First psychedelic experience

Describe your first psychedelic experience using 5-10 words. I'll start: "The water is attack me"

>>8246 OH MY GOD IT IS STILL ONLY 6:30?

got lost under a tree https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rpwYW3yFBI all 3 nights

I seem to be lost underneath this pile of blankets

I love the mother tree alternate: This lasts too fuarrrking long

>>8246 *looks at cookie in front of my face* too far away

>>8246 Everything is powerful even the Sky.

>>8246 Friends grandma came back home as the acid started working.

>>8246 "this music tastes awesome"

yes please more dont stop

I am apart of the city. I am the wondering nomad

>>8246 converse with the universe telepathically

I knew her dad had passed away

Greasy mexican man and an impressionist painting world

Vomited in dorm hallway, felt suicidal, called parents lmao

Senior yr of HS, was a shut in at the time, ended up making friends with some people I took interest in because I kept telling people "I think x controversial person at our school seems interesting" and word got around. He was huge into acid already, I avoided drugs my whole life because I liked art and people always said my art looked like I was on drugs and I thought if I took drugs itd remove this like for whatever reason thing I attatched a lot of meaning to of being able to say "No, thats just me normal!". I was also worried at the time I was gonna go schizophrenic so when said dude invited me to do acid fot my first time with his friends I thought, id rather go insane when im still with my mom to help me then on my own in college. He took 8 tabs the rest of us did 1-2, we walked thru the town, this guy I had just made friends with was as interesting as I thought. At one point he just sat there smiling a smile ive never seen staring off into the distance, and none of us could get him to move. Another point when one of the people was kinda scared he juat started messing with them, even though he was on 8 tabs and tripping hard he did this hilarious thing where he was like "Open your eyes!! stop hiding!! face the light!" and started opening the blinds. The kid wasnt heavy freaking out and it was more I think just uncomfortable for him but it was hilarious to me. I had never felt something so crazy yet I was actually being incredibly level headed, they were all used to drugs but not only was I not used to drugs this was the first time in maybe 7 years id spent the night at someones house and maybe the third time in four years id went to someones house or hung out with anyone at all. I unexpectedly took on a mother type role and kept making sure everyone was together, I wasnt extremely worried to the point of having a bad time but was very focused on making sure everyone was okay. Fast forward 5 years later said person I randomly decided to meet that day is like one of my strangely closest friends, he actually became a shut in like our roles reversed, maybe hermit is more fitting. He seems to enjoy being alone and just talking to me and some others over a discord. Reading, playing games, working out, smoking weed here and there. We both ended up somehow going from far right to far left despite totally different life paths, we both love the same philosophers and even just over text we can practically read eachothers minds. I do a lot more drugs now and live a kind of crazy life, so I often bring back stories for him of the people ive met and what not and he teaches me about books and subjects hes been reading on. Im not sure if its an equal exchange honestly, im more just venting to be truthful but I think he also is venting in his own way. This is less about the experience itself and more what came of it but still, I often forget how much of a daily role he plays in my life. I dont value online communication as much these days consciously, and I often forget just how much I talk to him and how much we learn from eachother. All because I expressed a vague interest in meeting him to someone at my school, and took a leap of faith and did acid with him. I have a few people I feel a deep connection to, but I dont have as much " shared lore" with anyone as I do him. On top of that hes my only male friend nowadays, I cant stand the competitive nature of male friendships but with him its rarely a competition. Our arguments are almost always just a series of questions, sometimes frustrated, as we try to understand the others point of view. I often joke about one day him emerging from his little cave as this unrecognizable from high school pale muscle man, and me taking him to meet my friends and such and show him things as if he was some foreigner. I have not seen him in person for so long, and he has not stepped outside in so long, I often wonder if it might be awkward. But no anxieties would be worth in my opinion not opening my place to him and guide him around should he one day decide to rejoin normal life. And so what my first trip truly provided me was someone I shall surely never forget, and learning to brave new experiences no matter the worries and anxieties. I went on to do acid probably hundreds of times with many more things learned and gained, but this was my beginning.

I did it with 2 close friends in highschool. We were up all night just sitting around a table laughing at random things. At one point we started talking in American accents as a joke and then forgot how to talk normally.

Repeating words huddling in corners of rooms.

>>8246 Forget that you gotta explain that pic

Philosophical discussion with cup of tea

Everything wiggles in the funniest way

why are the walls are breathing?

>>8246 Contagious confusion and hysterical laughter, nausea begins to creep in as I'm weaving in and out of sobriety. Lie down; warmth and pressure pushing down on my body like a heavy wet blanket, paralysed on the floor while the skin on my face starts to harden like stone.. Did I pee myself?

