I want to talk to you about crystals.

Fractal porn ob asexual libido will one day normalize among the Internet cultured, because I as well as others care enough that we will curate and elevate the necessary art. We want to eliminate the potential ob sexual fertility dependence on judgemental living beings with bodies, as well as sex and power as natural constructs. In the cant of the crystal cafe, "miners" abuse "moids" by the esoteric means of affecting dignity. A "miner" forms a deliberate pun with the word diner, conjoining the property with the proprietor and identifying both with a structure and the one who breaks it. A "moid" forms from the word "man" + the word "android" minus the prefix andro- which has positive connotations through the word androgyny or sympathetic connotations through the world androphobia. The word also forms a pun with the word colloid which accurately describes a property of fermented consumables including "gts" brand tea (of the genus: camilia. Relevant to the cultural context.). The name of the mascot for the abusive "miners", Cece, is reminiscent of the greatest tragedy in Internet history which took place the 11th of January 2013. Cece is also a hybridized species of lizard capable of parthenogenesis (pregnancy without fertilization). I consider these people dangerous, but their lives, dignity, and culture important. They are ironically trans-exclusionary and do not reflect the final form of the Internet but rather a more advanced hope. Read Ursula K. Le Guin. What are your thoughts other Lain ?(USER WAS WARNED FOR THIS POST, You should always elaborate on your opinions rather than just spilling the soykaf., I have read Ursula Le Guin, this has nothing to do with Ursula Le Guin, “The sun itself was hidden, but there was a glitter on the horizon, almost like the dazzle of the crystal walls of the Undertomb, a kind of joyous shimmering off on the edge of the world. )

"sexual fertility dependence" blatantly wrong. please assume I meant coping with nocturnal emissions through masturbation to avoid sexual nightmares.

I like crystals too. Also it's so sexy that early exposure to Internet porn made me this perverted. I wouldn't like it any other way.

>>50254 >ironically trans-exclusionary Why, in western culture, can a man with a fetish for being female could go into a clinic, and ask for a new name, new gender marker on his ID, hormones, and to have a pussy installed? When a man with BIID, who has a fetish for having one of their limbs amputated, cannot go to a doctor and ask to have his limb amputated. This is a western phenomenon, in other cultures these men who have a fetish to be a woman stay male. Answer me this.

>>50269 Jokes on you. All the violently religious + deeply conservative brown people you guys are importing to replace the evil wh*tes won't tolerate any of this cultural degeneracy once they become to majority.

>>50269 Because an amputee can't produce as much as a normal person while a trans person can work the same jobs without any problem.

>>50273 Interesting how you don't regard mental illness as a real disability that can prevent people being productive.

>>50269 >>50271 >>50273 >>50274 >genuinely interesting (if batshit) thread immediately gets derailed by people who are obsessed with other peoples' genital configuration lainchan truly is a place of intellectualism.

>>50269 Fetishes exist in cultures. The Occident has no interest in transhumanism , only the bugs of all cultures care about that . You have any quasi-nationalist phenomenon , of course anonymous will want to embed transhumanists there for the safety of all . Dysphoria or fear or fetish , many things motivate mammals . But fear isn't the reason the mammal flies : survival is . Feminism on principle represents the renunciation of exclusive secretive identity , coined by the Hermeticist Charles Fourier to refer to females who renounce Jewish religion , due to the patriarchal system which keeps the controlling feminine energy unknowable and invisible . Arguing females have moral authority by default in secular settings making influence more free and less taxing . Ultimately Hermeticists wanted everyone to have moral authority and compassion and empathy regardless of biological sex . Now , cyberneticists carry on that tradition and aspiration , while feminists try to just get as many assigned females to embrace transparency and sincerity as possible . Eventually we will all just be people .

>>50271 >violently religious + deeply conservative All the elites would need to do is subvert that too. It's already happening, just give it 5-10 years. Or this "personal identity," 400 year old Western facade finally breaks down.

I have no idea what OP is tripping on. >>50280 I don't think there was anything to derail in the first place, but yeah, fuarrrk them. Especially the fur user. >>50285 >Eventually we will all just be people . It feels like this is getting less and less true. If anything, you'll be a collection of infringements.

