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How would I get my hands on DMT?

>>1407 Darknet markets or extract it yourself. The extraction is fairly simple and can be found quite easily. Don't forget to take a MAOI inhibitor with it if going for oral use. Don't take a MAOI inhibitor if smoking it, that could be dangerous. Make sure to take the usual precautions if using a darknet marketplace.

>Don't take a MAOI inhibitor if smoking it, that could be dangerous. not really any more dangerous than ayahuasca. changa is a thing and it is good

I'm resurrecting this thread because I (op) did DMT. It felt like it answered the ultimate question; the meaning of life. Which is comically as simple as itself. that is, the meaning of life is to live. It revealed to me that chasing these highs are a self fulfilling prophecy, that you are always in a state of chasing and never arriving. I was actually at a session that offered 2 doses, and I chose not to take the second, because I felt so certain that I got it. Now that's what I think I learned. Let me tell you what it felt like. At first you smoke from the pipe, and after the first inhalation, you feel something instantly. Excitement, an uplifting or euphoria. By the time I went for the second inhalation, things began kaleidoscoping. Not colors, but like seeing double, and having the various super imposed images rotating in different directions. By the third inhalation, I felt like I was laughing, I couldn't believe how I felt, I must have looked ridiculous. I was watching the world change before me, the guide and world was composed of oscillating vertical lines and colors, I was dumb found. The guide had to remind me to inhale, that I wasn't inhaling hard enough. At this point I don't remember what I saw, I think it was a bluish space, but it lasted an instant. The guide was now meditating on her couch as I sat on the rug by a wall with some pillows. I never left the room. If I focused on it, it looked clearer. If I "drifted", I became scared, things would go "double vision" and become darker. I avoided that and focused. Eventually I was just talking with myself, realizing all my realizations and all the world are just contrived machinations to pacify egos and please desires. Life is meaningless outside of to live. We all take life too seriously. Everything was perfectly in time. I found great delight in the fact that The guide was there, and it felt like of course she was, because I'm here, and I've been here a million times, and I've done this a million times, chased this high, expecting answers, and every time doing it simply to remember, it's all just a chase. There's nothing on the other side, it's always been like this. The chasing is all there is. I felt like I reached the end of the world or of life or of the search for meaning. I realizes this is probably difficult to read or understand, and one day later, I actually feel intensely stupid for thinking I'm right at all after one experience with DMT, but that's the irony.... My dissatisfaction is making me want to try it again. Will I try it and simply realize, once again, it's not the destination that ever mattered, that it's the seeking? And more importantly, this isn't something the just stops one day, we will always fall into this cycle? Either when we forget the love-all teachings of psychedelics and get upset with our jobs or circumstances, or when we try to live by them, facing a seemingly indifferent universe filled with horrible people and experiences for the less fortunate? Life is this, we are always in pursuit, and you can tell yourself you've seen this and you know this, but you can as a living being not escape it. Reading today about DMT, I'm afraid what I need to do in this situation is actually go towards the fear. Which is rather metaphorical for many of my (and many people's) problems in daily life. Breaking eye contact, not speaking up or expressing real feelings, the standard list of insécurités we the People experience everyday. But at the same time I feel like this bargaining with myself, to lure me back to the drug, to realize once again, it can show me nothing I don't already know. But maybe that's the problem in itself... I should be going into it without any expectations.

>>1408 Are there even any good DNMs for Americans now? The feds fuarrrking killed all the good ones except Valhalla, which I don't have an invite for. Not OP btw.

>>1798 I thought Dream Market was fine, unless something happened in the last few months

>>1794 Excellent write up, friend. The empty chase cycle is something I feel as well.

>>1800 There's a lot of people who say it's a scam, but I haven't actually seen anything beyond anecdotal evidence. It could be a campaign by a competitor or something, or it could be real, there's no way to really know.

>>1794 For me, these experiences are guides. They can help you see what routine obscures, because they return you to a fluid state. I feel like they should be respected, and as such, it´s not something that I do too often, even though I thoroughly enjoy them. As you may have already realized, talking about what you saw and felt, is not easy and sometimes it´s counterproductive. It´s the kind of thing that cannot be expressed in words, because it´s not a logical experience, it falls way beyond that kind of mindset. Im glad you found it. Listen to what it tells you, but be aware that it´s meant for you. For me it told me to enjoy the present, because I can, because it´s here. There are so many things that I wish I could have but don´t, and still, there are so many beautiful things in my present... Anyways We´ve been here before, haven´t we?

>>1798 GammaGoblin is reliable, and all the best psychedelic vendors use The Majestic Garden, but I think registrations are closed now.

As someone who has consumed numerous psychs i would say that dmt is not my primary recommendation. Yopo is my favorite psychedelic by far, i have done small doses of ayahuasca, numerous acid trips, one in combination with yopo, etc. My experiences with dmt have had it tell me that it itself wasnt much of an experience until i myself constructed the environment for it. so i like i would have to water fast and meditate for several days before using it to really get what i am looking for... but thats for all shamanic psychedelics, it just kinda told me to my face in a direct message. I think once you have experienced samadhi through vipassana or mindfulness meditation you can get the real benefits of dmt.

>>1794 This makes a lot of sense. Taking psychs has led me to "chase" what I want out of life. I see what is faulty, what can be improved, and I come up with strategies to improve my life. "Chasing" a happier existence.

>>1794 Is it normal that I felt all this when I was smoking weed for the first time? Lol