Tired of trying to manage OCD/adhd/anxiety/depression

I'm so fed up with trying to find the right thing to make me feel right. Therapy is a load of soykaf. I tried an SSRI for 5 days last week after being against it and it just made me unable to sleep and stopped. Alcohol worsens everything and is a garbage drug. Benzo's work great as needed but the comedown even after one dose makes me fuarrrking crazy. Caffeine keeps me kinda sane but can make me anxious (only drink green tea now, but that soykaf is making my teeth look worse). Just got desperate and bought a juul (used to smoke in high school) and it makes me able to read a little better and stay concentrated but that's it. What do lainanon's?

I think you experimented with enough drugs to make them a bad choice. The way a trip rolls is extremely subjective (as i imagine you already know). If you're not enjoying yourself, there's no point to it. If you had a safe environment, with people you like and all that, i'd recommend acid. It's a good drug to figure yourself out, as long as you don't get into a bad trip spiral.

>>3236 i've always wanted to try psychedelics at lower doses since they're supposedly therapeutic, but I can't handle weed it has always fuarrrked my anxiety up really bad. I'm worried it'd like fuarrrk me up permanently, but I'm probably being paranoid idk

>>3237 Just having that apprehension is probably enough to have a bad experience. I don't think drugs can really help you, Lain, none that i know of at least. Sorry.

>>3238 it's possible, I've considered mdma also since it supposedly helps with ptsd.

>>3235 Why is your therapy bad?

OP, not sure drugs can help you (besides psychedelics) but check this soykaf out https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mggupbkTmWc

>>3239 bear in mind that none of these are magic bullets, where you take a pill and feel better instantly. mdma psychotherapy works by helping you to open up and express things you normally don't feel able to, so you can deal with deep issues. i find microdosing acid the best antidepressant, but it still forces you to confront issues...

Keep trying the therapy anon. Sometimes it takes a few tries to find a therapist that actually works for you. It's worth it in the end.

>>3235 >Just got desperate and bought a juul (used to smoke in high school) and it makes me able to read a little better and stay concentrated but that's it. juul gives really inconsistent dosage with spikes, consider trying the patch or something

I always saw anti-depression drugs etc as more temporary stabilisers until you can rewire your brain. Therapy's not soykaf, but therapist sure are, if you want to bypass searching through tens of therapist to find one you click with, try looking at their source material instead, CBT, Psychotherapy etc.