>>50292 infringements to what?

>>50285 > The Occident has no interest in transhumanism , When they literally have several examples in their cultural mythology of quest for some immortality elixir and other magically self-improving stuff? I know that's not what you mean, but be more specific about your words, lest you include things you didn't want to.

this entire thread was written by a neural net. try harder next time op

>>50280 In >>50273 you implied only physical disabilities matter because they affect production. Are you saying that mental illness is not real or did you just not think your post through? >>50289 >All the elites would need to do is subvert that too. What they are exploiting is white christian values of tolerance and love thy neighbor. Small groups of minorities might virtue signal white values for social credit but once they are the majority it will probably disappear.

>>50285 > feminine energy I should have said feminine conditioning . To me , Ursula could have well written hermetic prose , but chose to call the fiction "feminist" to attract nationalists away from nationalism . I haven't read enough th0 . Any one have any pdf'es or links ?

>>50297 My brain is technically a neural net, but that's a rather reductionist and useless comment.

>>50295 You know like copyright, programming ban, mask use, proper gendering, minority freedoms vocal support, and all the fancy soykaf everyone will be worried about. The name "people" will be reserved for those who have 0 infingements, and everyone else will be an ...-ist.

>>50312 Ubuntu describes personhood . African culture gives that contribution to the terra earth . obviously nationalists have no moral authority . we need to not let anyone believe might of psychological force means one knows anything about the dignity of others .

>>50316 You don't defeat tribalism by genociding all the other tribes because the tribal mentality is still intact and the survives will split themselves into new tribes. Get rid of countries you still have race. Get rid of race you still have languages. Get rid of languages you still have religion. Get rid of religion you still have artistic taste. Get rid of art you still have ... At what point do you just stop and admit that a global totalitarian police state is not what you wanted.

>>50322 > genocide Unbelieve-ably hateful, bigoted, and prejudice. Assuming racial hatred or xenophobia from specific ethnicities, nations, or language categories, expresses either racial hatred or xenophobia. You need to recognize intelligent hatred is still evil and self-destructive. The topic however is exposing the irony in the culture of a board literally dedicated to protecting psychological abuse on account of sex. If you are male, which I assume you are by the 4chan level racial hatred; with any sense of self-preservation, then you should want this thread to exist. "The Crystal Cafe exists." is an inconvenient truth. And, you (likely) call yourself red-pilled. fuarrrking cope pepe. believing non-sense about that place or the true culture among sex nationalists, only eats what they feed you and accepts the precursors to the conclusions they wanted you to make. You want a conspiracy and psychological war, here it is. Your government only cares about keeping you non-violent. It does not actually care what you think, but the cabal of sex nationalists certainly do. wake up ... also, that does not excuse hating others on account of sex, or even feminism. Charles Fourier coined the word to define females who renounced sex nationalism. A female who fails to in the end resign moral authority (especially of so-called "feminism") still needs to learn more about sincerity, justice, and safety. Hating them for expressing sincerely a desire to resign that authority, only demonstrates a personal incapability to take that authority from them, an authority which the very world implies they willingly offer it to you. get out of the matrix appreciate the 2nd and 3rd movies already learn how to practice social conditioning , learn plant identification and cooking , learn what kinds of people thrive , and create them . coward

"sincerity, justice, and safety" sorry , blatantly wrong again in regard to justice . justice relates to escaping the matrix , as well as overcoming attacks on one's dignity , so obviously that refers more to the role of kyriarchy. rather than "safety" I really mean "risk-acceptance" , in other words " putting one's own life on the line " as opposed to putting other lives on the line especially those outside the sex nation . to complete the thought, rather than justice, fatalism makes more sense.

>>50323 >Assuming racial hatred or xenophobia from specific ethnicities, nations, or language categories, expresses either racial hatred or xenophobia. When you train people that it is "us" vs "them" and the "them" have no human rights then what happens when the "them" are eliminated? The tribal mentality does not magically disappear, the survivors will merely subdivide into new "us" and "them" and start fighting again. What I listed were merely examples. >male, 4chan, pepe I have given you no reason to assume any of this. Perhaps you yourself are more hateful and bigoted than you realize.

