Should I Do This?

Should I do this? I have 3g of shrooms, but the thing is, I am crazy with a psychiatric disorder (Bipolar), and even something as mundane as weed was able to make me become manic and crazy. If I try some, and start to go crazy, should I use benzo sleeping pills that I have to stop the trip? Also, does anyone have any reality testing tips that I can use? Basically what happens when I go crazy is that I start to believe that I am dreaming while I am actually awake and in reality, and it causes me to behave really oddly (possibly also the fault of practicing lucid dreaming techniques for many years; haven't done anything illegal). Weed really does this to me, as the cognitive effects that it causes makes it really hard for me to reality test, and thus it makes me go crazy. Also, I don't have a trip sitter either, and I don't really have any friends nor anyone I trust to give me my benzos if I start to act very weird/crazy. Not a good idea Lainchan?

>>10479 >Not a good idea Lainchan? No it's not. It's never a good idea to do drugs if you have a psychiatric disorder. You need a trip sitter if you are going to do it.

Also, don't combine drugs with meds. You can McFucking die. Look up serotonin syndrome and neuroleptic malignant syndrome.

Jesus fuarrrking Christ do not do those shrooms if you have bipolar disorder we love you and want you to thrive not have psychosis and turn into a schizoid zombie with permanent brain damage

also if you already have lucid dreaming expertise there is zero fuarrrking reason to do shrooms if you can't tell if you're dreaming or not pinch your nose and try to breathe in. if you can still breathe despite the fact that your nose is physically blocked then you're dreaming. if you can't breathe then you're awake. also lucid dreaming didn't induce your bipolar mania in all likelihood it was the other way around.

Sounds like you didn't plan this out at all. Dont. You don't even seem know the difference between psilocybin mushrooms (in your post) and amanita muscaria (in your picture). If it's amanita muscaria absolutely do NOT use benzos with it it will not break a trip. Benzos also wont break a trip with psilocybin mushrooms either all it will do is help calm you down which may influence your trip. Atypical antipsychotics are what can help stop trips but it's not guaranteed. You could induce mania if you took psilocybin mushrooms because it is serotinergic which is why doctors dont prescribe bipolar people SSRIs unless they are on a mood stabilizer (often an antipsychotic these days). Im assuming you mean bipolar I not bipolar II? Cannabis effect on cannabinoid receptors has an effect on dopamine downstream which is why that occured on that before. You also should lay off caffeine as well.

>>10490 Actually scratch that with the caffeine. If you are on lithium you need to keep your caffeine intake consistent before your doctor can adjust your lithium carbonate dosage. But if it's not lithium you're on then yes do stop drinking highly caffeinated drinks

Absolutely do not take 3g, if you need to ask if its a good idea then it certainly is not a good idea.

OP here, literally nothing happened. I got no visuals, cognitive, or bodily effects, just nothing. Idk if it is because of my antipsychotic medication, or I got a bad batch of shrooms, or just my brain chemistry, but nothing happened (or barely anything happened). I have been able to hallucinate on 'Z-Drug' sleeping pills in the past, but shrooms just didn't seem to do it. >>10483 I guess I'm lucky that nothing happened then, but I wonder how common something like this actually is... >>10485 >we love you and want you to thrive Lainchan hates me, bullies me, and every single reply I get to my posts is always someone calling me an idiot, stupid, weird, etc. >>10490 >Sounds like you didn't plan this out at all No I didn't, really. I've heard of all the whacky effects that Psilocycin can do a few years ago, and I really wanted to experience what "ego loss" was, and now that I actually had a chance to do them, nothing happened... >You don't even seem know the difference between psilocybin mushrooms (in your post) and amanita muscaria (in your picture) I had gummies that were infused with psilocybin, not even "pure" shrooms, and my thread picture was the first result for "mushroom" on duckduckgo. Maybe I should have been more clear? >Benzos also wont break a trip with psilocybin mushrooms either I had read somewhere (psychonaut wiki) that depending on the dosage that benzos can slightly to completely reduce all of the visual, cognitive, and bodily effects of shrooms. I guess if you have experience trying benzos to break a trip then I would trust you more. >You also should lay off caffeine as well. OKAY. I used to take caffeine pills often, and nothing has ever happened to me. >>10494 >Absolutely do not take 3g I tried to work myself up, first taking ~.5g, and then after absolutely nothing happened, I tried more and more, separated by hours, until all ~3g were gone. Again, nothing happened at all, and I just went to sleep after a while. At this point I don't understand why these things are so sought after. This is what gay party guys do, and then they go party in the BDSM club, not for Internet weirdos to take in their Mother's house while they jerk off to their pervert porn. Should I try again once I am taken off of an Antipsychotic, and put on an Anticonvulsant in a couple months?

>>10497 What exactly did you take? Psylocybin specifically? Was it blue colored when crushed? Either way, listen this happened to me too, it just does sometimes. I once ate about 1g second day after careful dosing, it was so supposed to be cuban ones and from a better source. There were some weird coordination problems but otherwise it was the same movie.

>>10498 >What exactly did you take? Some gummy candy that supposedly has .33g of shrooms each. >Psylocybin specifically? I think it's just ground up shrooms, if you look closely at the picture you can see it's kind of specky. Do people normally ground up shrooms to make edibles? I have never crushed them. Idk I wonder at this point if I was scammed or something. I just picked these up from where I normally get my weed. I feel like something still would have happened, even if very faintly, if it was my medication holding back the effects.

>>10501 >Do people normally ground up shrooms to make edibles? No, they do not. I've never seen that before (although people do wild stuff in Eurostan) Also, most shrooms taste like dirt. So if those gummies didn't taste like dirt they were probably one of those synthetic psilocybin analogous. If they are they should work fine.

>>10497 why did you ask whether or not you should do psilocybin if you were just planning on doing it anyway? and by "we" when I said "we love you" I didn't mean lainchan or the internet I meant the divine omnipresent loving spirit of the cosmos. or something. I didn't put too much philosophical thought into my statement when I typed "we".

>>10479 >TFW 2012 >Have Bipolar Disorder and Anxiety issues >Have not taken SSRI's for years >Learned to deal with it daily >Take Shroom Brownies from a friend >Have a bad trip alone >Stay indoors but end up with Ego death on the bed and ended up with PTSD for a year and gained knowledge that my mind was locked from What is odd is that Marijuana felt very good to me and I never had these issues while on it. But I guess it's because I overdid Shrooms and ended up where I am. I would definitely tell you as someone who had done this take a SMALL amount do not be on any Benzo's and to go from there. I was lucky to be alive and gained a lot through a miracle. This is why I think it should be legal and have studies done on it so that way the dosage can be correct than overdoing it.