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I have a headache

Egemen · 2020-03-18 08:17
Man... I hate people. I hate their ugly faces, I hate their stupid voices, I hate their four limbed figures, I hate their brainwashed ideas, I hate their worthless ethical values, I hate their names, I hate their titles, I hate their clothes, I hate their everything. But... I do love mankind. Those creatures of unbounded creativity. The little ants that together, as a collective, turned the wet-hole-of-dirt that gave birth to them, into their bitch. That warmongering savages, the bastards that kills and maims their own kin just for the fuarrrk of it. Pathetic weak things they are these humans. In bodies, which are just sponges soaked in blood, they have achieved things they had no right of ever doing. Hehe... They've made their own rights. They've set their own course. They've paved their own paths. On their hands and knees, with their bones, with their rightful spoils, with their rage, anger, and hatred. Just by them, and just for them. No one could tell them what to do. Their insanity was unbounded. Free. Free they were. What wonders and horrors that mankind was... And to think... Those people are the descendants of These people. Aghhh... It makes my teeth crunch... That fuarrrkwits are to be called human! I am to see them as my equal! They are to take on the flag of my ancestors! They are to corrupt my bloodline with their unholy stench! They are to erase everything I stand for! They are to decide what is-nonono, what WAS right! And I... And I am to just stand by at all this and do nothing! NOTHING! I want to kill, kill, kill. Just, get out there and rip someone's head off. What? He was unworthy of living. He was unqualified for mankind. He was a drag to you, and to me. My act is justified. Do not try to force your soykaftian humanist values in my face. Let his actions and his words do the talking would you? He believes in a collectivist lie. He acts and talks by it. He refuses to acknowledge his ignorance. He refuses to break his dogma. He does not care for himself. He only cares for what he has been told to care about. He does not think for himself. He only thinks about what he has been told to think about. He does not judge and debate the facts. He only consumes what herdspeople around him spats out. He is less then a human. He is less then an animal. At least animals are animals. You do not expect a fish to climb a tree. You expect from it to swim in the seas. To stay with its swarm and get hunted and eaten en-masse. You do not expect a cat to write a book. You expect from it to just be cute. For it to surrender its freedom to you in a trade of shelter-food and pet-companionship. But from a human... From my kindred... Ohohohoo... No sir. You are to be upholded to the highest standard possible. You are to look your top. Talk your best. Think your brightest. Break new ground in your, every, fuarrrking, step. Anything less is sacrilege. If you are lower then this, then you are of a life unworthy of life. Look, see and acknowledge your superiors and strive to be one. Or... Or, look, see and acknowledge your defects and know your fuarrrking place. You are dirt. You are less than fuarrrking dirt. You are literal human trash. Do not try to act all puffed up and cry out for equality. Because that is what I'm doing. Equality for all. Everyone, being the best that they can. People always trying to one up each other in a neverending competition of existence. Your limit's the sky eh? I'll shoot its ass off and hang it on my wall. You collect trophies eh? I'll build the greatest collection of anything and everything this sorry planet has ever seen. I hate people. I want to see real people. Not this fakeass bullshit boring automatons pretending to be people. I want to see people like me. I want them to take an example out of me. I want them to take a little part of me with them. Because, a little part from the divinity of mankind resides within me. a 'lil music: /watch?v=gDV-dOvqKzQ
H.R. Giger · 2020-03-18 09:19
>hates people but loves mankind yikes
Cowboy · 2020-03-18 09:59
>>22981 >I have no input but let me >>yikes >your post because it didn't spike my dopamine in a posistive manner Stop being a parrot of brain-dead redditor vernacular that shames with zero retorts to things you don't like on the Internet. Use your words to actually describe why it made you cringe rather than just imply that you have a downvote to force him to parrot as you do only 'nice' things. >>22980 You lost me at the bloodline and unholy part. At first you seemed to be making a point about liking the art but hating artists, and I would say that all artists steal anyway. Mathemeticians, they all stand on the sholders of giants. There is no men but villages, and the villages are made by the buttefly effect. All things being connected in this overly huge mathematical dissonance with bouts of meanings here and there that keep everything together. For what? Nothing seemingly, but parts are pretty that show up in the patterns. But then the "ugh my personality doesn't click with this generation's" part came up. I hate the current society too, but people were always bad no matter the generation. We are what we were. If you hate today you'd hate yesterday as it takes humans a very long time to evolve. The animal makes the culture as much as the culture makes the animal. You can't really choose which to hate without hating both. Yesterday's societies weren't allowed to kill anymore than we are, yet are. When excused by the peers that win over the ones that would not excuse the behavior. >>he was unworthy of living just because I killed him Correct. But only if your kind wins hard enough for the left over peers to agree that whatever kills you've made were excusable lest you end up with your own head on a pike when it's not excused. Humans still kill, and worse, when excused. Anarchy never existed while we had this current genome as it evolving 'humanist' ideas evolved alongside it thus we've always had morals unless you go back to the neanderthal days when we literally were a different species. Even then religions were likely still there coupling themselves with excuses to be nice to one another. Yesterday's man was even more ignorant than today's. I'd advise finding another more personality specific reason to low key worship history. One that has nothing to do with faith nor patriotism. Even if you do choose to be patriotic, you cannot be patriotic over anarchy. It's not logical. Though it's religion could be evolving for the sake of evolving, through death. Your rant about equality just doesn't make any sense to even respond to, also. It's not relevant. Who's dirt? What do you think is sacrilege? Do you think your peers actually want you to win and aren't just signalling virtues rather than actually having virtues? Competition created us and so we don't actually want you to win. Losing is not sacrilege, it's warranted by any and all remembered religions.
