Overdosing to prove a point

so in case anyone was wondering, i am the anticonvulsant lainon from the high thread. i've decided to perform a little "experiment", per se. i want to figure out whether anticonvulsants (specifically lamotrigine) actually have any abuse potential as sedatives. before you tell me this is a stupid idea keep in mind that im already well aware of that. i'm mostly testing to see if i can gaslight myself into believing that everything i feel is a placebo and trying to pretend to be sober. i've done this at 300mg and 400mg doses and couldn't really convince myself. tonight i am going to go where probably nobody has ever gone before (with this substance); 600mg. and if i can't bring myself to appear outwardly functional/sober, then i was right all along. i will post results as it happens. the experiment will officially begin with dosing at 10PM CST (may be subject to change). if i go unresponsive and do not update this thread i won't be dead, this isnt anywhere near enough to kill me.

You retard. If you take anticonvulsants in large doses they can cause the opposite effect.

>>17090 then maybe it'll just kill me instead either way i win

>>17090 I forgot a source https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3030110/

>>17092 ok so because my friend just told me that maybe i shouldn't kill myself i'm gonna bump it down to 500. that sound better? i took 600 once before but i only thought i was violently and uncontrollably shaking because i took albuterol before it and that makes me twitchy

It boggles my mind that officials from the US Government meander about on Lainchan, when this is lainchan. -_-

>>17093 If you did that you may have to do it again at an incrementally lowered dose after then if your body adjusted to it. So depends how long and how frequent you've done this. >>17094 What officials?

sorry for the delay but i just dosed, its been less than 10 minutes though, i forgot and thought the experiment started at midnight

>>17097 i cant tell if its kicking in or not im starting to feel tired and sedated peak is 4hrs in and it isnt supposed to fully wear off for 24hrs

>>17098 oh fuarrrk im like nowhere near peak and 500mg hits me like a kenworth w900

>>17099 the experiment is working

>>17100 What are you feeling?

>>17101 very tired and sedated vaguely like diazepam, and every time i exhale i get ths weurd feelung un my stomach

>>17102 >weird feelin gin mystomac it feel really really good and warm lik awave if uphoria in my stomach spreading thru my body wtf is in this soykaf

>>17103 holy fuarrrkign soykaf this is gonna sound like the most retatdid and crazy thing ever but i just did tha tthing where you lsip in an out of consusnies nd start floatinggggg

i hgtn i n 30 miujns i wil hit 3 hr mark

>>17086 i found some resultz so it is very possibel

Is everything ok? I just thought about you today and was hoping you finished your "experiment" without incident. Next time I would highly recommend having a friend nearby if you're going to do something like this

>>17108 hey my bad lol i ended up passing out at 4 hrs in but the finny thing abt this stuff is that it lasts 24 hours and even after passing out im still fuarrrked up into oblivion

the experiment was a RESOUNDING success

>>17113 Are you sober enough to elaborate on the experience yet?

>>17086 >>17112 >>17113 Please consider submitting an experience report to erowid. From what I can tell, no-one else has attempted this, so any data would be very valuable to have archived and made publicly available.

>>17116 >Please consider submitting an experience report to erowid. i'm not very knowledgeable, what is this >>17115 >Are you sober enough to elaborate on the experience yet? i think i can pull myself together enough to coherently describe what happened: Evaluation of anticonvulsant abuse potential (lamotrigine) testing dose: 500mg (for tolerance purposes i am 144lbs) ~30 mins after dosing: tiredness, light sedation, slight dilation of pupils 1 hr after dosing: heavy sedation and slight time dilation 2 hr after dosing: benzodiazepine-esque euphoria, blurred vision, difficulty processing and staying awake 3 hr after dosing: slipping in and out of consciousness, intense euphoria 4 hr after dosing (peak): very high chance of passing out we have to skip to ~12-14 hours after dosing because i was not conscious to remember hours 4-11 14-17 hr after dosing: moderate sedation euphoria, still slight chance of slipping out and vision blurring if you sit still for too long 20-24 hr after dosing: expected comedown picrel for comedown ETA:

