group, but I hope they're all well.

>>56357 I'm happy to see someone with such a positive experience in church, since most of mine are quite negative. A friend of mine invited me out to lunch one, and we were eating with a much older friend of his at the time (he was a highschool senior we were juniors). Over a plate of barbecue this man laid out one of the most dramatic life experiences I had ever heard. It was about his sister was impregnated prematurely by her boyfriend at the time. His father forbade them to see each other after such an accident. He said specifically that the boyfriend could not see the daughter again until the cost of birth would be paid for (abortion is illegal in my country). So that's what the fuarrrker did, he moved to Syria (or somewhere in the middle-east) for a job, came back after years, and paid for the pregnancy. I'm unsure what the senior said of their relationship status, but with such a story I wouldn't be surprised if they were still together. I remember being enamored by listening to such an honest and intense human experience from someone I had met just a few minutes ago. It was really entertaining soykaf, and that story stuck with me all the way until today. I also look back on this memory fondly, because I ended up going out with the friend that invited me there in the first place.

>>56357 Perhaps love and generosity are the cure this board needs? When I was younger I had a hard time sitting still, so I would take every chance I could to go out in the sweltering summer sun, expend my energy. When I would lay down in the grass, my cat would stroll up and rest with me. It made me feel like I was loved. That acceptance, existential fullfillment, and peace makes it one of my most cherished memories. If I ever need to go to my happy place, big grassy sunny fields with my cat is where I will be. Love you anon.

>>56357 let's all love lain.

>happy memories What's the point when there is no happy future.

>>56368 The point is to make a happy future, lain. It's the only way around creating one.

I have quite a strong bond with my mother. The Christmas she went to go see family outside of town and decided to stay there until it's safe for her to come back through public transportation like a bus. We talk thru video chat at least once a week now. She's been helping my bro with his wife and kid lately. Lil thing has grown alot and is beginning to speak now and calling me uncle. It's the lil things like this that make days brighter. >>56359 >he moved to Syria for a job, came back after years, and paid for the pregnancy. An absolute King with a capital K. He made up with his consequences and payed it. Not many are this willed.

Never posted before but the past couple stories were too comfy so I had to. The first thing that came to my mind was a trip that I went on with my dad as a kid at roughly ten years old. We went with a bunch of his friends to a house by the coast that they had hired out for a few days around the beginning of winter. The house was old but quite posh and well-kept. There was an ornate kitchen-cum-bar that connected to a living room, with a separate space with a pool table across the hall. The back wall was lined with books which was a small heaven to me as a young child. Being the autist I am, my days there were spent either hiding in the latter room. Watching people play pool while simultaneously reading all the weird stories from these dusty old Reader's Digests. Or going into the social area and getting involved with the conversations my dad was having with his friends. One key part of this memory was a friend of my dads showing me some YouTube videos. This was my first exposure to the platform as it had only been around for a few years at this point. It was the funniest soykaf I had ever seen and I bugged him incessantly about it. Asking him to play me more funny videos. Miss when it was all so mysterious, but writing this takes me back there.

>>56375 You reminded me of more cherished memories I had. My school had this camping trip with a big lounge and in the basement was a pool area. I would go down there, play pool with people, and socialize. It was really chill. There was a contest we had where we had to build a bunch of boats of of cardboard. I had a lot of fun with that.

I went on vacation with my LDR gf the other weekend. Had a wonderful time, put benis in bagina, and felt the rare emotion of "happy." But now that I'm back in my country, her absence just stings more.

My happy memories kind of come from someone elses bad memories. When I was a kid my mother knew this dude and she used to babysit his daughter. She would start coming over to my house and we would play together. It came to a point where I saw her all the time because her dad would dump her at my house all the time because he didn't want to deal with her. I loved it but I never knew why it was like this until many years later. Sometimes I wish I could relive that again. Honestly, I wish more that I was still friends with her as we knew each other on and off growing up. I hope she is okay.

>>56381 Hope that relationship goes well for you lain. I'm one of the few fuarrrks on the planet who've actually seen a LDR work out nicely. Hope I get to see it again.