>>8246 return to a familiar beauty that i didn't know existed

repeatedly screaming at my friends "WE'RE NEVER GOING TO DO THIS EVER AGAIN!" first time doing space cake with too much weed into it eating way too much

My eyes are a camera and I am just watching my body live

This line represents Four Dimensions

>>8246 "the floor reminds me of medicine" >>8247 looking at the time is always the biggest mindfuck while tripping.

Angry cybernetic Barney the Dinosaur

It's cold. The ceiling is moving. Holy soykaf!

I have this strange feeling that everything I've ever done in my life was all just a build up to this moment

Life is a series of loops.

"calmly watching as something gently massages green membrane insides of my brain" it was 300 or 450mg of DXM. I never managed have better trip with this substance. Not sure if i want to try. I hate feeling of nausea and overrall sickness after it, however first time is always mitologized so i guess i am fuarrrked

First trip, 2 grams of dried mushrooms: Melting ceiling there was nothing to fear I'm so happy. Second trip, 3 grams of dried mushrooms: I don't want to be God please stop.

i am shroom seizure. fuarrrk

>>8246 I have to die to know if I exist.

>>8246 Positive Vibes Only (PVO)

hollow platitudes temporarily deeply felt

Genuinely profound insights still memorable 10 years later

Awaken from a dream, but I'm still diving.

"Who are you talking to?"

Little Neon Lights Happiness

AnPsi: "homie, where tf is the exit to this gas station" homie: "idk bro i cant find it either"

fuarrrk i forgot who i am again

>>8246 language is falling - wait... Whose cat is this?

>>8246 "I can't tell up and down apart"

I actually exist in this world.

*while uncrossing and recrossing my legs* my legs!! i can't uncross them!!

why is my face slime....?

"fuarrrk, I'm actually disappearing. Wait, why the eye?"

"I'm really good at math. I study math!... ...fuarrrk this soykaf is too difficult math is like kicking dead whales down the beach ass" >>8246

>>9606 lmao filter made this funnier

>>9606 make a banner pls.

"I learned nothing" it was wild but intelectually underwhelming

God is disgusted by my actions, demons attacking, I want to kill myself

>>9613 Has you wish (someone could make a better one)

This pillow is a cat Also this >>8247

i wish things would stop moving

>>8246 We can have sex with the room.

naked iPod classic bed rave

>>8246 fuarrrk Dell! Also, Symbolic expressions

I don't belong in this world

>>8246 >while holding a multimeter "The existence of this is not my fault"

Bees... bees fuarrrking everywhere! Oh god oh fuarrrk

My thoughts are one with the grass

The lawn snakes got rhythm

>>8246 "I'm feeling PWANG"

okay, okay, okay, what if

>>8246 THERE ARE ALIENS ON OTHER PLANETS TRIPPING TOO

>>10147 absolute kek and totally based realization

REEEEMEMBERRRR... WHAT THE DOORKNOB SAAAID... later realized she was saying "dormouse" not "doorknob" but I know what I heard there wasn't actually any music on in the apartment

pissed my pants on cliff

>>9316 i too have been there bro

"I feel wet. It's ONLY been 7 minutes?"

Says the text field needs more words so my answer is the image Benadryl

>>9808 lol I like this sentiment a lot

>>8246 Bro, like man, I'm moving my head, but weird.

>>10354 dmt? if so, then this is my answer too

>>10422 20x salvia out the bong

tried mushrooms, overall it was a positive experience, I felt and feel great. but I still have some of the visuals I have had visual snow, even would sometimes see colors, but know I see more colors, and I see rainbow colored arcs in my field of view, im worried that its permanent, as a great as an experience I had I'm not sure if I want to take them again because I don't want to risk permanent. cluttering my field of vision with things that aren't there, what do you guys think?

>>10495 How long ago was it? It usually goes away in a year

>>10499 3 days isn't long time. I have little bit of visual snow after 7 months of 250ug LSD tab (it got less and less eith time) I did 3+ gram shroom trips multiple of times, never had HPPD from shrooms tho. Let few months go and you will go back to normal

>>10500 Have you tripped again since getting it? If so did it have any impact on the visual snow?

>>10495 it will go away eventually, and after a short while you will barely notice it.

>>10511 Only did microdose LSD, kinda eliminated all drugs in past couple of months. Microdosing would make me more present and alive but afterwards the effects would worsen. I had a bit of traumatic trip which is why I am also battling with depersonalization and derealization but eh, what you gonna do.

