Hello lainons. I'd like to ask advice about what kind of online jobs i could do.
My circumstances are the following:
i have a BSc degree in chemical engineering. As it turned out it's bullshit, everyone wants the MSc, and now it's also old which employers don't like (asking what did you do in the meantime motherfucker)
I worked one and a half year in quality managment, was a quality manager, and made the small company acquire the needed certificate 2 times. Worked and learned a soykafton of techy stuff there too.
I program here and there. i have some experience in C(embedded too), C++, python, go, html+css+js. But i can't use any of them out of the box, my programming goes like constantly reading the documentation or making google searches to make my code. I had several semi-serious projects but forgot almost everything.
I have sysadmin skills, i use linux for 12 years, in a "power user mode" in the second half of that.
These were the good circumstances. As you can see, all of them sounds almost good, just a little bit more and it would be okay but i miss that lass missing little bit.
And now comes the bad circumstances:
Panic attacks, horrible social anxiety and just total utter social retardness, can't really leave the apartment if it's not super-absolutely necessary, and then it's a trauma. I have bipolar, so i'm waving between totally suicidal anhedonic mess and totally tweaking out manic person. The amplitude and the frequency of the wave is never known in advance. I also have substance abuse problems, i was a druggie for a long time, then an alcoholic, now a "natural legal highs enjoyer(kava, kratom, ashwagandha, n2o, etc).
I would need at least 900 USD monthly to keep on living (i'm not living on a big foot, just property prices skyrocketed and food prices inflated out horribly in my city)
Please, pretty please, give me advice, show me the direction for a place where i can find an online job that fits the above circumstances, and not very strict about people having their papers, and not get freaked out if a worker looks weird (i look like and autist)