>>56375 Seeing as nobody is posting I will drop another comfy memory. This thread deserves a bump. This memory is also tied to my dad, but I am older. Only by two or so years. He was relatively laissez-faire when it came to allowing me to explore unsupervised compared to other authority figures I had lording over me at the time. He would play football on Sundays and sometimes I would come with him; not usually to watch but to explore the complex surrounding the pitch. When the weather was bad I would stay in the car and listen to random podcasts I had downloaded, which has led to a whole other string of comfy memories, but that isn't what is coming to mind right now. There was one occasion where we were in some southern London borough. Spring had just broken so the air was crisp and the sky seemed endless. This one pitch we had arrived at had an interesting pub attached to it. The whole structure had one floor but was unusually long and raised from the earth beneath. It had bay windows lining the wall facing the pitch with tables set up to allow for easy observation. My dad had given me money for a coke so I went in and took my seat next to the only other people in the bar. They didn't pay attention to me, and perhaps didn't notice me, because one of the two was relaying this strange story about his pervert neighbour. The turns it took were so bizarre and winding that it lasted the whole match and stayed interesting throughout. Afterwards the teams would come into the bar and I would once again be listening intently to catch snippets of weird conversations. It was so relaxing to be able to float around in these scenarios and not be expected to talk. My dad and I didn't talk much and his friends didn't really feel the need to engage me so I became some sort of invalid social actor. Nowadays you're expected to play the social game, which is something I have adapted to, but I miss being a ghost.

My mother has a strong photography hobby. When I was a young child, she took me to different cemeteries to take photos of the angel statues. It was beautiful.

Even though I have not many friends and never had a gf, a cute girl gave me a really long and tight hug not too long ago. It was nice and comfy.

Not quite a memory, but the /tnev/ thread is gone. I went out on a date with a girl yesterday and it was a good time. I really liked her, she was really cute and really nerdy. And she wore a lace choker, which I'm a sucker for. We both freely acknowledged that it was a failure of a date because neither of us planned it well, but we got a second one lined up and I want to pull out all the stops. She's worth the effort to woo :)

>>57042 >>57057 Im glad it went so well for you. I found me the piece of a lifetime, an abandoned animal shelter in a perfect place, one day its going to be mine, i already found the keys and got em on my keychain! Showed it to a friend today he found it really awesome and we had a great hike. Life can be sweet sometimes.

it was the day after the kids went home, the day before i left after working in the mountains for three months, no wifi, no service. i woke up in the morning to her banging down my door. i barely had time to throw on shoes before she dragged me outside and into the polaris, with her two big dogs in the back. we drove through the whole camp, past tents, cabins, the dining hall, the archery range, all the way out to the barn. her dogs lept out of the vehicle as it was moving and began running alongside us. the sun was still low in the sky. we drove past the barn, and the grass got taller. i knew we were going to pasture, i had walked there plenty of times, but i was still surprised when we were suddenly surrounded by horses. we got out, walked around, talked, i gave moon my goodbyes. i kissed the white spot on his head. and i only cried a little :)

>>57057 How's that a failure lainon? Sounds like you're a good match for each other and that's all that matters. Don't worry about messing up, you're gonna make it.

>>57072 Well we had a lot of "what do you wanna do?" "I dunno... What do you wanna do?" going on. And we were also in the middle of suburbia with no car. But yes I think we're a really good match :)

>>56357 I lack positive emotions, therefore I lack positive memories. I don't even know what happy means.

>>56357 Used to be a retard when I was younger, wanted to get smarter, and got straight A's despite family collapsing around me. Used to be helpless, wanted to learn to be self sufficient, now practically self sufficient. Wanted to know about machines, now in training to become an engineer. Wanting to do something is the true first step to truly accomplishing it, even if it takes a while. Never give up.

>>58888 I've been wanting for years on edge, at least haven't given up. Speaking of happy memories, I'm so glad I got to play in a band a few years ago. It was some of the best fun I ever had. Drugs and rock'n'roll (sadly, too young at the time in a very conservative society to go full "sex, drugs and rock'n'roll").

I was incredibly active in the scouts from a young age. I had a father who was very active in my life and in his hierarchy of what a successful person was, one attribute was an eagle scout. 2010, the 100 year anniversary of boy scouts in the USA we attended a great gathering, or jamboree. He and I spent the great part of the day going from exhibit to exhibit learning about 1900's scouting skills like Morse code and leather tanning. In the evening a concert was held, the song "forever young" played while we held candles together. I soon entered high school after this, and while I have positive memories after of my father, I think this was the culmination of my youth and idealization of him of what it means to be a man.

>>57077 Happiness is when you forget for a few moments about all the soykaf around, and just enjoy the process. Therefore it's rare to be aware that you are happy now. And much easier to cry over spilled milk than remember to be happy when you drinking it without accidents.

The last time I was at my happiest I was eating pizza and listening to some proper tunes. Good pizza.

