just checking in.

getting high as fuarrrk and starting to code up some dumb website i want to leave behind having an okay day so far i suppose. learning to code has given me a new reason to live. -- visualizing acid trips might be hard but i think this will be a fun experiment. thank you all for existing today. tell me about yourselves.

I got too much into the whole spiritual/occult/drugs/ufo stuff. The world is way more bizzare and strange than any work of fiction it seems, but im sure all of those things are real than i was ever sure of anything else in life. Im also confused constantly and do too much weed and programming. Lets all love lain!

>>3343 Love Lain!! Yes! spiritual/occult/drugs have always been an interest of mine as well. What is something you really love to talk about regarding the occult or spirituality? The world is definitely strange...in the non cheesiest way possible..I love how weird and fuarrrked up the things around me are. I love internet portals too.... Are you into old internet archiving older sites like weird funky sites?

>>3344 that lain, is the lain of my soul.

>>3344 >What is something you really love to talk about regarding the occult or spirituality? Im not much of a talker, more of a listener/information explorer. Though the idea of the collective/divine mind has really popped up lately in ways that just cannot be ignored. Something interesting is about to unfold. I have a hard time as of yet to make sense of it all in a context. >Are you into old internet archiving older sites like weird funky sites? Not really, chans and other niche sites suffice for me.

>>3346 Why do you think people like us exist? Why do we search for information,, There is perhaps a collective or divine mind. Im genuinely feeling disassociated with being a human lately though..

>The world is way more bizzare and strange than any work of fiction it seems most definitely lain.

my friend was very mean to me tonight and is very obviously using me and being mean to me.... i don't know how to break away im too addicted to drugs but i cant take his abuse anymore...i wish he would stop being mean to me.

>>3343 >Im also confused constantly an absolutely relatable sentiment to me dude, although not because of weed, i very rarely smoke it seems that anything we come up with as an explanation for the most fundamental questions will invariably be paradoxical a universe with god is paradoxical, and so is a universe without and then physicists tell us soykaf like 'retrocausality is possible, dw bout it' like that isnt a completely impossible thing to grasp

>>4014 this might help

>>3342 >visualizing acid trips might be hard but i think this will be a fun experiment. you should learn WebGL dude

>>3349 my perception is that people "like us" exist because it is one of the infinitely many things that can be perceived once you put outlines in nothing. it's all just a meaningless moment that seems meaningful because we can perceive the past and future with memory and prediction but it's all just more meaninglessness that might not even exist but still defines what we are. we search for information because it's in our nature because it just happens to be, and any cause and effect you say about it after that is just that, cause and effect. to speak of the existence of things in a prophetic manner in most modern language is to add to the confusion of the nature of things. as for the collective or divine mind, it is inarguable I think that the void or god or everything or nothing or whatever you want to call it acts like a mind of sorts. our processing works on the basis of interaction with the "outside" world, and all of that works on the basis of their outside world. you could say we're like neurons, and our neurons and cells are like neurons, and their atoms are like neurons. the only reason there's any denying of the collective consciousness is because the nature of how we process everything is through placing boundaries, and perhaps some things just aren't ready to think about the idea that the boundaries they've placed are just that; boundaries THEY'VE placed.