Cutter · 2020-03-18 10:00
Also, OP, you might want to look up cognitive dissonance on the Internet.
Egemen · 2020-03-18 11:00
>>22982 The old times? History? Past tense? My personality doesn't click with this generation's? I have nothing against modern times. And nothing for the past. I am well aware that, hehe, that i named "human trashes" have existed for all times. And I am well aware that there have always been people like me, raging against it all. There is no point in history that I would point to and say:"Ahhh, just look at those wonderful olden days. Where have we gone so wrong? Lets return to the past." No. There is none like that. People who lived in their times, are inbedded to those times. I will not poke my nose into places it does not belong. I am a early 21th century man. That is the only time I am, ehh... invested, in. I feel no nostalgia. None. A-And... Patriotism? NO NO NO NO NO! Love of country? Love of your neighbor? No! I will not surrender myself to some artificial construct built to keep people's essences under check! No! No. My head on a spike? By my own kind? I believe in an eternal human spirit. The spirit of mankind. The stuff that makes my back stand straight. The stuff that makes me get off my bed everyday and moves me. Stuff that moves every clean headed and able bodied man. The stuff that have moved people wayyy long before my time. And will continue to move them wayyy after my time. In the exact same way, at the exact frequency. I can, fffffeel, the joy, the euphoria, the terror, the fear, the anger, the hatred.. All of it. I can read and listen to the works of other displeased people, living or dead, and sense the same, stuff, in them. It is set in stone. It is not changeable. It is eternal, It is divine. My, kind, will never kill it's own kin. You do not kill yourself. You do not hurt a part of you. My end, will not come from my kind. Dirt... The dirt are the ones that have no will, the ones that are not interested in human existence. The ones that sunks into their own soykaf and drowns in it. And walks around acting like a human with soykaf flowing out of their mouths, and expects from me to be treated like an equal. Now, that is sacrilege to the spirit of mankind. My peers, my kindred? I have yet to meet a single living soul that shares my views and thoughts. I am %100 alone. And and, I have nothing against losing. You try your best. You get beaten by something better. And than you improve yourself to beat that thing. Always looking for the next horizon. Always moving forward. would... would all this suffice?
Demeere · 2020-03-18 20:19
>>22980 >>22987 I want to give you a hug. You're important. I love you.
Egemen · 2020-03-18 21:16
>>23008 awww... :3 T...Thank you?
Erik Johansson · 2020-03-18 22:46
> In bodies, which are just sponges soaked in blood This is a core misunderstanding. Biological systems are highly organized, they're not a "chemical soup". That's why you put food and water in your mouth instead of soaking it up like a sponge.
Egemen · 2020-03-18 23:06
>>23021 I meant that as in their bodies are weak and squishy. Really easy to break and deform. You will not expect creatures with those figures do the things they did.
Aristóteles Amadópulus · 2020-03-19 00:52
>>23024 Compared to what? The human body is somewhat of an invalid compared to some of the old world primates, but it's fairly durable, especially if helped to properly form. It can climb the tallest mountains. It can continue operating at near peak cognitive efficiency without eating for 7+ days. It recaptures most of the energy it uses, is very low waste, etc. You couldn't design a better paradigm, Lain.
Koichiro · 2020-03-19 00:58
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The Fin · 2020-03-19 01:08
>>23024 lmao show me any machine that is anywhere remotely near capable to perform well for eighty years OR a machine that's able to even hold a candle to the various abilities of a human body. Let alone both. Our bodies are ludicrously beyond anything we could hope to replace them with in the next thousand years. Maybe there are things with more brute strength or sheer hardness and durability against blunt impacts—that describes a tractor perhaps—but who would want to be stuck inside of one? That thing wouldn't be able to carry you through a life worth living even if you could somehow transplant your biological brain into it.