>>10548 I mean, you can always feed yourself with negative experiences of others and form a fear that will overpower you once you do try again. I suggest, if you do try again, that you try a lower dose. I was the anon with traumatic experience, and I honestly want to try again but in a few months or year or two. The traumatic experience in question was watching "drag me to hell" ending clip on phone, being surrounded by aphetamine junkies that were aggressive and driving around in my car while on 250ug of LSD. I still am amazed that I am alive.

>>10552 HPPD is a bit different than a bad trip, continuing to trip while having it tends to strongly correlate with the worsening of symptoms, so I'd advise to wait until you're 100% ok to try anything again and start with a low dose

"I cant believe I am dumb as soykaf!"

Now my girlfriend is dashboard-ous (no joke, the dashboard of a Toyota Yaris during a trip can really become psychedelic as fuarrrk)

also "hi marble, why u dancing"

the guy in the mirror is smiling at me

I dread "A Thousand Plateaus" od Guattari and Deleuze and understood it.

In your experience, will shrooms or acid be a better choice for a first trip? I'm worried there are things you can only experience the first time and that future trips will be based on the neural connections formed previously. Did you notice such an effect?

>>10614 lsd is better IMO. less of a body load, feels sort of like an in-between of Mescaline and mushrooms in the best possible way. And no I do not feel there are things you can only experience the first time. Most of my most unique/profound trips were multiple years after my first time. My first trip was really lame to be honest, but it was largely due to the location/people I was with.

OMG, everything makes sense now Why is the room so far apart from itself? What was I saying? >>8247 >>8279 Also this

The colors are all wrong and the grass is breathing,

>>10633 It makes sense in french. t. lainon of the tailless amphibian variety

brain squeeze touch music spin

I thought I died so shpongle in a dark room

what the hell is this topic? If drugs are illegal it means it's impossible to get them. Then how did all of you manage to trip? Drugs are impossible to get

>>10425 lol funny that's hilarious dude I laughed fam

I need to kill myself now theres no other option. Went through a thought loop where I kept coming to that realisation, forgot it (and somehow "forgot" who I am) minutes later, then repeat.

I'm here for a long time, I'll be here forever. (9g and 0 regrets)

>>10835 Oh it's the first, my bad. Then: "woah so coool"

>>10602 > Toyota sage for not first trip, but a road trip trip... "Wait, what the fuarrrk? On your Toyoda, there is a toy Yoda?!" Randomly caught my eye then laughed at the Yoda bobble head for hours.

I can't stop smiling but I'm not happy.

Everything was millions of millions times

The oven has an oven function

A hole tried to devour me. Please help me.

This will never end, i'm scared.

>>8246 Intensity intensity intensity I am captain jack sparrow Ultimately disappointing >t. 10-15g shrooms >>9616 >>9820 Same issue. Different trip on acid 200ug that felt like 400ug, my friend said he was out of body and I was like nigga wtf I think this plant looks cool but I'm still me. Some of us are built different I guess.

Ketamine hydrochloride intravenous or: I went to Hell forever

>>8246 "oh fuarrrk my hands are grass"

>>8246 "adam, realization fear -- alarms blaring -- run from death -- maddening silence"

I've become my lover's child Oh god it was spiritual

>>8246 The Drone Racing League

My friend is awesome. Which plants are poison ivy?

>>8246 Fun until mom found out

>>8319 that's more than 10 words

so this is weed, huh? its what i expected and yet a little more.

It's not me, Smurfs are playing with my toys!

streets lined with pink cotton-candy trees

the fourth dimension adds a line, pattern recognition!

>>8246 why cant i sleep tonight

>>8246 "Nothing makes sense, Nothing makes sense, Nothing makes sense" damn that thought loop was scary on shrooms

Divine Father descended with the sunlight.

“The rainbow hexagon eyeballs are staring at me” “And then and then and then and then and then” “I appear to be sinking into the ground” “My legs hurt” “Should of just stuck to garlic and green tea”

When you go to the petting zoo to see the cows and you see them eating the grass so you kind of ponder on how it would feel so you paint your booty hairs green and attract them and they start licking it up and it kind of feels good so you wonder how it feels on the tongue so you kind of start performing artisanal Jamaican tongue twisting on the cows ass And it kind of taste good so you get a job at the zoo But they don’t hire due to the green ass hair incident so you kind of kidnap 2 cows to start experimenting on in your basement by combining their dna with expert tongue using animals to create the perfect ass hair licker through cross dna breeding and you stand on top of your research as the optimal ass licking creature starts licking your ass hairs but it kind of don’t feel authentic so you go back to your roots and repaint you ass hairs green and go back to the petting zoo where it all started but they kind of trespass charge you, so you go to jail with a smile on your face because you’re happy you got to relive that experience for one last time.