does anyone else on lainchan smoke fentanyl or is it just me

i would absolutely not reccomend it to anyone, it is literally the dumbest decision of my life, impulsively began using after a bad breakup in a self harm attempt (massive success, great job dumbass) and now ive been smoking down for about 8 years absolutely numb and dead inside no desire to change i feel my true self very deep within me inside of a cage screaming but it gets easier to ignore by the day, never overdosed somehow.

>>20672 I smoked fentanyl and heroin for eleven years- Got on methadone recently, my state pays for it so I get it for free. It's freedom. I've just come to terms with the fact that chemically I have some sort of imbalance and I need something to make it right. Don't use suboxone it does not work and makes you sick. Get on a public health plan and then get on methadone brother.

>>20672 Never smoked it, but used to snort or shoot it back in the day. Really nasty soykaf, get off that and do mgm15 or 7oh instead.

used to for too long of a time man, quit year and a half ago about. probably best decision ive ever taken even if life isnt all that good without opiates anyways

>>20707 Nice job anon, its really not easy. How were you finally able to quit?

>>20725 Well i went to rehab and switched to Subutex, then tapered off over a month. But I've done that before a few times and was a dope fiend again next week. Real reason is I moved out of the country and you cant actually get fent here, or any other real opiates for that matter.

You guys get this online? I can see the appeal of heroin but why would you start with fent? I don't see anything appealing about fent.