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Suzumiyal Depression

Turner · 2019-06-18 05:37
Hey lainhum, Me watching Suzumiya Haruhi tends to trigger severe depressive episodes in me. Not the all of it, but strangely, only the parts where nothing depressing occurs. I don't get it. I don't get depressed by the parts that depict depressivity. Am I missing something? I have depressive bipolar, so it's not surprising that I get depressed now and again, but I don't get why this consistently triggers my depression. There aren't any associations with any particularly depressive events in my life. And the opening theme, I can hear how optimistic it is, I can even feel some joy underneath the crepitage of each motion of my phegmatic. I must know whether anyone else feels similarly.
The Oracle · 2019-07-05 10:16
Was you life like it at all? Or the opposite? You could be depressed having never lived such a joyful life and the show triggers this realisation, it shows the happy existence you missed out on. I'd recommend avoiding the show if it causes such an intense reaction from you.