藤原純一 · 2021-07-31 03:37
The fact that so many people just don't wish to even think about these matters, much less work to seriously address them, speaks volumes about how terrible these problems really are.
Spooky · 2021-07-31 04:25
I am unspeakably tired of this damn crusade of mine. But I'm even more tired of seeing the soykaf the caused me to start down this path in the first place. I can't stop, because inevitably I'll come across something that will make me want to keep on going.
Even if I could manage to refrain from watching AdultDVDTalk, Wikipedia, Reddit, 4chan, and numerous other sites, not to mention refrain from even trying to jerk off to pornography on a pornography tube site or anywhere else, I'm sure that would still hold true. But it doesn't matter: I can't stop observing various places that give me reason to continue.
I'm growing older, and I am basically a misanthrope at this point. If it weren't for my strongest fetish, not to mention my conscience, I'd probably give up on humanity entirely. Perhaps, at some point, fighting for this stupid and crazy fetish will no longer drive me. But seeing humanity's unceasing and (realistically) unavoidable bullshit and insanity and foolishness and (self-)destructiveness might be enough to keep me going even without that fetish.
That's a scary thought.