Egemen · 2020-03-19 03:19
>>23033 >>23036 Anything human body can do, something does it better. Penguins are a tough bunch. I would expect them to reach and colonize the furthest extremes possible. And they do not. They just stick to their hovels they were born in. And they are to die in. Instead, some other crazy bastards will march to wherever they please. Just give them the wimpiest of excuse to do so. They will know no cold, no hot, no air, no ground. They will make up for their defects. Oh it's deadly cold? We are really not suppose to be here? "Well suit up ya coward. We are marching on." Where any other thing would just turn away and leave, They are crazy enough to not. Big cats are a fast bunch. I would expect them to give an effort and rule their plains as true predators. And they do not. They just hunt out of necessity and get countered by something that dares to run faster then them, or their preys just sticking together. Instead, some other crazy bastards that is not pleased by their limiting speed will seek advancement in their flaw. "That thing moves faster then me. Why the fuarrrk is that? I wanna run the fastest!" They will make up for their defects. They'll domesticate other animals. They will build constructs to carry them around. And then, some time later, they will be hunting the Kings of the Savannah just for sport. Bears are a scary bunch. A big seething mass of hair and muscle, roaring a terrifying scream, crushing you with it's brute force, tearing your flesh from your bones with it's sharp teeth. You do not wanna be around a bear. You will want to kill the bear. So there will be nothing to scare you, and other things will be scared of, you. But how do you do that? You craft weaponry to pierce through its fur. You come up with lights and sounds to confuse its beastial intellect. You make armour to deflect it's blows. You kill that fuarrrker. Owls are a sharp looker bunch. They can see in the dark. Where anything else would crawl up in a hole and wait for daylight, they specifically do their stuff in the night. "Why is that? I wanna see in the dark too. I too wanna make use of half my day as efficiently as those birds!" So, you burn stuff to create light. You make gadgets to enhance what little light you have. Then some time later, what do you know, now you are dabbling in the black magic of scientific advancements. Why? Do you need to? The reason for it? Why can't you just live amongst your branches and eat fruit everyday? Why are you setting forth? Is it worth all the effort? Why can't you just be content with what you are? You are not meant for this. Stop doing all this. No. Shut your hole and do not get in between me and my self. //This may have derailed a bit. But I believe my point is in there somewhere\\
The Plague · 2020-03-19 04:24
>>23050 Good point, animals do often specialize in ways we can't. But humans are endurance predators; we're persistent, we're stubborn, we're clever, we're ruthless. We're creative. A lot of that has to do with the body just as much as the mind—the mind is but a plaything of the body. We wouldn't have any of that if we weren't bipedal and thumbed. And even when it comes to pure physical traits, we still have a good jump on a lot of the animal kingdom in certain categories. We can't sprint as fast or as long, but we can track and trail our prey for weeks on end. We really do have endurance that defeats most land mammals when it's a marathon—and survival is very often a marathon. And we can survive traumatic amputations and massive blood loss a lot better than most animals. Ever taken care of horses or other livestock? Amazing how even a tiny, peripheral injury will take them out. But throughout history we've seen humans with stumps where their greatest tools used to be, and they're still dominating and killing the rest of the natural world. Our sight is fuсking phenomenal among mammals. Our hands are absolute works of art. But like you say, our true magnificence is in the meta-body we build outside ourselves; our tools, our technology, our civilization. The proof is plain to see: nothing in the known universe is better at surviving and killing than humans. It's part of why I think we never, ever should wish to meet spacefaring aliens. Just as you said: humans keep on spreading outward, learning to live in more and more adverse environments, never complacent or satisfied to hang among the trees eating grubs and fruit like our ancestors. We are ingenious and tough, resilient and resourceful—but most of all, we are mean. We're mean enough to one another, let alone to the non-human world. So what would aliens be like—beings that kept walking away from that peaceful tree full of fruit, quested further than even we have in 200,000 years, kept pushing and learning to be more coldly effective until they cross even the gulf between stars? They're going to be so much meaner than anybody could scarcely imagine. There will be no peaceful or enlightened aliens. They will be monsters. One would have to have perverse convictions to persist in such an adverse climate as interstellar space. You say this derailed, but I kind of like this discussion with you. And I think it's still on-topic in a way. Humans are detestable and admirable at the same time. It's a strange, paradoxical duality we possess. I don't know whether to be a misanthrope or a cheerleader for humanity myself.
