I took too much p. cubensis

15g 4 hours ago and still tripping. the physical manifestation of the body definitely comes from ātmā, which surprised even me.

don't waste your trip on an imageboard fren. Meditate and ascend this world

report back Lain. After 15g you won't be coming back the same person, I hope it works out.

Are you there Lain?

Lain didn't come back. We will miss you lain. o7 F

>>9979 Probably forgot they even made the thread

remarkably good typing for somebody trippin' balls. If I took that much I wouldn't be able to operate a keyboard.

>>9980 Maybe he entered the realm of the formless by now and never found his way out.

Bumping to find out what happened to lainon.

Are you ok anon? I hope everything is alright

I am here, tripping again on shrooms, only about 10g this time. I had a rough week so didn't feel up to a full 15-20g, but they are the only way to enjoy shrooms for me. with regards to the keyboard, lemme tell ya it's so cool with the jizzering steadiness of vision. but losing one's self is what leads to loss of vision and for me sickness - basically a panicky trip. the only way keep focus is to be aware of the self - ātmā. that word is loaded to the individual, I think (its English connotation being soul), but every individual places upon the ātmā one's own belief based on all that you know, which is of course dependent upon karma. anyway, the only way to maintain steady vision amidst a heavy trip is to know ātmā, which of course brings up many other subjects such as brahman and paramātmā. less adventurous seekers may be aware of gaṇeśa, if you wish to follow along. anyhoo, that's not to say that the 3d visuals are always an impediment - although for me, they are merely a reminder of my journey rather than an experience I find enjoyment in. the reasons being: the body is formed of guṇa (that's matter for those para-reading) so dwelling on guṇa doesn't lead anywhere - unless of course you have your transcendental lover. now regardless, the second reason I don't find visuals the main result of mushrooms is that the thought is the result (so visuals are a reminder of sorts). what I mean by the thought is the result is that one's self-identity and totality of ability of action are determined by karma, which one performs daily. now the para-reading has raised its ugly head, I'll continue. summarily, one's ability to act is determined upon one's self - ātmā. so as long as one knows who one is, one can control their vision (with which the spritely oscillations, and, bizarrely, worms that I've seen of late, become the sideshow to rather than the main spectacle). without that clear understanding of paramātmā and the individual ātmā, one is unable to master the trip: instead, the trip masters him (and with the concomitant devastating sideshow of nonsense thoughts typical of one's life). one becomes at first swayed and lulled and then lost to the experience - which, as I've established, is material (guṇa) since, logically, all physical forces act upon a physical body (in English, at least). none the less, once one has not 'brought the trip [or 'experience'] under control', for that would be determining oneself to be part of the trip, but.. one has merely allowed the trip to occur! >9988 ah, to be formless is impossible, since I am here having form! if you wonder about the afterlife then again that pertains to your personal situation about your inclinations (vṙtti) that cause you to perform karma. >9992 yes I am ok. thank you! ;D truth is I have thought about this thread every day since making it 8D *sigh* 4chpol *berserk* one glimmer of enjoyment from the visuals is indeed that I see colour which so improves my mood :|)&)) anyway, so one experience from tonight's trip was when my dog began gingerly licking a part of my face. it felt weird there, like a bit of mis-shapen stubble that's growing out of my face. anyway, she licked it, and the more her tongue rubbed the skin, the better it felt, until it felt normal, and then she licked some more, and I realised it was when I'd fallen over as a drunk teenager (the origin story of that incident will remain undisclosed for now!) and the related tensions in my jaw and teeth melted away at the idea that someone gave me love and wanted me well. decades of stored up tension caused by that fall fell away. my beautiful dog *smile*. so the moral of the experience there is that one's actions cause one to suffer - but also, one's fondness for affection is not the cause of one's healing. that will have to be another time, since I am partner-less and miserable.

I can take 3-4g and trip pretty good. I can't imagine taking 15. Doesn't it melt your brain?

>>10007 I remember taking 8g on an empty stomach and experiencing ego death and effects similar to lsd. Doesn't help I was listening to Electric Ladyland and watching Max Max Fury Road at the same time. My self perception completely changed after the whole ordeal. Can't even imagine what 15g would do.

>15g 4 hours ago and still tripping. the physical manifestation of the body definitely comes from ātmā, which surprised even me. fuarrrking how were you able to type, 3.5 grams incapacitated me for 3 hours to the point where I couldn't write, or follow through a sentence, you must have an extreme tolerance

>>10669 >3.5 grams incapacitated me for 3 hours to the point where I couldn't write, or follow through a sentence, you must have an extreme tolerance >3.5 grams was it your first time doing psychs? If so that would make sense, your body is completely overwhelmed, 3 / 4 grams is my go to for a fun trip with friends. Try it again :)

>>10853 Not em, but I've tripped mushrooms probably 10-20 times, 3.5g is also my go-to dose usually and I find typing and speaking very hard at that dose. I'm pretty sensitive in that regard though, even a small amount of weed makes me silent.

>>10868 I rapidly lose the ability to speak, but even on heroic doses I can still type. The real issue for me is having any motivation to do so, I often just can't find the words to express much. I can when I need to, though.