>>17119 Here you go. Dont forget to mention the failed attempts so it is clear you had some possible tolerance built up. https://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp_submit.cgi

T+ 20h: i think it may or may not be wearing off but it's really gradual and not like a "crash", however i want to redose really really fuarrrking badly so idk

T+23:00 i redosed 400mg im so fuarrrking sorry i couldnt take it anymore

>>17116 If op is lucky he might have his trip report submitted by 2030! But seriously I don't even think there is a page for lamotrigine so op may very well ventured uncharted waters for the most part.

>>17123 >If op is lucky he might have his trip report submitted by 2030! im trying to make mine as detailed as possible, i even included sources for information on the possible risks of what i was taking. I will upload the full report to this thread as well. > I don't even think there is a page for lamotrigine i checked, there isn't. i'm a pioneer. i'm honestly scared people won't believe me actually.

>>17125 i once posted a trip report on pregabalin and it took 4 or so years to be found on the website, another time it took 3 days for one I typed about mirtazapine to appear on the new exp section.

>>17126 tbf im posting abt a new substanc thats never been posted b4 and i trid my hardest iht it sry if i cant ypne im like fuarrrkig nodding i know that osunds insane but again im the first person to focument high dose lamotrigine abuse this is ful report

i took more and theres a slight chance that if i pass out i will stop breathing and die. i'm sorry. goodbye lainchan.

i survived somehow, still fuarrrked up though. this soykaf lasts so fuarrrking long

the experiment is starting to backfire i can't stop taking this stuff i feel like im starting to lose control

>>17133 put it in a safe or someplace you can't get it

>>17133 OP flush that soykaf down the toilet ASAP doing it once and getting away safe is one thing repeated megadosing of an anticonvulsant sounds like the most dangerous thing imaginable flush it NOW op.

>>17135 >repeated megadosing of an anticonvulsant sounds like the most dangerous thing imaginable idk i havent noticed any adverse effects yet

>>17136 mate you are probably still high 24 hour comedown with repeated fat doses anyways my main concern is that if you keep this up long enough your body will adapt to being very "anticonvulsed", s.t. when you eventually run out and sober up, you will become convulsant ala long term GABA-agonist abuse leading seizures and death with sudden withdrawals

>>17137 i honestly dont care i love how this soykaf feels

alrighty gang so i uhh had an extra 100mg up my nose

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>>17091 >>17138 >>17141 stop mate, nobody wants you to die for something as trivial as confirming there's yet another drug that gets people fuarrrked up. you're going to end up in an obituary and a post-mortem case study at this point. seek medical help. if not for your own health, know that your friend you mentioned in >>17093 is going to be fuarrrked up for life if you die doing this

this experiment was a fuarrrking disaster i'm so sorry to anyone i tried to convince this was worth it. do not fuarrrking take this soykaf it's starting to destroy my life. i love all of you lainons. i'm going to attempt to stop taking this soykaf but i can't promise anything. i may be in too deep.

>>17147 holy fuarrrk lainon good luck

>>17147 Godspeed. take care man. I really hope you get out of this mess. You can make it.

>>17149 i genuinely dont know what to do i fuarrrked up so badly and now im scared ive inspired other lainons to abuse this soykaf its not inherently SUPER harmful like hard soykaf but the problem is that once u start its very hard to stop

>>17151 do you know anyone nearby you could go stay with a couple days ? maybe someone who can come pick you up from where you are ? sounds rough please take care of yourself good lain

>>17152 i don't have any irls and i live with my family so im kinda on my own >>17150 >I really hope you get out of this mess. i do too

>>17147 >>17154 lain literally just take the bottle pour it in the toilet flush. problem solved.