Jim Hilger · 2020-03-19 04:46
Ah yeah you lot are sheeple except me There is a comic about that somewhere
Egemen · 2020-03-19 05:07
>>23064 True. We are the meanest bastards around. And I love being a mean, ugly bastard. And those future humans will do too. Their lesser subjects will know the true meaning of fear. They shall either adapt and bow to us, or resist and be annihilated. A war being fought for eternity. A conflict never resolved in space-time. Now... That is a future I can look forward to. Heh... I wonder if the grumpy naggers like me shall still be around? Or my visions shall finally be the norm in that interstellar civilization? It's so nice to think and dream about the future. Keeps the poisonous thoughts at bay.. / question: How do I attach a youtube link to my post? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0WQOGVLLGw
Yet Another Lainon · 2020-03-19 05:33
>>23076 Yeah, I think so. We're in a kind of false pax right now imho. If we survive into the far future, it's gonna be some Warhammer 40k ѕһіt. The prosperity and relaxation we're buying by borrowing against our own future right now will run out, default, and we'll be back to our medieval selves. I have little doubt of that. I know people might say it's edgy, but if you look at history I think it's pretty clear what our nature is. The postmodern end of history is but an illusion; the way our culture is today is nowhere near our persistent form. It'll probably be full of things we don't expect as well, and stranger than any of our futurists or fiction writers have guessed. Individuals will let you down, but mankind as a whole will absolutely surprise you if you're somehow able to live long enough to see the arc of destiny.
Mentat · 2020-03-19 15:11
>>23069 Dunno, but I thought of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZuktUfF0nE
Cereal Killer · 2020-03-20 05:09
>>23086 He's talking about that stupid xkcd comic on the train where everyone is thinking that everyone else is just a glassy eyed automaton, which falsely implies we're all actually at the same level of awareness, and all of our behaviors have the same net effect.
Erik Johansson · 2020-03-20 06:06
>>22980 nobody asked you, sheepy. stop dreaming of being the wolf.
Yet Another Lainon · 2020-03-20 06:19
>>23154 >>23069 Oh this again. People faced with the option to call someone normal or not. >option A: call attacker of mental health egotist and he's normal >option B: attempt to help self esteem of peer by saying there's no such thing as normal and we are all unique individuals and *sh1ts rainbows* cognitive-dissonance.exe I don't have any NPC wojak but just go ahead and imagine it being there f4gg0ts. People say you're a snowflake to defend their sense of very ironic individuality as a psychological defense mechanism to keep their self esteem up and or existential positivity in regards to free will. If you are unique then they are not. It insults them ergo the snowflake meme was made, by sheep defense mechanisms. Say you're the same as everyone, they go opposite mode and call everyone different. It's not based in logic at all for this reason. You're egotistical to think you're alone in your mindset but also delusional to think you're common. What if pedo rapits said "actually I'm normal"? Then you'd go full on opposite mode and say "oh wow no you're not defend.exe" then turn around the NEXT DAY and say "you guys have NO IDEA how bad it is with HOW MANY SEXUAL PREDATORS ARE OUT THERE". So common it's a sub normal eh? Cognitive dissonance. People are dumb. They contradict the two options constantly by making exceptions to the two modes of rainbow defecation vs telling people to lose their hubris. The option C is the gray world, the anti-sheep world, of which, obviously, exists. There are many type Cs to the point that they would be normal if not extreme minorities. But trust me, weird people do exist. People probably false flag as edgelords online to make them seem retarded, and often enough posers exist that think they can think freely and fail in a cringe-fest trying to be open minded, but they do in fact exist regardless of all the cringe posting and normaltry attempts to maintain self esteem. OP specifically strikes me as a slightly sadistic "shock and awe" type that's trying to shock monger people. They call that the Internet troll. He's the pester type that socializes through teasing. They've existed since duels to the death stopped being a thing.
Drano · 2020-03-20 07:23
>>23157 >I don't have any NPC wojak but just go ahead and imagine it being there f4gg0ts. lol I've never seen anyone but me say this. I don't have any NPC so you'll have to settle for a brain-let.
Yu-ichi · 2020-03-20 12:39
>>23158 >blocked by the filter NPC meme was bad. It left no room for creativity and was a bad forced meme. That tesseract meme is a funny implication that the concept is stupid for example. Moaning unintelligently was warranted also by the time fool came around. Pink, nu-jak, etc, the rest were awful.
H.R. Giger · 2020-03-20 12:40
>>23182 >after having to delete 90 percent b r ain let gets filtered to fool fuarrrk I hate the Internet so f*ck1ng much.
Nobody special · 2020-03-20 16:47
>>22980 >kindred What I'm actually taking from your post is a pretty good rant for my Vampire: the Masquerade chronicle. I'm not sure whether you'd be happier with me if I said "so long as that's ok with you" or "I will take this whether you like it or not because it is my birthright," but I guess it doesn't really matter. Also, why do you still bother with ideas like "justification" and "worthiness"? It seems to me that a man you kill is neither "worthy" nor "unworthy" of death. He's just dead. >>23050 >>23076 >>23077 What makes you think that the "spirit of mankind" won't be quantified and destroyed by advances in neuroscience, genetic manipulation, etc., by the time we get to the "41st millennium," as it were? Prompted by comments regarding the presence of the "spirit of mankind" in previous generations, here's my song for the thread: https://youtube.com/watch?v=1m4tYUfYCj4