>>56357 Took some shrooms I grew with a friend that I wasn't all that close with. It was during a full moon and we went outside and just fuarrrked around in the woods, ended up laying in the middle of a road to watch the moon until the shrooms wore off. Became complete bros with him after that. The whole experience gave me the will to keep trying to connect with people and to enjoy the world around me while I can.

>>56357 I was at an outdoor show and it started raining, but people were too much into the music to care. Everybody got soaking wet, but wouldn't stop dancing/vibing to the music. There was even a rainbow at the end. I wasn't on drugs, but something told me I didn't need it.

>>56381 >LDR Reminds me how I met my gf. We were just chatting and chatting and chatting, and then at some point it came out so naturally >I love you and i realized I loved her, and so I told her, and it felt really good waiting abit, for her to then reply >I was waiting for a good moment to tell you, too She's honestly one of the comfiest beings in existence for me. We're gonna meet up soon. If we're physically as compatible, as we are emotionally and intellectually, I'm going to die of ecstasy. She's just so perfect, and this is me after the "honeymoon phase" wore off. Honestly a 10/10, with room to grow! Honestly, I don't treat her well enough, but such are things in our lives, and we're growing together. I've never touched her skin - never even been within range of sight or sound of her - yet I miss her cuddles as though they were in the flesh. I'm gonna marry this girl. ^ w ^ <3

>>56357 Only Jews and Germanics experience happy moments. For all the other races there is only eternal suffering in this world. If you are not born as a member of the Jewish-Germanic bourgeoisie, then you are born only to suffer as their slave. They only joy you can find in this world is gained by fighting them.

>>59613 Log in, Alexander Gelyevich

>>59613 As it should be and always has been. The weak ruled by the strong. The creature that can terraform its ecology to its own advantage, like Jews and Germanics, will always rise to the top as the keystone species and apex predator of this world. The others who want to just live will be livestock living on a plantation or dead, one way or another.

>>59613 Yes, NYC is a very happy place because of this-- Jews and WASPs everywhere. Living, Laughing, and Loving is the 5th political theory, the true political avant-garde.

>>59617 They are not really strong, they never triumph in a fair fight. In a fair fight they can barealy even last for more than few moments. They have very little resilience, strength or willpower. The only reason why they always stand at the top in the end is because they are sly, deceitful, insidious, devious and crafty. They are master intriguers, unscrupulous back-stabbers and scheming devils. They perfected their proficiency in divide and conquer tactics and trickery. Unfortunately in this world trickery and deceit always triumphs over strength, moral integrity, firm belief in higher principles or physical and mental resilience.

>>59641 Right, hence they are superior. The other races lack the cognitive or organizational capacity to stand again them. They will always end turned into livestock and their lands a plantation. Playthings to be used and abused to one's every whim.

>>59643 I see that you like the fact. Which means that you are a psychopath. You are probably Jewish or Germanic yourself. All I have to tell you is this: If any of the other races was able to understand the nature of your game (by some miracle), to realize in what way your game works, how your existence is detrimental to their well being, then they would rise up and wipe your kind out of the face of the planet. Now, you are right that they lack the cognitive and organizational capacity to do so, but that can change one day. The evolutionary pressures can push some of those races to evolve the needed cognitive capacity and then that is game over for your race. It doesn't even have to be the entire race who gains these cognitive abilities, all it takes is few individuals, few leaders willing to lead their people out of slavery, to set a goal to break free from your yoke, to fight for what is right. When that happens, then you are done for. And when your race is finally gone, then maybe this planet will finally know peace and justice.

Fall down? Get up. Feel tired? Push on a little bit more. Have an addiction? Try to limit it little by little. Don't like part of your personality or appearance? Change it. Got into debt? Find a fiscally responsible way to resolve it. Have a hard time? Learn from it so it doesn't happen again. Lost the "spark/joy of life"? Do something new and change your environment. All of these things have pushed me onwards to get into a financially stable life, with real friends around me which I help and they help me. Which I respect and they respect me. Love of my gf and family is immesurable, I will do anything for them. I praise God for this wonderful experience I am able to have. I thank God for every bad thing that happened to me. I lost my job on the beginning of pandemic. My "friends" used me. My family didn't respect me. My ex gf used me. I just go my way. I see these people look up my Linkedin every now and then, it pains them to see me succeed. I forgot their names, didn't even onew they existed until their names jumped up on "who looked your account". I will build my empire, fill it with people I hold dear, my success will pain them, they will try to bargain their way into my life, they already tried to. I create change I want to see in the world. I am the catalyst of the strong chemical reaction of this environment.