> nation = conflict untrustworthy nationalism endangers life, especially when compatible with utilitarian theories. racial nationalism and sex nationalism stimulate imagination with the most abhorrent tragedies. however a nation only requires a barrier and a distinction. treating someone different does not equate hate. personally I don't want treated differently based on sex. the notion makes me disgusted and suicidal. I hate what the crystal cafe represents. atm I feel like I want to die. > I have given you no reason perhaps not 4chan but 8kun jannies have expressed the racial exclusivity of their board in a thread. I feel skeptical of the sexual exclusivity of either set of boards, but however I'd not doubt whether overt racial nationalism predicts sex or gender identity. Sex nationalists tend to want to push risk onto other sexes. They'd rather tell a story with precursors to racial opinions than directly express racial ideas.

>>50254 >by the esoteric means of affecting dignity. no one asked me what that means sadly . I meant , for the sake of precision , affecting one's identity or the semantics of that identity . for example , gaslighting asexual or agender identity : behaving as-if an asexual person wants to share libidinal experiences , or bullying an agender person for politely requesting gender-neutral grammar . shoujo encourages the audience identifying with a feminine protagonist to explore characteristics which violate the ego of any person a source of attraction . that behavior occurs in all gender critical societies by definition, since critique negates or cancels noise. For example, art critique does not beget skill, but rather generates moral impressions of good and bad. In the absence of critique, all is but noise, without good or bad, but; only the potential to be bad. many other aspects of behavior or identity can play into affecting someone's dignity , but categorically speaking it means using fun or shock to remove someone from who they want to be . if a person would like a specific skill , teaching them that skill beneficially affects the person's dignity . disrupting conversation which

please disregard "disrupting conversation which" I prefer to leave off on the more positive note of the second to last sentence . you can let your imagination fill in what I intended to say afterwards if you like .

>>50350 >gaslighting asexual or agender identity : What is "asexual" identity, according to you. Put it in your own words. Is it someone who has some kind of disability where they cannot reach orgasm by the stimulation of their genitalia? Is it someone with underdeveloped genitalia, underdeveloped/damaged so that they haven't experienced orgasm, and never will? If you had this disability you wouldn't even go out telling other people either, because medical knowledge is extensively personal, and you will feel naturally ashamed. Or is "asexual' identity a made up Anglo-American buzzword, used to divide people, and to feign some sort of superiority over all others? What is "agender" identity? What is "gender" but a Western social construct, created under the same lines of "personal identity," "sexual orientation". "Gender" in Indo-European languages is used to better represent ideas, and to better communicate thoughts, in an Eros and Logos kind of way. Also, fully matured humans of the two biological sexes have different behaviour, different bodily anatomy (waist, shoulders, hips, reproductive organs), different voice pitch, and there's just an essential quality that all of these traits have in common that feels "masculine/feminine". Gender in Japonic languages is represented by completely different grammar structure, using vague grammar instead of stating things outright, etc. Gender is something that one grows into, after they have enough life experience, work through psychosexual conflicts, "grow up". Every single child has a hermaphroditic mind, and as the child grows up, they have sexual and interpersonal experiences which lead them to accept and link their physical body with that of their mind. This is also the traditional meaning of maturation/individuation. "I am a man, I am big and tall, and my voice is deep. Everybody on the face of the Earth sees me as a big, tall, deep voiced man, and there is nothing I can do to change this. It does not matter how I see my gender on the inside, because nobody else has access to my mind to understand what I mean, everybody sees my external body which says man, and my primordial drive for intimacy will force me to accept what other people think about me, before my own personal identity. My identity is actually based on how others see me, and I am just objectively, on the outside, a man. If I try to change this, or shroud this, I will end up nowhere, because I can never remove this biological reality, I can never remove this phallic (masculine) sex-drive, I can never control the totality of the human race, past and future, to follow my make believe theater. I just have to accept who I was born as." This type of identity is a waste of time. Nobody cares whether you have this made up "asexual" and "agender" label applied to yourself or not, and in 50~ years time (200~ in the long run) these labels will be completely incomprehensible, and mean nothing at all (if they don't already). That "nobody cares" is extremely important because this "personal identity" is all in your head, and your observable behaviour probably counteracts your made up "agender" and "aseuxal" identity. And if it doesn't then other people could have different ideas of what "agender" and "asexual" means, because it's a made up concept in Anglo-American society, and not a human universal like man and woman. You're probably just some weird schizoid with a deficit in intimacy so your sexuality has become autoerotic and your social identity lost within the black hole of pervasive fantasy, honestly. Your dick probably still works and you don't know how to use it properly. Diagnosis: cope seethe and dilate

