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I just realised my whole family is insane. My brother spills horrible bullsoykaf (conspiracy theories, stupidest stuff), he wants to brainwash me, and i am losing my mind, thinking about various scenarios where everyone hates me. I am on bringe of mental breakdown, what is worst is that i live in one room in this person, he smokes a lot and gives me weed every day, what do? Also big reminder to watch out for weed, especially if you are depressed person, it could get you realling fuarrrking down if taken habitually

clean your room wash your dick

>>3145 Echoing what the other guy said but, to delay the mind rot I'd recommend reading: > Bertrand Russell (I would start with In Praise of Idleness) He's a really accessible source of rationality and makes a lot of sense, imo. This is basically the Part A rationality, i.e. reliance on science. He has lots of good small life tips in a lot of his more personal essays, it's a good way to keep a grip on reality. > Ben Goldacre (I recommend reading Bad Pharma or Bad Science) Part B of rationality is avoiding over-reliance on science, remembering that it is a tool to use to gain knowledge, and remembering that, for example, a study is only as good as the people who designed and performed it. (Sidenote: This is basically the entire reason social sciences exist, to critique and dissect our current society and the trends within it). Also, I'd recommend washing your ass properly. A lot of men apparently got it into their heads that personal hygiene is a 'gay thing' which is, quite frankly, hilarious but also mildly horrifying.

Maybe hang out at the library or something instead of hanging out at home. Figure out what you think is causing you to go crazy and do that less. Basically just try to break the cycle you're stuck in.