>>59651 What is weird about the whole experience is that I stopped feeling pain. Both emotional and physical pain feels like a mosquito bite to me now. I can't feel hot until I am literally burning up with sweat and heat, or burning my hand on a stove. I can't feel cold until I go out on balcony freshly showered in winter. My gf jokes about how I am always in my underwear around the house. I have started to search for pain, to seek it actively. Not self harm, but muscle aches and headaches are always welcomed. It scares me where it is supposed to push me, the absolute limits of my existence. To put my whole mind body and spul into something is a daunting task, not because I am afraid to lose myself but because I fear what kind of monster I might become in the process. I still cherish my humanity and manners. I don't want to become a savage.

>>59650 >strength is expressed purely in physical, traditional ways. Strength is prevailing will, through whatever means.

>>56357 Just before my 11th birthday I brought a 3DS and for my 11th I got some games for it. The game I really wanted was Mario 3D Land, but the games I got on my birthday were Animal Crossing and NSMB 2. I was still really happy with them though. Then my Mum said there was a little some else in this lovely decorated bag/box thingy. But she said it wasn't much. At the bottom there was some wrapping hiding what was down there, and when I undid it all it was 3D Land. I was very happy. I know its a bit consumerist, but it meant a lot to me at the time and I played that game to death. Still have the bag it came in. Good memories

>>59650 "Now, you are right that they lack the cognitive and organizational capacity to do so, but that can change one day." Nope. They developed too slowly. All the systems are in place for covert eugenics and I think it's already done. Future generations will be little more than domesticated livestock, it is genetic slavery and will be strictly managed. Founders effect. Those who got there first are going to ensure they remain on top. Full spectrum dominance is the name of the game, there is no other game, and if you refuse to play you will be replaced.

please, friends, this is the euexperience thread not the eugenics thread. I'm sure this is an interesting topic and would gladly contribute but pollution such as this brings a tear to my eye.

>>59653 That's jewish concept of strength. Using lies to control the masses is not strength in my book.

>>59673 You've been completely conquered and outmaneuvered, so your book is irrelevant. Might makes right. You are clinging to things that don't work and so you will be erased by the people who are able to transform their environment or adapt. Simple as.

>>59673 Not gonna lie, met a jew IRL, and that guy was most slimy rat weasel you would met. Example of his behavior was when we were having a chess duel and we were both 2-2 and he was losing last decisive battle he made a face of crying for help and ask me "wanna remi? wanna remi?", I saw this as a complete utter need for saving face so I said "sure, why not". The second we handshaked he called me a dumbass in front of everyone and went angrily on the balcony to smoke. He was furious, he knew he lost the chess battle. They believe in the physical only, the only thing they got is the physical, they have no Godly connection. All they can do is manipulate and squirm around. Even when I was physical with him he would squirm and try to assert dominance in some other way. Seriously shameful behavior you wouldn't see but in a kindergarten playground.

>>59675 >Might makes right Says a weak dumb nerd through a niche chan community that worships an AI as if it were God

>>59676 > is pathetic > meets one pathetic jewish guy > haha i'm not pathetic, they're all pathetic > jews bad right?!?! Okie-dokie, lain.

>>59677 But even if he is weak, he isn't wrong in saying might is right. Everything that is above is stronger than that which is beneath (namely, the weak) You're even responding in such a way, attempting to overpower his idea using text. Might is right. If you think thats wrong, beat the soykaf the entire world to impose your ideas on them. :)

>>59651 And what happens once you reach true wisdom and perfection you seem to seek (as much as the hand you were dealt allows you, at least), this in a decadent civilisation nearing its end? Complete solitude (i.e. no "gf", no "friends"), unless you're a normal user like yourself. >>59675 >people who are able to transform their environment or adapt If that were the case, I wouldn't fault the (select group of) Jews. But it isn't like The Dosadi Experiment, they aren't fitter nor better than their decadent "superiors", they're just "using" the natural rise and fall cycle of empires to simply exterminate those who did resist in the past. I quoted "using" because very few are orchestrating it consciously, which is why they can't be lauded, except the aforementioned exceptional leadership; the often described corrosive nature of the average Jewish community's acidic filth is what's very adept at damaging working societies, but what then? When the parasite kills its host, nobody "wins". So, even if might does makes right (though I prefer the saying "you don't win because you're strong, you're strong because you win"), the village idiot killing Heracles who just happen to have stumbled because his shoelace broke doesn't qualify as "evolutionary" in my books - it's not even cunning, it's pure opportunism via dumb luck - and shouldn't cause such rejoicement.