>>17136 You need to tape your dose. Using this site i found meant for antidepressants and just put in "other". Since i cant do hyperbolic because I dont know what the michaelis constant is and it requires it. The half life is on average about up to 33 hours but I am seeing some reports giving higher numbers. I think the bottom field for mg the second one not the first is meant for the tablet dosage not how much you are taking. You also put if the pills can be split or not. https://drugtaper.com/

>>17154 >i live with my family tell your family and go to the hospital

>>17161 >tell your family i don;t ahve thg bealls >go to the hospital what if they give my parents a giant bill then they'll hate me >>17157 >flush the bottle dude my family would fuarrrking kill me if i did that >>17160 >taper your dose i m in too deep to do this but why not go cold turky?? wouldnt that be easier??

>>17162 >i m in too deep to do this but why not go cold turky?? wouldnt that be easier?? Jordan Peterson nearly turned himself into a vegetable because he went against the medical advice of US and Canadian experts to wean him off benzos slowly by decreasing the dosage. So he went to Russia and paid them to put him in a coma so he could avoid the down sides to "cold turkey" which almost ended his life. I'm prescribed anti-psychotics, anti-depressants and a drug that is primarily prescribed to treat epilepsy but has shown good results to treat bipolar disorder. If I want to stop any of those drugs, I need to speak to my doctor and go through a monitored taper off of them, so as to avoid all manner of complications that could come from going cold turkey.

>>17163 >turned himself into a vegetable bc benzos these are nothing like benzos tho

>>17164 That doesn't matter one fuarrrking soykaf. You've been railing lines of soykafe and need to seriously look into the adverse reactions that can occur by going cold turkey. Otherwise go ahead and stop, I don't honestly give a fuarrrk if you end up a vegetable or dead. I was just pointing out that doubling down being a stupid cunt doesn't undo being stupid.

>>17165 >idgaf if you end up a vegetable or dead >stupid cunt wow that's not very nice >need to seriously look into the adverse reacitons that can occur by going cold turkey. see picrel, none of these will KILL me or make me a vegetal

>>17162 > i m in too deep to do this but why not go cold turky?? wouldnt that be easier?? You could have a seizure. I think you're just hung up on a novel experience and a possible redosing compulsion effect, not necessarily actually addicted.

>>17170 >not nessecarily actually addicted then i wouldlnt have a seizure??? im im not addicted i wont get withdrawal?

>>17171 You dont have to be addicted. But considering you havent been on it long the risk might not be that big but it still is there.

>>17168 You said yourself you're in completely uncharted territory regarding your doses (along with the fact you're on a binge - binge drinking can lead to withdrawal symptoms even in people who don't drink daily). You're going to run out and withdraw eventually if you keep redosing the way you have been - this is a medical emergency.

>>17171 >>17162 why the fuark would your family kill you for flushing the bottle? is it not yours? they are gonna notice when you've eaten half the damn thing anyways cold turkey shouldn't hurt you, you've only been on the soykaf for 4 days no you won't get withdrawals beyond "i wanna get high"-cravings flush the bottle and move on OP, this thread is getting stale

the experiment has concluded. this was a huge failure. sorry to anyone who was excited for a breakthrough. it works. too well.

>>17189 glad you stopped, holy soykaf

This is obvious same user thread of some bored teenager - use the fact that you are still young lainon, do something with your life - go have a adventure, hitchhike anything

What the fuarrrk happened in this thread? Did you manage to lay off OP? Absolutely unreal that you could feel as though you were addicted with only a few days of doing this.

hello everyone, this is OP again after quite a while. a LOT has happened since i posted this thread. i ended up overdosing and had to call an ambulance. not only has this experience been a complete disaster but it's ruined my life.

im not even going to lie im so fuarrrking close to taking this soykaf again i have been sober for 8 days and im so fuarrrking painfully bored and angry

>>17300 OP how retarded can you be just like, play a videogame or something...

>>17300 fuarrrk off you attention whore.