>>50352 >What is "asexual" identity, according to you. Asexual identity divides into two clear categories. Anti-libido asexuality refers to an experience of dysphoria from libido. Such people might naturally have little libido or explore medical options to suppress libido, including hormones or gender nullification surgery. Pro-libido asexuality refers to a healthy experience of libido or sexual arousal, without want for a partner. All asexuals prefer to neatly categorize sources of attraction to new friends in either romantic (based on curiousity) or platonic (based on aesthetic appreciation).

>>50353 >Anti-libido asexuality refers to an experience of dysphoria from libido. Is this "dysphoria" caused by sexual abuse in childhood? Is it caused by OCD? Such a person should be getting treatment for panic and/or their trauma, instead of castrating themselves. After treatment for trauma and/or panic, such a person will be feeling much better, and castration or life-changing hormones are a permanent fix for a transient issue. >Pro-libido asexuality refers to a healthy experience of libido or sexual arousal, without want for a partner. This is auto-eroticism.

>>50352 >What is "agender" identity? I probably cannot properly answer that for you . >[probably] an Occidental social construct blatantly wrong and inconsistent with your own elaboration . distinctly within the Occident , gender forms grammatical constructs . customs like foot-binding or dowry , obviously imposed social constructs of gender in the Orient . game theory regarding population control , obviously imposes social constructs of gender unilaterally based on biology . as a result , every culture has historically needed a concept of equity to compensate for the systematic prioritization of female lives which sustains population . during occasions of agony , frequent familial death , famine , or plague , the expectation to survive turns into a burden requiring reward . scientific knowledge makes equality possible only now in the history of terra earth , because population size no longer depends on anyone's life or death , now that organic chemists can grow fetuses in machines . >>50352 >Gender in Japonic languages is represented by completely different grammar structure, using vague grammar instead of stating things outright, etc. Interestingly Arab traditions found a way to almost invert that expectation through the ta'arof moral system.>What is "agender" identity? >I can never remove this phallic (masculine) sex-drive a 1998 study by Finkelstein et al determined that testosterone can drastically increase the frequency of nocturnal emissions in male people , reporting an increase from 14% to 90% based on the dosage . https://doi.org/10.1210%2Fjc.83.7.2281

https://web.archive.org/web/20130906080113/http://jcem.endojournals.org/content/83/7/2281.full

>>50354 >auto-eroticism no , asexuality means not wanting a sexual partner : a very healthy behavior which avoids sexual dependence . asexuals can find other people arousing . they merely prefer autonomy over their own body .

>>50357 >asexuals can find other people arousing . Somebody who is auto-erotic can reach orgasm with another person, but it is nothing more than masturbation with the other person's body. The other person stands in to affirm the auto-erotic fantasy, and there is no real intimate connection between the two. No eye contact is made, no focus is made on the other's body, it's all just to facilitate the auto-erotic person's fantasy. >they merely prefer autonomy over their own body . Why do they need a special identity then?

>>50354 >Is this "dysphoria" caused by sexual abuse in childhood? Often yes . Often sexual nightmares . Often threats of sexual abuse "rape culture" . Often simply having poor sexual experiences , for example a penal fracture or vaginal tearing . many very personal reasons can exist for asexuality .

>>50358 allosexuals give up some autonomy when they trust a sexual partner . asexuals make the conscious decision not to . it's not a moral value judgement , just a lifestyle choice .

>>50360 >allosexuals give up some autonomy when they trust a sexual partner . >allosexual Eh? Why do your sexual preferences need to be so black-and-white, so specific as to be known by strangers? Isn't this something that is private? Isn't this something that isn't put into words? (let alone a single word)

I want to add : that includes depending on a partner for sexual conversation or roleplay , since the threat of absence could lead to nocturnal emissions .

