My life at this point in time

I got codeine and pregabalin, I've been abusing them for a while, I love downers and the only important thing in my mind is that in 15 days or by the end of the month I will get my hands in some coke. i'm a beaner so I can get good stuff at good price, hmm, it's weird but I spend most of times slightly sedated, I was thinking of doing some codeine with my ,mother, the lady's got a prescription of the 30mg ones and the pills I got are similar to nurofen, it can be fun I just need to convince her, i'm at a strange point of my life and I'm sure I'm missing some important information about what I've been doing, what you got to say lain?

I gave my dad a liking for phenibut. I knew it would happen so i avoided introducing himbto it. but like you I just felt like the craziness of such a thing was enough to keep me sane and fill in some emptiness. Daddyo isnt totally dependent yet but im starting to get worried he can't tell what so ever. He's not sleeping enough anymore and I tell him that's phenibut causing that, he just doesn't care.....he's 65 too horrible example he's set for me and my brother kek.

>>18779 damn this is the polar opposite to my relationship with my dad. the dude started doing and selling coke, wrecked my family and the deadbeat soykaf stain has been dead to me and my mother since. son of a bitch stole my cancer-ridden dying grandpa's pain killers to sell for a fuarrrking xbox and god knows what else.

>>18780 Mate that's awful. Sorry, i shouldn't have contributed this.

>>18781 lol, its cool. i only shared because you reminded me how many different experiences and perspectives on life there are out there.

>>18794 it's appreciated and i feel very likewise. i'll be honest i tend to skip these kinds of stories out of an egotistical avoidence of fee fees being stirred. i did have a good life despite bitching out and complained many times, reading your reply reminded my father did set a examplary example after all. as for your mother on codeine, my father happens to have a prescription just like your mother's and i tried to advise him if i crush 2-4 them up and put in capsules or mixed with water he will get that nice opi high, he declined but he did do an ecky not long ago, he went against my advice and took the whole pill where i said just do half. gad jammit daddyo listen to me and u will get good highs

Quick update on this hmm, well I told her a little bit about how morphine works and that kind of soykaf, how codeine works and how it supposedly has the potential to get you high and she told me to not be onto none of that junkie soykaf and that she's quite careful with her meds so she won't be wasting them like that anytime soon so yikes lmao oh and about the blow, yeah I got 3 grams for nights to come