Castration Anxiety

Does castration anxiety ever go away? Sometimes I get very uncomfortable for no reason at all. Gruesome thoughts come to me. It happens usually when I try to have sexual thoughts with a woman. After I'm done feeling extremely aroused, I get extremely anxious for no reason. I get extraordinarily afraid of the darkness of my room (if it happens before I go to sleep) like a young child would, and I'm filled with anxieties, and a fear of being seriously harmed in some way by a family member. I know it's fake, and never going to happen, but in that 5 seconds or so it seems like a possibility. It also makes it difficult to fall asleep at a decent time because I usually need to get up and do something to calm my nerves. Don't ever abandon your kids and leave them to be raised by solely their mother, they will be fuarrrked up like me. What does the Lainchan think?

>>49634 >Does castration anxiety ever go away? What?

I think you should cut contact with your parents

Seek professional help. I really doubt armchair psychology on a cyberpunk imageboard will be fruitful for you.

you're trans study the meanings behind the wands suit in tarot start initiating through the qliphoth (ie face your darkest fears)

>>49711 based and kabbalah pilled

>>49711 Thaumiel dubs confirms it

>>49711 This is even worse advice than "go to therapy".

go and read some deleuze anon

>>49711 Take your meds. Do not listen to this guy.

>>49634 when and why did this site become a tranny central

>>49711 Hi trans Jew Lainon. What do you think of the Zohar as a method for liberation? >The Zohar contains discussions of the nature of God, the origin and structure of the universe, the nature of souls, redemption, the relationship of Ego to Darkness and "true self" to "The Light of God".

>>49711 >>50164 >but even adopted its style, e.g. the use of erotic terminology to illustrate the relations between man and God. Oh my god, is this true transgendered Jew Lainon?! You should have included this in your post instead!