only psychs i've done are dxm, shrooms, weed, and dph.
shrooms i had the most introspective experience with, but it was still anxiety-inducing. i've had a few neutral trips on dxm but nothing great. i had one traumatic dxm trip and never did it again. ive never had a remotely good experience with weed. its honestly the worst. i only ever like "tripped" off of dph once and i don't remember that much aside from one moment and it was basically just like schizophrenia.
i took a break from drugs for a while and i've gotten back into philosophy and soykaf and ive just recently been interested in the spiritual component of psychs.
ive tried like breathwork, meditation, radical acceptance, dosage, etc. to try to work through the anxiety when on psychs but i just hate the feeling of like dreaming while im awake. the instant i start "feeling it" i immediately freak out. despite all my efforts to relinquish control, i still have horrible anxiety and panic. only drugs ive ever had consistently good experiences with are downers and occassionally speed.