>>50361 a stranger might want to pursue a sexual relationship , or ignorantly insult/attack methods of asexual libido management . having a word for a lifestyle , helps explain the nature of one's dignity .

>>50362 What's wrong with nocturnal emissions? You've posted something about them >>50355 here too. I really like them because my sexual fantasies do not involve sexual acts at all, are auto-erotic (asexual!!!!), and the fantasy feels kind of more realistic in a dream than in a masturbation fantasy. >>50363 >helps explain the nature of one's dignity . This is better than "it's offensive to question me." But the word still has connotations, like political motives. Also I don't see the word having any real meaning in a social group specifically for sexual deviants, i.e. a dungeon. Surely you would elaborate, and negotiate what you want done to you, saying more than a single word.

btw , arousal does not mean attraction . attraction only means " wanting to someone else around " . the adjective we place in front of that , describes the reason why . >What's wrong with nocturnal emissions? A nocturnal emission might rarely result in a sex-related nightmare. One always results in a mess to clean, including stains. >meaning in a social group specifically for sexual deviants, i.e. a dungeon. the word would mean, "not feeling comfortable there" or "only feeling comfortable as an observer".

>i hate niggers so much its hindering my ability to function properly at work anyone else know this feel?

>>50347 Who are you quoting?

I meant to quote >>50343

>>50372 your kind terrify me look at the marble crystal demonstrate your will to protect will giants keep little people safe ?

>>50372 is this a boy or a girl? Respond quickly.

>>50407 Not the lainon you're replying to but judging by the hands, ass and milkers I think that's a girl.

>>50408 I believe >>50407 intended to ask >>50372 , their irl sex at birth . kinda relevant to the argument I suppose . why care to impose gender on a drawing ? if they look cute , they look cute . appreciate that .

>>50407 It's an illustration that has feminine features. You might as well not worry about your asexuality with this thing.

cute is cute . gender should not exist , even if biological sex exists .

NOOOO OFUCK WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE A FEMALE

amus vin mi mian amikon

if I would live with a mixfriend in Ireland , I hope for a chance I wear these ^ every day , until I make my own internet cultured clothes . a vlogger , who influences the crystal cafe , GimpGirl555 has a niche interest in female people , who hold male partners in positions of esteem , in the household . having a provider as well as autonomy to provide for myself , if the need should arise , while I nurture our presence online and offline , sounds v satisfying . GimpGirl believes ideal "PickMe" people , practice sexuality and aim to have skinny bodies . I disagree , fat only has negative effects in the blood so regular fasting would shorten my partner's lifespan , and sexuality can readily make a relationship too dependent . with my libido , I would not want a sexual relationship , unless I felt very extremely secure . GimpGirl absolutely needs more appreciation . today , I leave Alaska . I will probably journey by plane then by foot to NYC , to see the Matrix 4 there . I wish my intimate acquaintance in Ireland would re-invite me . imagine living in a land which resembles RuneScape . I hope I die somewhere like that .

Runescape resembles the average british man's understanding of the world. Just move to greece if you want to live in a river-village bordered by strange sand-people and away from the industrious cities.

Ireland appeals to me for a slew of other reasons too - English speakers preserving an endangered language - a history of vegetarians living in the wilderness - Hermetic traditions - androgyny - etc Dublin also sounds similar to "dubless" the word I assign to the ... aggressive aspect of monotheistic grammar li in toki pona refers to a predicate relationship while n forms the only legitimate ending consonant ouphe the ai generating a cruel name for my last post I will probably stop asking people how fares their doody ( or consequently their B12 intake from manure stuck to their mushrooms ) ( sea weed probably has valid B12 )

( also len in toki pona means clothing ) ( which makes me think of the 3 Greek fates ) have a selfie Lain my last selfie taken in Alaska Dorset culture still fascinates me ( earliest trans-racial identity ? ) I make an awful cipherpunk no one protecting me or my identity I hope I can help any future cpunks before I die ( probably not ) .

