Feeling Unwanted

Hey Lains. I feel like letting of a little bit of steam tonight. I'm a 19 year old student almost about to finish their education and move on to work (I'm to stupid to make it in university.) Recently, I've realized that now that I'm almost finished with Education I won't have the same chances to meet new and interesting people. also of this I feel like every friendship I built up will shatter once I leave this place. I think people just really start hating me after a while, my impulsiveness and honesty might be a bit harsh sometimes and I feel like my personality is just a put off for any girl that I may even try and have a relationship with. I think I just have to deal with not being interesting. I don't really know why I'm writing this, It's just been on my mind for a bit. Sorry if what I wrote is incomprehensible.

When I was 19, a region wide economic failure scattered all of my friends to the four winds because there was no work here. It was lonely. By the time I was 22 I was in a new part of the country, met entirely new people and learned whole new ways of socializing. You can never tell what will happen.

>>3000 That's quite the story, how did you meet those new people, specific events or hobbies?

Im in the same position too anon, i think you should try community college, atm school is my only solace since thats where you find friends and try to improve yourself

>>3001 Music, for one thing. Going to see live music and trying to start bands. None of the bands worked out but it was fun and a way to socialize. Also started volunteering with a group that made food and served it on the street for homeless people. I became very good friends with the other volunteers and they had connections in other cities with people doing similar things so I had new friends when I traveled from there.

I am 19 too and also a bit afraid for same reasons. Where are you from?

>>3023 London (UK)