>>59680 >they're just "using" the natural rise and fall cycle of empires to simply exterminate those who did resist in the past. That's adaptation. If you're able to trace out and model natural processes and cycles, you can intervene, selectively amplify, hijack, whatever. Compare this to a fool broadcasting seed onto barren fields and yelling down a dried well, to the Roman empire building its aqueducts. Except it's a layer deeper, you understand that acqueducts were created because water is needed, and you figure out where the resource they;'re tapping came from, and take control of that fact. Then even if water would naturally flow here or there, you can create key chokepoints in natural systems and leverage, so they're all debts slaves and will take out loans and pay the compounding interest or else. And when one of them doesn't do what you want, you just call the debts on one of the others that you also by the balls, and set up some scenario where they fight each other. Which you also make money off of. And you get to have the most rock hard erection of your life watching everyone's life be edestroyed, people maimed and killed, and everything trashed because in the end it is domination, rape, violation, and degredation which gets you off. So that's a bonus to getting the stupid cattle nations to fight each other as you parasite, drain, and domesticate them bit by bit.

>>59678 Your passive aggressive behavior makes me think you are a woman. >>59679 >Might makes right >is not mighty Therefore is not right-y Now shush it

>>59688 That is correct. I am burdened by a conscience and am not good with things like profit motive and strictly materialistic goal oriented behaviors. Hence I am not on top, rather I'm just apart as much as possible.

>>59689 How about you do something about it then instead of just moping?

>>59690 Your idea of what it means to do something about it is oversimplified and flawed. Overall that's what I've done all along.

>>59691 People only start bitchin and moaning when they gave up

>>59693 I'm not complaining, I'm setting you straight on how it really works. We lose every time and will continue to lose because an entire planet of stupid gentiles is incapable of engaging with reality. The way you're responding is proof of this fact, your mind rejects and recoils at the thought. Meanwhile I can think about just about anything with little inner resistance.

>>59695 Sounds like rationalizations of someone who never had "might" in the first place and got really bummed out when others had it pretty easily. Woe is you. If you did however, you wouldn't be so antisocial to think you need to be the updog in every discussion or exhibit your "mental prowess" that you use so little of.

>>59696 Your reply doesn't make sense to me. If you want to make a case for victimhood mindset and blameshifting you're going to have to do better than that.

>>59697 That's what you are doing bro. You turned your victim inferiority complex inside out and now think you have to be one of the bullies that you despised during hoghschool. Jeez loueez

I guess some peoples' happy memories involve pissing matches with strangers on the internet.

>>59699 One of my happy memories involved a literal IRL pissing match. Not my kink, but it did feel warm.

>>59699 I guess some peoples' happy memories involve condescendingly downtalk to strangers on the internet

I'm 29, I had given up all hope for love after many failed dates. But then, when I was least expecting it I found a cute girl. It's unbelievable how smooth things went so far, how natural everything feels. No anxieties, no pressure to perform or entertain. I have no words.

>>59599 you sound absolutely enamoured lainon. Best luck to you and the girl! >>59579 You reminded me of a drug experience I had in college. It was my first time smoking weed, and I went overboard on how much I smoked. At some point my drugged up brain was convinced I forgot how to breathe, which scared my friends. Asides from that though everything felt so surreal, it was a unique experience and one I'm glad I got.

>>59579 I have a similar memory. It wasn't my first time tripping, not even first time tripping with that person, but it was the best and last acid trip I think I've ever had. We went hiking on a really hot day, but we had plenty of water. Then we played frisbee and talked about life and soykaf. We both moved across the world after that but there is still a special connection

>>56359 >>56357 Not a church related memory, but something close enough: once when I was a kid, my family was picking up a Little Caesars pizza for some special occasion. My mother walked into the store while my father, siblings and I sat in the car. A homeless man who reaked of alcohol approach my dad's window and asked if he could spare some money. We were a poor family, but my father still gave the man a $20. When the man left, my dad, in a sincere tone, said, "hopefully there will be enough money leftover for some food after he buys another bottle of liquor." He then told us not to tell our mother about it, because she would be upset about him giving away so much money to a homeless drunk when we had so little, but that we'll survive without that $20 dollars and that the Bible says to give what you can to all those in need, not to give what's convenient to those in need who you judge as worthy of your help. My father was the type of Christian who read the Bible nearly every day and so he had read the Bible cover-to-cover many times. When I see Christians who've clearly never read the Bible using their religion to justify hate and greed, I contrast it with my father who, for the most part, was exceptionally kind, understanding, and giving. This is the memory that I come back to most often in such times. Although I'm not religious anymore, I still follow the example set in this memory when I can, and now when I give cash to homeless people, I think of this nice, happy memory of my father.