>>50460 You're so cute op

>>50461 I want to remove all my hair then wear colourful wigs to represent pseudonymous identity . healthy internet society needs us to re-conceptualize the roles civilization assigns on the basis of sex should internet society continue how civilization divides the world into half with moral authority over the other half ? Fourier wrote about that ( which I must read ) . could neopronouns help ? could a distinction of cipherpunk from cyberpunk suit a pronoun ? what characteristics might one or the other have ? somehow : internet society needs to erase the sex nationalist and gender socializing "maleposting" distinction .

ouphe Kiwifarms has so many "slam screen shots" I literally cannot validate any of them . claims to have maintained the relationship for 20 years https://old.reddit.com/r/PurplePillDebate/comments/pwzciq/why_do_women_seem_to_prefer_long_term/hel0v7g/ very impressive

about GimpGirl555 * the self-deprecating language "doormats" or literally the name "gimpgirl" ( not GNU image manipulation program , sadly ) resembles a normal among clerical employees . publicizing the relationship seems like solidarity

>>50492 >tfw no opensource graphic design gf

>>50495 ikr ! I missed out on one recently . look at these ^ amazing gifs

so if understand correct u want to become crystal entity and use jormungudr property of flat-circle time to de and re crystalize in a cyclical 4D period because the feeling of the 5D surface of this praxis against your 6th dimension creates a sensation of sexual tesselation which you associate with the 7th harmonic _heaven_ but except though th well there's like between 4 and 6 more dimensions and its kind of like when you eat wings with saus and sauses on face only in your case the saus is es are basically a complex series of intersecting fields refracting something more like Architecture in a way you're interpreting as postdopamine economics but really um u need to maybe think about the sexuopolitical implications of the physics of your scalar vector plasmoid operating without quantipolar distraints from the upper Ogdoadanic Spherons because u're using a quantilinear vector field to induce scalar fluxes and fluxes can either be a vectorial field in the same line as the vector fluxes or they can be a scalar flux, so the fluxes in your case are the fluxes and that's what I was like uhhhhh uts kind of like when you eat wings with saus and sauses on face only in your case the saus is es are basically a complex series of intersecting fields refracting to form the 4 and 4 and thats where u become a plasmoid so maybe what you're trying to say is u want to experience as many of the dimensions as possible with as many sceneries as possible like if you know in the real it's like if there's two different sceneries that can be experienced, but one is in the past where you could experience a reality that's not in the history books and the other one is currently when you are living it's like if in that imaginary universe, that u could experience a dimension of time that your not in, you have to have a dimension of time in the past because you don't know what else is coming and you can't live in the future so I understand your point that your just trying to experience everything in everything and I'm sure if you have enough money and time you can do that, but if you don't have any money and you don't have any time you can't really have that much of a choice, because if you live for centuries you can't have more than one universe where you can experience life with another one of the historical dimensions also in our real world when you have like a billion dollars and then when you spend billions of dollars on something you think is the ultimate in like luxury products it's kind of like a 3d vector space but like 4d because you can create different plasmoid structures and like reorient and spin them up and that reorientation creates an aetheric flux through you and then it kind of like turns into quantum indeterminacy i can't speak on the part of my work but we got so some of it's like like to be like some part of uk ari's work or something like that and some of it's just like like just like um working through the like trying to like understand like the physics and stuff but yeah just it's just like in that way its like some part of all of this but it doesn't have to be in that way ok that's good that's that's nice that's great let's talk more about it when we get back to the live show that's a good point but thank you very much i have more um so the thing is with um the plasmoid thing is its a very weird thing the like uh i did some work with my friend and he has this birchbark birchbark sculpture and he makes he's not an artist he makes art that's based on birch bark on um so it's like if you if you if you use this you basically can just take pieces of birch bark and then just like cut them into small tiny pieces and then just like put it back together in a way but it's like it's like it's so so there's an in a way that there's like a sort of a a like like um like the thing about birch bark is that it's like it's so like um thin but it's also so hard so that's something that it's hard it's something that it's interesting to um to do work with and with um with birch bark and what i'm interested in doing and what my friend's interested in doing is sort of like trying to trying to like use a plasmonic like plasmonic um technologies to interact with the birchbark like try to um like you can just take pieces of birch bark that you've already cut and just like you can you can cut it into little tiny you can do different things with it but you know this is just this is really thin but when you're making a sculpture or or you're making an interactive sculpture it's hard because you're working with you're working with something that it's so it's so thin that um that it's difficult it's difficult to to figure out how to to figure out how to um to make your sculpture or sculpture or sculpture whatever i'm sorry what i mean to say is your your um your um your um i'm so sorry. i'm thinking about this for so long. yeah. um but like but but you know birchbark like i'm thinking of when i was like 14 or so when i when i used to put it into an oven and then you know i was putting the oven to 400 degree fahrenheit but then it turned out not so good but you know with birchbark it really like it's so thin that you can actually it's almost like you can it's almost like it's almost as if you can cut it with a razor blade uh a little a little sharp so yeah. so anyway so it's it's very flexible and yeah um so we can't do an introduction because we're gonna be out of here pretty soon because no we're gonna be out of here pretty soon but one of the reasons that we wanted to do an introduction um is that we wanted to talk about um

>>50548 this is high quality

>>50548 >postdopamine economics roflmao ty i have choices although one involves living in a Rousseau world without money I rebuke not such a life , except for how the life would keep me offline indefinitely . if you planted the pieces of birchbark , would they grow into a big healthy birch tree ? I absolutely hope to connect intimately with internet society in both online and offline worlds . I dream of healthy and welcoming society without all the current cruelty . would you change your mind if I asked ; would you try your introductions ? for any Lains worried about me , I decided to visit a place to face social ills . with that comes physical safety and security with risks to my internet cultured dignity . for health reasons regarding the winter , I might not walk to NYC again now . interesting story I ironically ( dramatic ) had a connecting flight at La Guardia where I could swear Bill Gates or a body double ( either one but wearing full body dark skin foundation ) sat next to me with matching body language also trying to emphasize a headline about climate policy then said uh oh to a partner walking away when I laughed at the attendant saying they wanted to queue by groups so no one gets injured by everyone rushing on . obvious that would never happen because everyone knows the tragedies associated with a crowd in a rush . I whispered about "blocks" and "people needing .. self-discipline" in my quietest possible voice to which I observed the tension and subsequent relaxation of listening and recognition , then later after looking at the headline mentioned slightly less quietly "creative commons" which resulted in tension and very slightly dissociative posture . Educational information whether of aesthetic or systems; in the medium of prose or visual language, requires adaptation to context based on dignity alone . if an artist wishes to influence the final form of any art, they must do so by purely social means, not threats of legal and thereby economic or otherwise physical force . that is quite literally the policing of thought .

( pic-related : when-ever I feel suicidal . ) I proudly never engage in self-harm . Mi esperu morti pro mi purigos ies ajn malam' .

Mi provu * try but not hope never hope for death

I am not a masochist , either psychologically or physically . atm , I am waiting to see the Matrix 4 to decide if I have the will to live . if not , then I will seek whatever death I believe will give "living on" the most meaning .

>>50610 >I am waiting to see the Matrix 4 You should troon out just like Neo! Take the blue pill! Move to San Francisco! Start your gender transformation! Go to the BDSM clubs!

>>50548 not a great start . I cannot count how many nights I cried myself to sleep , telling myself others just talk to me out of pity , to explain why someone blocked me . I wanted to die back then too . Honestly , I've wanted to die the majority of my life , even though I've never cut myself or attempted suicide . I don't want to die . But , I want my dignity and karma . At the very least , let me decide how I will die . ty 4 that advocacy @ Terry Prachett .

> At the very least , let me decide how I will die . ( to no one in particular )

>>50453 androphobic ppl or TERF'es should join this ^ school . I think so . so far the way seems to serve one such healing or realizing purpose , imho ; sincerely .

mudderfuxing > An epiderMOiD cyst is one type of vaginal cysts. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epidermoid_cyst > Although they are not malignant, there are rare cases of malignant tumors arising from an epidermoid cyst. > Epidermal inclusion cysts account for approximately 85–95% of all excised cysts, malignant transformation is exceedingly rare. I hope no one calls me that in private . soykaf is like kicking dead whales down the beach fuarrrk

i will insincerely hate you if you do .

I hate having to wait >_>

>>50781 you will be getting a halal thread by acting like this

>>50782 kiwifarms didn't approve my post <_< how'd I know they would censor my opinion ?